Rebooting Journal

[Hunter_Sad.Eyes]

entry # 9

first day take three

success, i even told my bestfriend today about my condition. well, its kinda complicated because she's my dreamgirl. but our relationship is still the same.
i even feel better and free, i hope it will be easier to deal with this addiction now that she's helping me

[ManWithPlan]

Relapse does NOT mean all your previous efforts are wasted. It's just a little setback.

Each time you relapse, you learn something new. You learn more about yourself and your triggers. You learn more about how your brain tricks you into watching porn.

Don't let the negative feeling overwhelm you. Know that it is extremely hard for an average addict to just stop using porn for 90 days. Most people will not even make it to 30 days without relapse the first few times. Again, progress should be the focus here.

One thing to watch out for is try not to turn a relapse into a full scale binge.
Usually, after a relapse, your brain will tell you "hey, since you already used porn, why not give yourself the pleasure and do few more? You can always start over next week."

DO NOT FALL INTO THAT. Your mind and will are probably at a weakened state after a relapse, but do not use it as an excuse for more binge.

Good luck!

[Hunter_Sad.Eyes]

Relapse does NOT mean all your previous efforts are wasted. It's just a little setback.

Each time you relapse, you learn something new. You learn more about yourself and your triggers. You learn more about how your brain tricks you into watching porn.

Don't let the negative feeling overwhelm you. Know that it is extremely hard for an average addict to just stop using porn for 90 days. Most people will not even make it to 30 days without relapse the first few times. Again, progress should be the focus here.

One thing to watch out for is try not to turn a relapse into a full scale binge.
Usually, after a relapse, your brain will tell you "hey, since you already used porn, why not give yourself the pleasure and do few more? You can always start over next week."

DO NOT FALL INTO THAT. Your mind and will are probably at a weakened state after a relapse, but do not use it as an excuse for more binge.

Good luck!

thanks brother

i have not been active here for more than a month. since my last post here, i've relapsed countless of times, but i'm happy to tell you that those relapses were not as strong as the ones in the past were i totally binge.
this past month, my relapses were more like.. i wake up in the morning, not thinking straight, go on to the computer and start gathering pictures of hot girls again and looking at porn while masturbating, and during masturbation i realize im doing a wrong thing that is really bad for me, and i realize that even before i ejaculate. so i just ejaculate to end it, and continue fighting the addiction again, i would usually go on for 2-3 days before a relapse, but all relapse would be the same, i wouldn't totally binge.

so now i'm gonna try to block all of it again, porn, masturbation and fantasy. i'm in my day #1 again. and im more determined than before to complete my reboot.

im also happy to say that i feel like my addiction is a lot weaker than before, like it's only half as strong as it use to

[Hunter_Sad.Eyes]

i friggin relapsed again lol

i'll start again tomorrow, i don't care how many relapses i would have. i know i'm getting better.

my past relapses were far worse, they would continue for weeks, sometimes months. but now only 1 day at most..

windows gadgets are slowing my computer a little, so i'll post my goals here instead.

1. you will enjoy everyday life and things more!

2. so many girls are waiting for you to get better man XD they don't know it but once you get better you're gonna rock their world. specially Kgirls man, you already scored one, you can score many more when you complete your reboot! 90 days!

[Hunter_Sad.Eyes]

ok so i relapsed for i think more than one moth, for that whole month i was doing the addiction
past is past, i dont wanna discuss it anymore

now currently on my second day(again)

just earlier today, i felt so tempted to fall back to the addiction again, but i held it back for now, i expect the following days would be really hard. god help me

i want and need to get back to the man i was

[Hunter_Sad.Eyes]

my last post was 2 days ago.. so it means i logged 4 days without the addiction. i won't log everyday because i just want to forget about it, i figured, being reminded that i'm not masturbating and falling into addiction is just making it harder.

anyway, i also started JP90

i've had 2 days, and now is my rest day.

start again tomorrow!

[Hunter_Sad.Eyes]

i see that my last post was a month ago.
well the past month has been good and bad. i've been working out my body and penis really well
but along the way still had relapses with the rebooting, and along comes with the skipping of workout as well.

so i'm gonna start over again.

It's August 3 - 3AM
Yesterday i worked out both body and penis
and just a few minutes earlier i was working out my penis. i was supposed to do my fat-loss phase but had to take time, me and my japanese chick had a fight.

so that will be..

Body
I-

Penis
II

Reboot
II

[bautista19]

Good luck bro. It's inspiring to see that even with all these relapses you keep coming back.

[Hunter_Sad.Eyes]

Good luck bro. It's inspiring to see that even with all these relapses you keep coming back.

thanks man i appreciate that someone is actually reading this haha. it makes me become more motivated.
to matter how many times you get knocked down, just stand up and continue to fight

anywy, august 4 - 3am Philippine time.
today is my rest day. had a good day, and learned about intermittent fasting. i'm eager to have that form of diet as soon as possible but i need to learn more before i do it.

Body
I-<1 rest day>

Penis
II<1 rest day>

Reboot
III

[UpcomingStallion]

I always thought relapsing had to do with serious addictions. I can't for the life of me figure out why watching porn will make my sex life worse. In fact my girl wants to watch some before we have sex sometime just to try it out. I feel porn gets me excited quicker, giving me a more realistic feeling of sex so I can better control myself when I actually do. Can someone please post the benefits of not watching porn?