[HotRod]

More blah. Just can't get excited about sex. Erections reflect this. I've been tired a lot lately too and can't explain that.

Skipped PE today because I was running late. PE apparently not improving EQ or erection frequency. No morning wood.

I don't know what's going on. Not very enthusiastic. Kind of discouraged. Thinking about hanging it up and settling with what I was born with.

I'm probably just slightly depressed. A few months ago I got on this self-improvement kick and have not made much progress in other areas. I'm thinking of backing away from everything and just getting my immediate domestic matters extremely organized, reworking my budget, making some sort of plan for the future.

So that's where things have been at. I'll probably continue PE. I'm not an easy gainer, apparently. Darn.