1) I stroke my penis as if im masturbating normally.
2) When i reach close to an orgasm/ejaculation, i immediately stop (sometiems ill try to kegel to hold it back)
3) I repeat the above steps for about 3-5 times lasting for about 15-20 minutes, then i get out of the shower and just continue with my life
Throughout the whole session i do not cum/reach complete wet orgasm.
Did i balloon right?