While having sex I bent my penis severely, there was no pain there or nothing, but I noticed a day or so after that my corpus spongious concaved inward, the top neck of it. Nothing was there like it disappeared, then I gave it a while and it seems like it kind of came back. After it being numb for weeks I started to get feeling back to it. But lately and every since this happened it's been hard to get erect, and theres no feeling when I masturbate, very little. Now my corpus spongiosum is very weak and when i do get erect it's a very weak one, I don't know if that was what was stopping me from getting any sensation from masturbation because of the blood flow or what. But now my corpus spongiosum is all messed up, at the top it feels like I can almost move it around like it's not attached to the rest of it, and it still isn't fully back.
So now I get no sexual pleasure, in fact I get very dissatisfied after sex or after I masturbate. I've been to 2 urologists and they just mock me saying that it's impossible for the corpus spongiosum to get weak and to take my mind off of it, anything for them not to deal with it. I need some type of diagnosis on what's going on. The urologist says the penis cannot be bent, but mine did all the time right at the end of the corpus spongiosum. Even when I do maintain an erection, literally like 30 seconds later it's gone, its very weird and scary.
Like I said, it's at the very top and the bottom where it seems very weak, almost like it's pinched at the bottom, at times it's also very hard for me to pee, and I get these weird nerve feelings in my penis too when it's not erect like a tingle in a vein or something, I just messed it up, even if my ED was diagnosed I still fear that it will never help me get feeling back. Also when I pee I feel nothing, nothing in my urethra when I pee like it's completely numb, I can feel my bladder peeing it out but i don't feel anything there's no tingle there when peeing or nothing. I know the not getting erection problem is in my corpus, it's not like heart problems or anything, it's been like this every since I pinched it. So now I know to never abuse my penis again, but i just learned my lesson and I can't go back, it's so horrible. I have no enthusiasm or anything of the sort in me, I also get very agitated and stressed, and I can't concentrate or do anything of the sort. like i feel empty almost, I need this back into my life, what's a man supposed to do without masturbation. I'm sorry for writing so much, but please help me with some sort of information on what could have possibly happened to my penis and if it's surgically curable. Thank you for your time.
Other info: Im only 20, I don't smoke, i'm healthy. I also tried jelqing and it seemed to make it worse :S
So now I get no sexual pleasure, in fact I get very dissatisfied after sex or after I masturbate. I've been to 2 urologists and they just mock me saying that it's impossible for the corpus spongiosum to get weak and to take my mind off of it, anything for them not to deal with it. I need some type of diagnosis on what's going on. The urologist says the penis cannot be bent, but mine did all the time right at the end of the corpus spongiosum. Even when I do maintain an erection, literally like 30 seconds later it's gone, its very weird and scary.
Like I said, it's at the very top and the bottom where it seems very weak, almost like it's pinched at the bottom, at times it's also very hard for me to pee, and I get these weird nerve feelings in my penis too when it's not erect like a tingle in a vein or something, I just messed it up, even if my ED was diagnosed I still fear that it will never help me get feeling back. Also when I pee I feel nothing, nothing in my urethra when I pee like it's completely numb, I can feel my bladder peeing it out but i don't feel anything there's no tingle there when peeing or nothing. I know the not getting erection problem is in my corpus, it's not like heart problems or anything, it's been like this every since I pinched it. So now I know to never abuse my penis again, but i just learned my lesson and I can't go back, it's so horrible. I have no enthusiasm or anything of the sort in me, I also get very agitated and stressed, and I can't concentrate or do anything of the sort. like i feel empty almost, I need this back into my life, what's a man supposed to do without masturbation. I'm sorry for writing so much, but please help me with some sort of information on what could have possibly happened to my penis and if it's surgically curable. Thank you for your time.
Other info: Im only 20, I don't smoke, i'm healthy. I also tried jelqing and it seemed to make it worse :S
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