[HotRod]

Well, i'm glad I started this log. It is helping me to keep track of what's going on with my sexual function and for how long.

It's been about a month since my sex drive and erection level started to taper.

I really can't explain it except for the things I've speculated on in my last three or four posts in this log.

I just can't get aroused. I can't even get interested in sex. It's normal for me to get an erection just walking downtown and thinking about women or happening to walk behind some nice tail. Lately I've just been completely limp. Partial erections are extremely partial.

I have ceased PE completely on the exception of kegels.

I've started running 4 miles again and hitting lots of hills. This is a normal spring transition for me, but it does leave me a little tired some nights...like tonight. No erection and I could honestly care less. I don't need it for anything I want to do tonight anyway. But it better be there if I end up on a date.

Weird.

Diet? Could probably improve.

Mood? Mostly just frustrated and blocked. This could improve, but there's no easy answer here. Job, relationship, home, finances - all these things need to get balanced and I've made a little progress, but it is painfully slow. There's no quick easy fix.

My sex drive just immediately dropped off too and it coincided with a dramatic shift in my enthusiasm for all the dating advice/pick-up literature I was immersed in for several months. I've also parted ways with a group of guys who are also into that sort of thing. One in particular seemed to have a vested interest in getting people to behave in very specific ways. He was extremely dominant and basically had various bullshit con games he was playing to "attract" women. I'm way too valuable to have to play games, learn hypnotism, or manipulate in order to see nature take it's course between a woman and myself. So I'm working through some disillusionment in this area and coming into my own with all this relationship stuff.

I gotta go with mood as the cause. I've been stuck in my personal life and it's fucking with everything right now. The good news is that I do believe I'm much closer to finally balancing some of these areas out than I have been since I first appeared on this forum.