Discoloration?

[TheSperminator]

Well, the last 2 years i've been very depressed in my life ..
I don't have to complain I have good friends, i'm attractive, i have an average dick and my schoolresults are good ..
I can't remember how long i'm already having it so please don't ask .. I do know this, when i hit puberty and discovered masturbation .. I was an animal back than .. 7-8 times a day .. without lube, i didn't know people did it with lube .. But now I already have 2 years a blue/black skin on the place I placed my thumb when i jerked off.. THIS IS NO JOKE .. or anything ..

It doesn't hurt, i can get him up easily, no problems when i take a piss or anything .. It's just not my skincolor ..
It drives me nuts that it doesn't disappear .. There was a time i was really putting on lotion on my dick, to hydrate it, so i hoped it would disappear but no .. I'm serious you guys it's killing me, i've really thought about killing myself last year .. 2 months ago my pants was down, a girl wanted to give me head in an alley not far from the club i come weekly .. She wanted to pull my boxershort down but i refused .. just because my dick doesn't look normal like all the dicks you see in porn .. (and it's not a size thing) .. That REALLY SUCKS .. the girl was like: wtf? you sure? you know .. And that's just an example, i have plenty others ..

I thought this would be the best place to ask this question .. Does anyone had it too? what did you do? Is it possible to make it disappear? ..

My hormones drive me crazy sometimes .. Since i discovered masturbation I've only had 2 times already where i could last one month without cumming .. Once i managed to do it 2 months .. and i could see there was new skin coming on my dick ..
I'm only 20 years old, still a virgin, opportunities to have sex ENOUGH but never dare to take the step .. also out of respect for the girl, perhaps it's a dicease .. i don't know .. The doctor, i thought about it but it's sooo humiliating .. really ..

You all know on this forum how precious your dick too you is, well here I am with a huge black spot right on the spot where i would put my fingers while masturbating .. I hate it .. All my friends keep asking me why I don't hit that girl, or that girl .. I always say i have standards (in a bit cocky way) just to cover up the truth .. I even quit my favorite sport because everybody stands naked in the shower, i didn't want anyone to see it ..

I don't feel like a man sometimes .. when i see a hot girl and she looks at me you can tell i'm not confident from a 100 miles away .. the possibility to have sex with her is zero, cause it's so humiliating to tell and see, if she tells her girlfriends .. Man, i'm dead than .. My sex appeal a big fat ZERO for the rest of my life .. it would haunt me forever .. Here I have the advantage of being anonymous ..

A sweet girl ooh god sooo sweet you can't imagine, is now in love with me for one full year already .. And lately i'm beginning to get feelings for her too, we always make out when we see each other, i'd love to have my first time with this girl .. but hey, there's mr spot again .. I thought about a mother spot or how do you say that in english .. but i don't believe it's that .. It's really half a circle on the top of my shaft .. Really the place where i put my thumb while masturbating ..

I always wear my cock forward, i don't wear him right or left in my underpants .. Sometimes I think that's the reason cause my skin always grinds against my underpants ..

Ooh, i'm cut .. I don't know if that has something to do with it ..

Anyways, someone out there .. Release me from this demon
Thanks in advance for every reaction too this thread ..

BTW: i started PE 2 weeks ago and also have a log in here .. i'm giving it a shot as a solution to my problem .. If my dick grows my skin gets stretched out or grows too, perhaps the black color dissapears very slowly .. hey it's worth the shot in my opinion..

grtz

[not2big]

If you have access to Thunders, there is a long thread regarding DMSO and iodine. Most recently there were posts suggesting that a mixture of DMSO and Lugo's Iodine improves discoloration. I have tried it on my glans which were discolored as a result of pumping and it worked. However, I don't know if it will work on your shaft.

[SlowHand]

Brainsick, I did a little websearch myself on penis bruising myself because of your post ( I'm curious that way). I'm afraid that I I haven't crossed into anything that I could help to lead you to. I do hope you follow up with not2big's lead, perhaps the symptoms and potential "remedy" can help.

I do have concerns about bruises, wounds and injuries that are taking and exceptionally long time to heal. Provided you are not aggravating it, or even if you are aggravating it, I encourage you to please see a doctor for your own frame of mind.

As for your you concerns about women might think of your discoloration, I know it would be difficult, but don't let it affect you too much. Call it an old "war" wound that is taking some time to heal. You are not ruined, it functions .. unless you are looking for it to grace the covers of Cosmo magazine, I hope you accept you penis as it is. My penis is not "photo perfect" but my fiancee loves it all the same.

[SlowHand]

ps; excuse my crappy typing and missed grammer

Cheers and good luck to you my friend

[not2big]

As for your you concerns about women might think of your discoloration, I know it would be difficult, but don't let it affect you too much. Call it an old "war" wound that is taking some time to heal. You are not ruined, it functions .. unless you are looking for it to grace the covers of Cosmo magazine, I hope you accept you penis as it is. My penis is not "photo perfect" but my fiancee loves it all the same.

My wife is not the least bit interested in looking at my dick. I am sure I was married for more than a year before she actually looked at it and even then probably not very carefully. In over 40 years, I doubt she has ever examined it closely, even while going down on it. Believe it or not, many women just don't get that excited over a close up view of a penis. However, it could be a generational thing. Anyway, showhand has provided a good excuse if one does question it. Also, I must repeat showhand's thought that a blemished dick is far superior than a non functioning dick. After 15 years of ED, I can confirm that comparison.

[TheSperminator]

Thanks for the support guys .. really appreciate it.
It just really sucks the moment i'm gonna put my pants down and she looks at my dick .. Perhaps she doesn't get aroused cause she's concerned it being an STD or something :s This can't be the case cause i have never had sex ..
It's also not a genetic thing i believe, i've seen my father's dick when he was shaving himself in the bathroom (his face), he hasn't got a big spot on it ..

I think i'm just going to take a journey where i don't masturbate for like 3 months .. Just counting the days, working out hard, PE'ing .. So that i don't get focused on blowing my load .. I love masturbation but i think i had a serious addiction back in the day .. Also with porn .. i'd watch it daily just cause i'm bored and i love the sight of naked women fucking ..

Note: do you guys also lose a bit of skin when you masturbate? I mean not much but you can see a bit of skin has came off cause of the pulling of your hand ..

[TheSperminator]

Damn such a relief to tell this ..
I've searched iodine and the rest but it are all chemicals .. I don't know what thunder is .. I don't know if it's safe to use those chemicals .. perhaps it makes it worse :s

[not2big]

Note: do you guys also lose a bit of skin when you masturbate? I mean not much but you can see a bit of skin has came off cause of the pulling of your hand ..

I have never seen skin on my hands. Could be the cause of your problem. You are rubb.ng off a thin layer of skin which causes irritation which is not allowed to heal because you continue to irritate it, You need to abstain from masturbation (or at least use your other hand) for a while to see if it heals. It is like a bruise or black and blue mark which needs to be left alone for a while.

[SlowHand]

I agree with not2big, you have to back off on the masturbation for a while.

Losing skin on your penis is not good; of all the places on my my body that I don't want to lose skin (aside from natural, unassisted bodily processes), it would be my penis.

Find it inside yourself to allow yourself to heal; and no pe either. You have a lot of time, you are not in a race of any kind. A healthy penis is the utmost, common goal amongst all of us.

[TheSperminator]

I also think it's best to stop masturbating for awhile, i like it rough so that will be the problem probably .. BUT I once stopped for 2 full months, he was recovering i could see it .. One day i couldn't fight the urge and i masturbated, causing to loosen up al the recovering skin .. It's not really like I have skin on my hands, but you can definetly see that there's some skin coming loose .. I get depressed after that because i had the feeling my dedication to stay of my dick was for nothing ..

Quitting PE, i don't know if that's so harmful .. More blood will get in my dick wich in case can bring more oxygen and what so ever to my dick to restore itself .. I really don't push hard when i jelq .. It's only when i masturbate i want to play it rough .. I also masturbated dry for almost all my life ..

Any thoughts? thanks