TheSperminator's 2012 log

[TheSperminator]

25/05/2012

The routine

I'm on rest now. I had some good PI's this morning, dick was semi-erect the whole morning. During the day he also wanted to get erect a couple of times. Now he's not very active. I'm still glad with the good news today after the slight sting yesterday. I think he's ready to go again tomorrow.

Balls and dick look bigger. So far good results from the routine. The day after tomorrow i'm gonna add up the workout time: + 30 seconds jelqing and squeezes and + 30 seconds massaging balls/ballsack. again: the day after tomorrow.

I also discovered the thread with supraslammers again. I knew the exercise is the best of the best but I forgot about it. I'm glad I found it again. Subscribed to it and i'm gonna add these to my routine in the future. I think they are just awesome!!!

The lifestyle

Drinking 2,5 liters of water: CHECK
Drinking 2 cups of green tea: Nothing
Drinking 2 glasses of milk: CHECK
Multivitaminpill: CHECK
5-6 healthy meals: only 3
No porn: CHECK

Feeling tired and stressed out. Hope this doesn't affect my gains too much.

Self improvement

Damnit, I underestimated some tasks from school. Tomorrowevening, I promise this time. I can't wait to start reading again!

The love life

Nothing special

Measuring day

25th of August => if I can follow up these good results weekly, I will have gained in August. I'm sure about that!

[Padawan787]

But that's the whole point, I THINK it's skin discolouration. But I have it for a veryyy looooong time. I'm scared to go visit the doctor. I'm just hoping PE will do wonders for me (it will, but not with the spot I think). + it's a very big spot, she will see. I appreciate the motivation I would also say those things, but it's really big, the spot.

+ sometimes it has some white little dots on it? I really don't know what it is.

I don't want her to catch something or so .. I'm still a virgin so an STD is out of the question (I never had a blowjob either).

I'm doing firestarters at the moment and they seem to help a bit. But i'm not sure it will go away permanently ...

Buy a bottle of this and start jelqing with it Bio-Oil Pour Les Cicatrices, Vergetures 125ml: Amazon.fr: Hygiène et Soins du corps

It has everything that EVO oil has and more so it will be beneficial for PE, it is also meant to be particularly good for scars and skin issues

I will be ordering a bottle in the coming weeks

[TheSperminator]

Buy a bottle of this and start jelqing with it Bio-Oil Pour Les Cicatrices, Vergetures 125ml: Amazon.fr: Hygiène et Soins du corps

It has everything that EVO oil has and more so it will be beneficial for PE, it is also meant to be particularly good for scars and skin issues

I will be ordering a bottle in the coming weeks

Thanks for the tip! As soon as I have some money I will buy it. I've searched it already and my local drug store has it. It looks promising!

Is it easy to work with? jelqing with oil? Because the description of the product says "it absorbs very quick and doesn't leave a fat surface on the skin". I've always used cocoa butter, wich is great, but the oil has probably better ingredients in it..

[Padawan787]

I found out about it in this thread: New oil for PE! Contains everything EVO does and more! Plus you can buy this.

It seems to be excellent as a jelqing lube

And it only costs 20€ so i'll buy a bottle just to see what it is like

[TheSperminator]

26/05/2012

The routine

Was the best one so far! I had crazy endurance, my dick didn't get tired at all, I felt like I could jelq 30 minutes or more!!! .. I applied a lot of pressure today, I hope I didn't fatigue him or anything but he still feels good. I almost came during the squeezes .. It felt really good!! He felt really warm inside .. I think this is a good sign.

The ballsack massaging and pulling felt really good. But it felt as if the 2 minutes are too short. I want longer. But i'm not gonna do it, this is the trap of overtraining I always put myself in. Not this time.

I often grab my balls and ballsack and than pull them downwards. I noticed this today, sometimes my left ball is vertical when I pull him because he's a bit shorter than my right nut. Could this be harmful? I corrected myself by pulling them downwards when they are both aimed horizentally .. But this crossed my mind when I noticed it.

Dick feels stronger, like he can really endure more pressure and he can be trained longer. So the +30 seconds tomorrow is perfectly timed.

Edit: now he's loosing some pre-cum, god I hate it when that happens. It's like a bit of energy goes away from me. Nice hang in the shower though!

The lifestyle

Drinking 2,5 liters of water: CHECK
2 cups of green tea: CHECK
2 glasses of milk: CHECK
Multivitaminpill: CHECK
No porn: CHECK
Eating 5-6 healthy meals: Only 3, I seriously need to eat more .. sigh
9 hours of sleep: CHECK

Self improvement

I'm gonna read another 10 pages today I'm excited to read on.

p.32-43
Things to remember:

Analyze your conversations to learn from it.
Know where you’re going and what you want.
Find your sticking points and deal with them.
Have some good prepared openers .. just in case.
Co-teacher: Joe natural, his advice: amuse yourself, you laugh first, second the crowd, and thirdly the girl.
Having balls: probably the most important thing in seduction.
Give a girl a nickname.
What’s your name? where you from? … not interesting at all. She heard that a million times.
Use one canned opener. If you have more you’ll probably wonder and wonder wich you should use.
A fun question: “did your parents talk to you about sex? My mother always told me …”
Let her seek rapport (comfort and trust)
While asking directions to a girl, walk slightly past her, so she needs to turn 180 degrees. This has a psychological effect that she turned around to talk to you instead of you “standing in her way”.
Brad has an Oprah-opener.


The love life

Nothing special

Measuring day

25th of august => hope I won't be dissapointed.

[TheSperminator]

Week summary 1

So it's time for my first week summary. 5 training days over and 2 rest days in between.

Balls are hanging lower (however? more follows later this evening) and flaccid is bigger.
Felt a sting on the left side under my dick earlier this week but it dissapeared.
Need to shave my shaft better so I can improve my jelqing.
base girth looks bigger.
overall girth looks better.
length nothing much.
dick feels warm inside.
My butthole is smaller (?), no joke, because of the ballsackstretching. Weird feeling.
Spot on dick looks better.
Balls are closer against each other, hope this doesn't affect semen too much.

Overall: 7/10 for this week

Routine for next week:

5minutes and 30seconds jelqing
5minutes and 30seconds horse squeezes
2minutes and 30seconds balls/ballsack stretching/massaging
2minutes of firestarters
225 JAI-stretches, grabbing my dick at the base

I'm curious how this goes upcoming week!!!

[TheSperminator]

27/05/2012

The routine

Felt good! Especially the jelqs .. damn, my glans was pumped!
I do find it hard to sometimes do squeezes, I sometimes do them semi-erect .. Still better than nothing I guess.

After a good workout I love the way my dick looks .. He shines a bit and hangs very loose. It's like he's sweating from a hard workout ball massaging and stretching also felt very good. An overall good workout.

However! This afternoon my balls were constantly against my body, they didn't hang loose. it was really weird. I'm having exams currently and I study in our basement. It's cold out there, feels good with the hot wheater at the moment. It studies very well, but my balls didn't like the cold.

I'm all done now, the JAI-streches are also very good. They help my dick hanging well throughout the day.

So tomorrow a restday, He deserves it. Ow, the extra time wasn't a problem at all. Again: only the squeezes are hard to do sometimes, but i'm sure it will become better over time.

The lifestyle

Drinking 2,5 liters of water: CHECK
Drinking 2 cups of tea: CHECK
Drinking 2 glasses of milk: only 1
Multivitaminpill: CHECK
9 hours of sleep: probably not, 7 hours probably
No porn: CHECK

Self-improvement

Gonna read 10 pages later this evening. As always a summary follows.

+ I'm downloading a dvdset called "ultimate inner game" by hypnotica. he's known for his confidence and inner game stuff so i'm excited to check it out! probably the day after tomorrow it will be downloaded (I'm not always on my laptop).

EDIT: actually, i'm not gonna read today. I've learned 50 pages today for school (not much I know, didn't feel like learning much). I'm gonna watch a video about hypnotica. it's on youtube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lp0TtfVphEc

This is like a preview on the ultimate inner game DVDset. Gonna watch it now and list the most important things later.

Video 1
While talking to a woman, don’t be inside your head. BE IN THE MOMENT. Listen.
You always walk in a state of uncertainty. You have to learn to accept and love that process.
Learn to appreciate the moment of learning while in the field.
70% of men out there live a scared life.
You need to do it, you’ll learn and get better. You have to get good at being bad.
You have to surround yourself with women.
Cowards run in groups.
You need to learn about women.
If you can’t feel comfortable with and around women, you’re fucked.

Video 2

How many people do the things they want to do?
What level are you on? Bronze – Silver – Gold – Platinum?
Be here now, and have a future vision?
Diet is important. Not for muscles only, also for feeling good everyday.
You’ve gotta dream big. Go for it!
Get used to using the mirror. Women use them all the time.
Breathe! Through your noise! Enjoy the air.

Video 3

Pickup is about connecting. Not about manipulation.
Guys let girls validate them. For example: a picture of a guy with a chick, guy is proud.
Men are bred to be with multiple women.
Know who you are and know what you want.
When you walk into a nightclub, 90% of guys terrify the girls.

Video 4

Just studying this and improving is important to you. Some guys don’t give a shit. You do. Why do you study this?
Be playful with women.
The spfinhx of imagination is a program from Hypnotica.
Take babysteps. Pick one thing and work on it. => voice, your presence, the way you talk the way you speak, etc.


This guy is really good !!!

The love life

...

Measuring day

25th of August => bit afraid I won't have gained by then.. Would be a HUGE dissapointment.

[TheSperminator]

28/05/2012

The routine

I'm on a restday. Nothing special to report actually. He wasn't very active today. He went semi-erect a couple of times today but that's about it. Balls look good.

He's good to go. Can't wait for my routine tomorrow actually!

Edit: nice flaccid hang in the shower. Spot is looking better and better!! Now i'm nervous i'm not gonna train aswell as I always did..

Nevertheless, I love my routine. You can see my inner dick being pulled out a bit.

+ I hate the pre-cum sometimes. I love it when he hangs well, but sometimes this means he's letting some go.

The lifestyle

2,5 liters of water: CHECK
2 cups of green tea: CHECK, even 3
2 glasses of milk: CHECK
Multivitaminpill: CHECK
No porn: CHECK
eat 5-6 healthy meals: only 3 ... All the drinking doesn't stimulate my hunger.
9 hours of sleep: probably not .. exams, so stressful period.

Self improvement

Another 10 pages from the "geeks get girls"-book today.

Here we go:

Be laidback and playful
Approach anxiety can be overcome
Phone game is also necessary
The “rodman”-move
Open your social calibration by doing some warmup sets
When a girl rejects you, tell that story to another girl. Tell her you find out quickly if you match with another girl.
There are 3 types of social contracts. (is she looking to be picked up? Buy a guy her a drink? Or just want to have a good time with her friends?)
There’s hard game and soft game.
Bradp has a 3P report.
Read some books on evolution
Read “the red queen”


The love life

Tomorrow i'm gonna eat some pussy again very happy

Measuring day

25th of August

[TheSperminator]

29/05/2012

The routine

I had such a shitty day. So depressed right now..
It all started last night. I had only 4 hours of sleep last night. Mosquito's all over the place (it's very hot on my room). I sleep so bad lately. My dick felt very warm (you know that feeling when you wake up, still tired as fuck and it feels as if you're on fire?).

So this morning I had to go to school. Soo tired, omg. I picked up the girlfriend. After school I ate her out. It was good, took a long time but she came, started shivering. I licked the alphabet and sucked on her clit. No fingers inside because she's still a virgin and i'm not sure if i'll make her bleed etc.

I went to the bank and I heard I don't have any money anymore (i'm still a student, only one month of working in the summer). So I needed to pick some from my savings account. It sucks so bad. And I still haven't found a job for this summer. If I don't get a job i'm so fucked. I have those mobilebills every month that MUST BE PAYED. I need money on my deposito.

I came home. I slept on my bed for another 4 hours. I couldn't learn today for my exams. I'm stressed out: no money, exams, reexams in August, still no vacation job, those cellphonebills. I can't take it anymore.

For this reason I decided not to train today. I really was not in the mood. What I did do was some more JAI-stretches: 300.
And I also did the ballsack/balls massaging/stretching for 2 minutes and 30 seconds.

No jelqing and no squeezes, It would make me more tired and more stress on my body.

Such a shitday, tomorrow I will continue my routine. It just sucks, one week in and already letting one day go.
I'm thinking about just doing 4in-a-row now, but I don't know if that such a good idea. I think its better to just train tomorrow, restday, and than 2 more days to complete my second week.

The lifestyle

Drinking 2,5 liters of water: YES
2 cups of green tea: nope, only 1
Milk? NOTHING.
No porn: CHECK
9 hours of sleep: sigh ...
5-6 healthy meals: only 1, and a hamburger + some cookies.
Multivitaminpill: CHECK

AN OVERALL SHITDAY!

Self Improvement

Nothing, I don't want to learn anything at the moment. Just gonna browse the forums some more

The love life

See above ("the routine").

Measuring day

25th of August

[TheSperminator]

30/05/2012

The routine

Felt good. However I think i'm on the verge of overtraining. i'm not sure, but my EQ is low nowadays. + squeezes where very hard to do ..
The jelqs felt great, again!!! Such a relaxing exercise.
Ballsack hangs low, It's unreal how much he has gone down since I started massaging and stretching the balls and sack.

I do get semi-erect ones throughout the day, so i'm not sure if i'm overtraining or not.
+ another thing: my dick inside is just like hell would be. So warm, man, not normal. My ballsack is also very warm. I like it a bit, it gives me a nice hang/flaccid throughout the day but still .. overtraining? Oh well, tomorrow restday, won't be bad for him. But i'm really happy with the results already, those firestarters feel so good also.

The lifestyle

Drinking 2,5 liters of water: CHECK
Drinking 2 cups of green tea: CHECK
Drinking 2 glasses of milk: CHECK
Eating 5-6 healthy meals: only 3 ... I hope this will increase when I start working out again, again: the fluids don't give me a lot of appetite throughout the day.
No porn: CHECK
Multivitaminpill: CHECK
Sleeping 9 hours: probably not. exams ..

Self improvement

Nothing today. Tomorrow i'll read on .. I'm not home this evening.

The love life

Not much .. She has also exams so it's hard to meet up with each other now.

Measuring day

Still 25th of August