7/7:
I started to do a girth routine but quickly realized my dick was way too tired to do anything productive, so I jacked off and called it a day. Hell, even I'M tired. Maybe I need to take a nap or something. I feel like a used paper bag for some reason, even though I haven't done anything detrimental to my health lately.
I'm going to try to do a girth routine tomorrow if it feels good. If not, I'm leaving Wednesday to go to the beach and I will be gone 4 nights. I will probably do manual stretching while at the beach when I can, but I may decide to give myself a week off. We will see.
Also, I'm going to be more strict on measuring from now on. Today I measured NBP and without fixing my upward curve (it's not extreme, only slight). It came out at 6"! A sobering ordeal, to say the least. For some reason, even though I'm in tip top shape, with very little body fat, I still almost have a 1" fat pad. Crazy!
I know BPEL is the more accurate and precise measuring system, which is why I'm going to continue to use it to officially chart my gains, but as far as NBPEL goes, I still have a whole 1" to go! I know 1" isn't a lot to you big gainers, but what if I have already exhausted my gains? What if, no matter how hard I try from now on, I can never gain that 1"? I know I probably will be able to, but it's still a decently scary thought to me.
Scientifically, on a good day, I have a ~7" dick if I do a bone-pressed measurement, but that's not what I want. I want to be able to just flop it out with a lazy boner and have 7 inches of cock, which is why my NBPEL means a lot more to me than my BPEL size. What do girls see when I flop it out right now? A 6" dick. An average dick, even though technically I'm 7 inches long. Girls don't care about "technically." They want to see the real deal.
My base girth is 5". My mid-shaft/upper-shaft girth is 4.75"
I have a blurry recollection of measuring my NBPEL before I started my first routine. I think it was around 5.5"
So I'm going to go ahead and finalize this:
In 2 months, 3 weeks, I have gained 0.5" in length and 0.25" in girth.
In conclusion, I am a little disappointed and ashamed in myself. I know a gain is a gain, and I was lucky to see any gains during the first 3 months, but I feel as if I may never get to see my true goal because it seems so far away now.
Anyways, lucky for me I have an unshakable determination and this will definitely NOT keep me from exercising to my full potential
