destroyed corpus spongiosum

[magnusb]

back when i started Jelqing there wasnt much information about it online.
I saw an image of how you should hold your hands.
the way it showed the image was to jelq with my finger coming together at the base of the penis rather then the side.
so the pinch was at the corpus spongiosum
i would feel a slight pain in the corpus spongiosum thefirst few strokes but it would go away quickly, almost like it was just a quick shock to the corpus spongiosum and that it was normal and it would go away soon and not return.
Now after jeling here and there over the years i believe i damaged my corpus spongiosum
i can still get an erection , even rock hard, but my corpus spongiosum is much smaller then it used to be. And if i do an ok grip at the base of my penis and squeeze as hard as a i can when flaccid i feel pain in the corpus spongiosum .. maybe this is normal, since applying pressure in most bodie parts result in pain.
i feel like corpus spongiosum dosnt get nearly as hard or large.
does anyone else jelq like this, maybe iam wrong and this is correct.
if not i just want ppl to know not to jelq like this.
if i grab my penis flaccid and pinch it from the top trying to connect my fingers through the corpus spongiosum and top of penis i feel pain, maybe this is normal considering im trying to touch my fingertips trough my penis.
seems like i completly damaged my corpus spongiosum
its very very depressing.
please any feedback would be great.

[kingpole]

If i were you I would go see an urologist.

[Junkie]

Stop doing things that hurt and go see a doctor.

[magnusb]

so thats not the right way to hold hands?

[magnusb]

i mean for me to feel pain there i must dig into it with my finger and move around, just putting pressure dosnt hurt.

[rbi99]

One of the things I concentrate on when jelqing is to make sure my fingers ride up the cs as I jelq. I am a little thick so my fingers don't actually pinch my cs, but my pointing finger rests on it. I have applied a lot of pressure to it without injury. My cs has gotten very large from those jelqs.

[magnusb]

dude that really makes me feel better, i suffer from anxiety.
sometimes all i need is someone telling me that they do the same thing r what i do is normal.
thank u..

[magnusb]

someimes i feel like i dig and dwell untill i even maybe create a problem?
jelqing is great.
this webpage is great, i dont want anyone thinking im calling down this webpage or jelqing.

Sometimes i feel like i should jelq again.
because possibly my problems r mental rather then actual physical.
so then rbi99 the way i did and you do jelq is correct?
i see some videos of people whos fingers come together on the sides of their penis.. to me i think that would create alot of blown vessels?
iam wrong maybe, u guys r experts, thats why im here

[calixto]

Calm down, MAYBE see a doctor (doctors don't always "shine" with knowledge of penile health (for example American doctors don't know alot about foreskin and its proper treatment since most people cut it off of their sons here in the USA). So unless its a pressing or painful problem, my suspicion is that the Doc won't be able to tell you much, esp with regard to PE.

BUT.... You should buy Aaron Kemmer's book "Exercising the Penis". It will tell you alot with regard to anatomy and PI's (Physical Indicators)

I think most on this site would agree with me, especially about the book.

[magnusb]

well thank u calixto, it dont feel pain sitting here, nor do i feel pain when i press on the CS, but if i pinch my penis and dig around with my pinching fingers into the CS i will feel pain.
again thank u for ur reply.