 why PE for me?
Like most of you, my reasons are complex. I've always been curious about how "big" is big. I have a cousin that is six months younger than me and we grew up together. When we were 4 or 5 years old and peeing together, he stretched his penis while he peed. Fast forward 12 years. After puberty we're horny as hell and after partying one night, we go out trolling for prostitutes. My cousin pulls out a 10-12 inch member that scared the whore away.....lol Well that night justified in my mind that having a penis that was too big wasnt a good thing. So I was ok with my not quite 6 inches.
Throughout my life, I've never had a problem satisfying women sexually. In fact, my friends would always claim that my problem was that I was TOO good, which is why they acted so crazy when I left them. A few times, when then the topic of penis size came up with women, they would tell me that I was "on the large side of average", "size doesnt matter", "its not how much you have its what you do with it", etc. That was enough for me to be satisfied with my size for a while.
One of my long term girlfriends was about 5'2" and petite and we had GREAT sex. Eventually she showed me a video tape that she'd made with one of her old boyfriends and when it got to a certain point, she stopped the tape abruptly. After we had sex and she'd put the tape away, I found it and looked at the "forbidden footage". It showed her riding this guy's 10 inch member like a rodeo star. At that point, I felt sick in my stomach. I found out later that she would sneak off and fuck this guy 1-2 times a month throughout our 3 year relationship. At this point I realized that size DOES matter to a point.
I moved on an apparently was reliant upon my decent girth (about 5.5 inches) to keep " filling women up". I eventually I began running into women that were a lil deeper. I knew that women liked to be filled and I wasnt fully filling them, but I was still a "good lover".
I got married and my wife gained some weight after 2 children, and so did I. I found that I just wasnt able to hit her "spots" anymore. Our sex life was suffering and because she was accustomed to me hitting those spots, she actually started (sub consciously) started thinking that I was in adequate in ALL things. I started cheating on my wife, and found that I still "had it". But I didnt want the other women, I wanted my wife to be happy and satisfied. I thought that I was reading too much into the significance of the sexual performance, but finally out of desperation to regain my lost prowse with my wife I tried PE.
I remembered my cousin pulling his member everytime he peed and began to figure that there HAD to be a pliable and changeable aspect to the penis. I was into working out for most of my life, so I knew that even ligaments and muscle's facsia can be stretched, engorged and/or enlarged. I began looking for information on line after making a torturous hanging device for my penis on my own. I found thunder's place and then that led me here.
After gaining what i think is a lil less than an inch, I began hitting my wife's spot again. Our relationship improved almost IMMEDIATELY. | 
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