Plus and Minus


had a fricking AWESOME day yesterday. great work, great connections. I may start to "blow up" soon internet press is great press.

Got to brag on my talents about working on Exotics as well. Doing wonderfully, business wise. That ominous day is coming up and the closer it gets the more i accidentally run into old correspondence from my Previous Partner. glad i never trashed these messages...

At one point I felt like I may not be what she wants because she can go into her mind and imagine what she wants and get off instantly... without hands, even. I felt like maybe she was doing that with me, not really but it was kind of a possibility to me....

THAT IS UNTIL i saw this correspondence. It was a good while after this time that she explained that she could get she can orgasm by herself with another guy and it not be because of the other guy... Well, in this correspondence she hints at it... she goes into great detail just how much I turn her on, and that she "self made sexy" and that she has great sensuality.

She goes on to say, "...but even with what I have, it is multiplied to such an extreme for you..."

ugh, I'm an idiot... Love and fear do strange things...



Well back on to the plot. working with my friend on a diet. he's just put me on a diet and told me to go a Month with the schedule. Said i'll hate life and anyone around me for the first couple of days, but it'll be worth it.

I'm starting today!! I'm going to get his "beach body" he's effing hot!