D-Man Reflects on the Past and the Future
by, 01-23-2012 at 04:14 PM (386 Views)
Well, I started PE almost four years ago and this is where I am today.
It has been a while since I posted and even longer since I've done any measuring. More on that in a bit.
While I've known about PE for four years, I really only practiced it religiously for maybe 1.5 years. After that I did some Bathmate pumping here and there and some extender use every once in a while but nothing too serious or planned out. I started dating this girl just about two years ago and since then PE has not been a concern for me. I already bottom her out being over 7" and still having about 1" left that I can only fit all the way in with certain positions. My girth was somewhere between 5.5" last I checked and I still hear about how sore I make her from stretching her out so much. About a year ago I told her about my PE and insecurities and she was really cool about it. She was interested in the fact that I made my cock over 2.5" bigger and she said that would explain why my cock is so much bigger than all the other guys she's been with. Two of those guys were black and the fact that I beat a stereotype made me feel amazing. Now I just fuck her brains our regularly and she loves every inch I give her.
I realize now that my cock was never the issue: I was. I was never happy with it until now and even now it doesn't seem as big to me as it really is...until I hold a Comcast remote to it and realize I'm almost as long as it and just as wide. My cock didn't make my girlfriend love me. I did. My cock just helps me get my girl off...which is what it's all about.
I've gained some weight over the years from college and I'm not happy. Reading and drinking a lot don't help with this. I want to lose 80 lbs because I know I can. To be sexier for my lady and better looking in a professional setting. I don't buy new clothes because I'm afraid I'll outgrow them or lose weight and end up throwing them away. Losing weight will take away my fat pad of over an inch so that means I should be somewhere around the 8" mark after I meet my weight loss goal. But now I wonder, if I lose this weight will I be happy with myself physically or will there be something else I focus on? Right now I just want to be healthier and be more presentable to my girl and the world we live in. My concerns regarding my cock have not been something I fret about anymore.
I still use PE tricks to maintain good EQ and maintain a good hang. I also do some pumping here and there because it feels good and turns my lizard into a dragon. Hopefully I can meet my health goals in the future and have a monster cock that matches a sexy body. I'll post periodically with updates.
Stay classy and keep it all in perspective.
Thanks o all who read this.