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    So depressed. Can't even get an erection while watching porn without stimulation. My life is about to go good. About to move to Colorado and I want a relationship more than anything but for some reason I can't get fully erect unless I masturbate. I tried last night. I laid in bed and watched a few videos of porn to test myself without touching myself and I barely got a chubby. How can I even attempt to date a woman with this problem? I must have a venous leak or something. I'm fucking drunk and I feel like what's the point in life anymore. I want love. I can't even get hard. I'm an average looking guy with a 7 inch Bpel penis but can't get hard using my imagination. I bet if I was cuddling a girl I wouldn't get past a chubby. God damn embarrassing. Couple pics of me I just want you guys to know I'm not some fat loser crying about it whatever. I'm sorry I'm really hammered. I think I'm ugly as fuck with a small dick too. Maybe if I could get an eq of 10 without touch I'd have more confidence but my confidence is totally down the drain and I don't even know how to talk to woman. I feel like they look at me and see all my flaws. Just wait until they see my soft cock.
    Last edited by BigO; 04-07-2014, 09:19 PM.
    Started at: 6.9 Bpfsl
    Currently at: 7.25 Bpfsl / 6.875 Bpel / 4.6 MG
    Goal: 7.5 Bpel / 7.0 Nbpel / 5.5 MG

  • #2
    I can't even get these pictures to work. Man I'm going to be single forever because of my non working dick.
    Last edited by BigO; 04-07-2014, 09:20 PM.
    Started at: 6.9 Bpfsl
    Currently at: 7.25 Bpfsl / 6.875 Bpel / 4.6 MG
    Goal: 7.5 Bpel / 7.0 Nbpel / 5.5 MG

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    • #3
      No you are not!

      You don't have a venous leak neither is your problem physiological, its all in your head, anxiety and PORN are your problem.

      It is like self fulfilling prophecy, don't feed it and break the cycle, take some time off and relax.

      Stop watching porn, stop testing yourself (especially to porn) as it will add to and increase your severe anxiety.

      Only you are looking at your flaws, we are all human, we all have flaws, but we accept each other for who and we are, no one is perfect.

      All I can tell you is that there is nothing wrong with you, just drop the anxiety, and all will be fine, also, stop watching porn, it has already caused you a lot of trouble, reread the links posted in your previous threads.
      MrB8
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      Last edited by MrB8; 04-07-2014, 07:57 PM.
      A real man never hurts a woman. The woman came out of a man’s rib, not from his feet to be walked on, and not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved. - Mrs. workin_4_it

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      • #4
        Also, neither your looks nor your penis are deciding factors for a relationship, once you regain your confidence, looking for someone won't be that hard.
        A real man never hurts a woman. The woman came out of a man’s rib, not from his feet to be walked on, and not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved. - Mrs. workin_4_it

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        • #5
          One. Looks dont mean shit if you're a guy. As long as you have swag & interesting person (READ A LOT) you're good.
          Two. I can't become fully erect unless I touch myself too however thats because of years of watching porn religiously. You need to stop watching it ASAP. You've become desensitized to it. Watch this The Great Porn Experiment: Gary Wilson at TEDxGlasgow - YouTube and check out the website "yourbrainonporn"

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          • #6
            There is nothing wrong with you. You actually look like my old room mate, and he almost drowned in pussy a few times, so don't worry about that, man.
            Focus on the positive :D
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            • #7
              Honestly, you may not like what I am going to say so too bad in advance. Get your head right on up out of your ass. You have been all over the place crying about it and I get it. It sucks but you can overcome this, it will take more than a week, maybe more than a month but you must decide.

              If you have not seen a doc then go and see one, have you tried anything and stuck too it. I dont know because I can not read everything but if you PM me and give me some info I will do my best and if I cant guide you with your problem I will direct to whom ever is the best here to do so.

              Lets make a move and get that dick working, and by the way, if that is you in the photo you are not bad looking, in fact I would bet with some confidence the ladies would be all over you, a head hung low is not attractive.
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              • #8
                I dont take offense. I'm actually mad at myself for making this thread. Yes, that's me but the pictures I posted for some reason are distorted for me. Most girls want me I guess I'm good looking but something is very wrong with my penis. I used to get rock hard just by looking at a woman or porn or even using my imagination. Last night like I said I watched porn without touching myself and absolutely nothing happened other than a slight chubby that left me quickly. I feel like my mind is totally detached from my penis.

                Yeah, a couple weeks ago I got a 10 eq 3x in the same night and ejaculated each time without porn or fantasy. It was weird. All I did was relax my pelvic floor. But the fact that I can't get hard while watching porn without stimulation makes me feel absolutely detached. I feel like my penis is broken. Tears are coming right now because I've just realized that the only reason I've ever been insecure about my size is because my erections have been horrible for years. I can't stop thinking about it. I'm getting my body in shape. I'm becoming the man I've always wanted to be physically. My confidence is souring but the fact that my penis isn't responding like it should males me want to fucking die. I'm sorry if that's dramatic but it's true. My mind keeps telling me something is really wrong with one of the most important organs to a man and I can't continue my life if that's not working.

                Like I said in sorry if this is dramatic but what the fuck. I exercise and eat perfect. My resting heart rate is 50 which proves I'm in cardiovascular shape. Idk what to do. It's extremely hard to tell myself this is just caused by porn. I talk to so many girls that I want so badly but when it comes to sex I push them away and they always ask why.


                Originally posted by BigO View Post
                Honestly, you may not like what I am going to say so too bad in advance. Get your head right on up out of your ass. You have been all over the place crying about it and I get it. It sucks but you can overcome this, it will take more than a week, maybe more than a month but you must decide.

                If you have not seen a doc then go and see one, have you tried anything and stuck too it. I dont know because I can not read everything but if you PM me and give me some info I will do my best and if I cant guide you with your problem I will direct to whom ever is the best here to do so.

                Lets make a move and get that dick working, and by the way, if that is you in the photo you are not bad looking, in fact I would bet with some confidence the ladies would be all over you, a head hung low is not attractive.
                Started at: 6.9 Bpfsl
                Currently at: 7.25 Bpfsl / 6.875 Bpel / 4.6 MG
                Goal: 7.5 Bpel / 7.0 Nbpel / 5.5 MG

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                • #9
                  As I said to you a million times before, both in threads and private messages:

                  Stop: Stop watching porn, stop smoking weed, stop getting hammered drunk, stop worrying about your dick so much (this will only lead to ED), and stop fucking crying on here and sort yourself out.

                  Do: Stay fit, get exercise, have a good diet, do your PE, start looking at the positive in things, possibly see a doctor or psychiatrist as soon as possible, and most of all stop being so hard on yourself.
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                  • #10
                    i think BigO said what had to be said, all i can say is that i for the most cant get hard with porn either, but when im with a girl, the smell, the kisses, the skin contact, thaats what gets me hard, if you get aout of your head and be in the moment youll get hard you will see, eaven if not, you can eventually solve it, so please stop worrying
                    BPEL:"6.7".8.9 7.1.2.3.4...8 MEG:"5".1.2.3...6

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                    • #11
                      Man, this is most definitely in your head, I can tell just by the way you're writing things that you're extremely stressed out over it. Get it into your head that your penis is NOT broken and relax. Maybe get some viagra off your doctor, that will get your confidence back and before you know it you will be getting erections without the drug. DO NOT BUY VIAGRA OFFLINE! I've heard of people faking the drugs and actually putting dangerous chemicals in them like arsine, make sure you only take viagra or any other drug your doc subscribes!

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                      • #12
                        You want an erection without stimulation to your dick? Have sex with one of those hot chicks you speak of. Rub em down, lick their nipples, do what turns you on. Heck, have them suck your dick. Afraid to have sex with them? Why? Because you see yourself differently than they do? If they didn't want to fuck you, they wouldn't even turn their head to look at you. Forget your appearance, forget that porn doesn't turn you on, and go diving in some wet sloppy slippery vagina!

                        Man, when I was younger, I was fucking girls I only thought that I could fuck in my dreams. Why? Because I quit giving a shit about what I looked like, but loved oh so much what they looked liked. Jesus Christ some of them were model status!

                        Put down the alcohol, put down the past, and go fuck. and quit worrying about shit. Just gooooooooooo fuck! I'm begging you! Fuck them for me!!!!!

                        By the way, I can't get a hard on without stimulation either. I actually like it that way, just means she has to blow me. HA! You're beating yourself up over nonsense, so put it in a rocket and send it to the moon.

                        You never slow down, you never grow old!

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                        • #13
                          Suffering is critical in finding what you need.
                          "I will lick my dick"

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                          • #14
                            This may sound way to simple but if you try it it just might work. first off understand that if you do go long enough with out whacking off your soldier will rise like an albatross. I noticed that in one of your posts that you said you got a bone of 10 and you beat it off 3 times, just because you are not watching porn does not mean that insane meat beating is a good idea.

                            Try and go 1 week with out beating the bishop and if you must cave in and cuff the bandit then please do it once and hold off again for a few days. I am betting that it is not only porn but a combo of both porn and skippy whipping that is your problem. In other words you may have to learn to control the urge for both.

                            Try and go a week with out beating the pud and if you must beat it no more than once every three or 4 days and only once.

                            Your brain needs a total reset from both, you are now in the spiral of self pressure and you will not break the cycle until you break the habits. Let it be understood that about 90 percent or more of the people that suffer from ED are suffering from mental ED, not physical. the sooner you understand this the sooner you can master your problems because right now they are in control of your habits, let your habits be in control of your results.
                            Going an inch and 1/2 deeper than before

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                            • #15
                              As a woman, I can tell you that it's more about confidence then anything else. Everything will be ok. You just have to be patient. Also, I have heard that too much drinking can affect your EQ.

                              Don't be ashamed for making this thread or for how you are feeling.

                              Porn is your worst enemy. Once you stop watching it and needing it for stimulation, your EQ will be better. You are going to need to re train your brain to be stimulated by females and not porn and your hand.
                              Imagine the sex scenes instead of watching it. I know you said that it is difficult, but the more time you do it, the easier it will be. They have toys at sex shops that feel more like a vagina. Add some lube and it will be almost like the real thing. They are cheap and discreet.

                              If you need anything, please don't hesitate to post or ask. That's what we are all here for.

                              I hope you feel better soon and have a good night.
                              I will never apologize for being me. People should apologize for asking me to be anything else.

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