TheSperminator's 2012 log

[TheSperminator]

19/05/2012

First of thank you for reading my log hope you enjoy it!

A bit of background information

I had a log before but I didn't stick with my routine. I changed my long-term goal also. My goal is 8,5 x 6,5 now (previous 9 x 6), but I will be more than happy when I reach the magical 8 x 6.

I started in August 2011 and I've gained 0,2' in length and 0,6' in girth already. So I'm 9 months in now. I gained this being inconsistent, I hope I will gain quicker being consistent, time will tell .

I've changed my routine a lot, and tried different exercises. Still what worked best for me is listed below.

The routine

I'm gonna start off with:

5 minutes jelqing
5 minutes horse squeezes
200 JAI-stretches, grabbing my dick at the base
2 minutes of stretching and massaging my ballsack/balls
2 minutes of fire starters

Every week I will increase the minutes of jelqing and horse squeezes with 30 seconds.

This routine is pretty easy, but I want to start very slow because I can overtrain very easily I've learned in the past.

Oh, and no warmup, my dick gets too tired when I warm up. It's a very basic routine, I'm gonna use low pressure while jelqing and doing horse squeezes. I'm in it for the long run. My cock will get used to the tension and this will very slowly increase. I think my dick is also conditioned to PE. In the past I even did mandingo stretches, inward stretches, etc.

My lifestyle

I'm gonna make a checklist with all things that need to be done everyday. You will notice that during the weekends a lot of these things won't be achieved because in the weekends I go out mostly.

Drinking 2,5 liters of water
Eat 5-6 meals
Drink 2 glasses of milk daily
Take my multivitaminpill
Drink 2 cups of green thea
9 hours of sleep

This to start with, along the way it will probably change, I will probably add some more things but first I need to get used to the lifestyle.

After my exams (end of june), i'm gonna start working out again and running 3 times a week. I'll create a new section called gym then.

Basically I want to organise my life again, and create a healthy vicious circle of improvement for the rest of my life.

Self Improvement

I will try to read atleast 3 books about seduction/sexual techniques/working out/social skills/you name it/... or 1 DVD set of the things listed earlier every month.

This doesn't seem like much but it's much to me because I have a very busy school life.

Love life

I'm gonna post stuff here that could be beneficial to remember for the future .. I'm gonna be honest and open. You will see that my love life isn't that spectacular (still a virgin at the moment), ...

That's all for now... I hope I can live up to these standards and become a better person following this sheet daily. I also hope I can inspire people to improve themselves (even) more.

And yes, my title should be 8,5 x 6,5 my bad!

[TheSperminator]

20/05/2012

The routine

went well. dick feels warm and hangs well. Still 50 JAI-stretches to go but I'm gonna do them the next time I need to take a piss.
Jelqing and horse squeezes at around 80%. Dick was too excited, just waiting untill this gets better over time.

Lifestyle

Starts tomorrow, no excuses

Self improvement

I'm gonna start reading the book from bradp "Geeks get girls". I think it's an entertaining book and I will probably get something out of it.

Book: Geeks get girls
Author: Bradp (seduction guru)

Important stuff in the book: haven't started yet

Today I'm gonna aim for reading 10 pages out of the book. Just to get me going.

Edit: Red the first 20 pages. It's a book full of reviews about guys who have paid to go on a workshop with bradp. Here's what I found the most important:

Get lots and lots of infield practice
Bradp’s shock opener (very efficient)
Underground dating seminar audio’s (12 hours)
Bradp has a “get laid”-skillset
Storytelling is important (you need to be able to transform a boring story into something interesting)
Read “the way of the superior man”
Search for golden techniques to pass shit-tests
Learn the mystery method (Venusian arts handbook + magic bullets, mustreads)


Love life

Nothing much. She's still happy, I'm happy. Haven't had intercourse because of my skin problem on my dick. I think it's from bruising myself during puberty. I see it fading away now with all of the PE, I hope it will be totally away one day. It's fading, and I hope with the jelqing and horse squeezes the increased vascularity in my dick will help with the healing process, still a long road I guess. Still scared to tell her. Waiting for the right moment.

[TheSperminator]

21/05/2012

The routine

Felt good. I really enjoyed it. My dick was more relaxed this time, perhaps still tired from the workout yesterday? I'll keep it in mind and pay attention to it.

It is hard to push blood all the way from the base upwards. I can't get all the way against my body, pubes are in the way. I need to shave that. I prefer trimming, but I'm scared that I'll cut myself (my skin/ligaments is very loose lately at the base, I hope this means my dick is becoming more flexible, so I can stretch him out, my inner dick.). I'll see what I can do, hope to be able to do this this week.

The horse squeezes make my dickhead become smaller, even a bit cold. Is this a good sign? Not sure. I can see the veins getting bigger when I do a squeeze.

I've noticed on the side of my dick a big vein, a new one, it really pops out. I hope it's just increased vascularity. I've heard girls don't like veins .. Oh well, a big dick needs its blood.

The lifestyle

Drinking 2,5 liters of water: CHECK
Drinking 2 glasses of milk: CHECK
Drinking 2 cups of tea: 1 cup
Multivitaminpill: CHECK
Eat 5-6 meals: only 3 meals
9 hours of sleep: not possible. too much school work, school is killing me at the moment

Skin looks healthier, in my face.
I'm constantly thirsty, warm weather.

Self-improvement

I'm gonna try and read 10 pages today. Important stuff will follow.

Edit: lots of information this time. I know some things sound cheesy but every usefull thing I write down. This information comes from pages 20-30.

Find a style that makes you look best (clothing)
Brad has so called “social freedom-exercises”
You have shock openers and opinion openers
Whenever things aren’t working there’s always a reason
Brad has an everybody-loves-everybody-technique and a “confusion game”
Brad’s cotton candy opener
You can always get in a pickup-state by opening a lot of people
Frame control is important with strippers/hot girls
Concept called “sexy stereotyping”
Search for IOI’s when choosing a target
Brad learned his game mostly from ASF
Keep girls in a confused state and make sure she talks about you with her girlfriends
Canned stories to pull them up if you don’t have anything to say
Try to create sexual tension
Tell stories from your childhood
A girl needs to earn your attention
You have a girl you like, go out with her, and then pull away, and then go out with her again a lot, this will make her wonder (confused state)
Yes ladder-techniques to ask for phonenumbers
Brad has a horse girl-routine
Take one piece of style and try it out for a month, than start another style ,…
Come in with lots of energy

The love life

Still the same all good.

[TheSperminator]

22/05/2012

The routine

No routine today. I haven't touched my dick this day, sort of speak. I really let him rest, no firestarters, nothing!!!
I can tell you this: he's on fire!!! He's very warm, my balls hang very low, wich I like + ballsack is also warm. I don't hope this is a sign of overtraining but rather a sign of improvement. I'm a bit scared for the workouts tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I hope I can find a pattern, a way my body tells me hey buddy you're doing good or perhaps recognize bad signs from my body. This will take some time but I hope I'll break the code soon.

+ I seriously need to do something about my peeing with others. Today at school I stood next to another guy, he was peeing, I was not. I don't know why this happens to me but I always think "ow shit I need to make more noise than him so he knows I have a big dick" it's so stupid, but that's really what's on my mind at that moment. My confident is zero at times.

This only happens to me when I don't need to piss that bad, but I can feel there's something that I can bring out. When I need to piss badly, it's not a problem. my mind is away than. But when another dude stands beside me and it's quiet in the bathroom. damn I hate it. This also happens to me when I go out. Scared others will see my little flaccid dick, .. I always try to sneak out of the cafe or club so I can take a quick piss outside.

+ the warm weather combined with my dick being superhot today made my dick turtle a bit. Normally turtling only happens when your dick is getting cold or you damaged something inside your dick but this was a weird feeling. Now he hangs well. relaxed.

another thing: I'M VERY TIRED. School plays a big role ofcourse, exams are coming. But I also think it's just the recovering process that makes me tired. I'm gonna sleep early tonight, I really can't work for school anymore today. Stressfull day also ...

Oh: when my dick became semi-erect when I looked at it, my base girth was bigger (I think). The left vein also is bigger, a bit of redness of my skin but that's normal I guess.

The lifestyle

2,5 liters of water: CHECK
2 glasses of milk: 1 glass of milk
2 glasses of green tea: 1 cup of green tea
5-6 healthy meals: only 4 meals
multivitaminpill: CHECK
9 hours of sleep: hell yeah!

Self improvement

I'm gonna read another 10 pages today. Summary follows ..

Summary:

One client said bradp handles shittests weak (his opinion)
Get a better understanding about sexual tension and attraction
Create a better identity
Learn to recognize buying temperature
Being a bit perverted can sometimes help you create sexual tension
A guy’s favorite opener “excuse me, did I sleep with you last weekend?”
Try to become the guy of the peer group of your target. Girls hardly ever go out alone and they have high social pressure, they can’t go home with you all alone, you need to become a member of her social group.
Look as cool or even more cool than the coolest guy of the club.
Brad has a thumb wrestling opener
When you talk to someone always try to be at eye-level.
The jealous girlfriend-opener
The best friends test
Feet shoulder with apart, arms beside your body
show her your black belt when talking about fighting or anything (just your normal black belt on your pants)
If girls cant figure out who you are (if you’re too damn ordinary) then they will make their own assumptions and usually they aren’t good assumptions.


The love life

Nothing special

MEASURING DAY =====> 16th of august 2012.
The 16th of august will be my first PE birthday. I'm really motivated to see some results then. It's still 3 months ahead, but this will be great to test if my progressive workout fits me or not. I don't want to be dissapointed the 16th so i'm gonna work hard for it this time.

[2009vettez51]

22/05/2012

I seriously need to do something about my peeing with others. Today at school I stood next to another guy, he was peeing, I was not. I don't know why this happens to me but I always think "ow shit I need to make more noise than him so he knows I have a big dick" it's so stupid, but that's really what's on my mind at that moment. My confident is zero at times.
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Thats too funny because I always thought that too! lol I would always pick an end stall too so I could turn sideways just a little!

[TheSperminator]

Thats too funny because I always thought that too! lol I would always pick an end stall too so I could turn sideways just a little!

Have you overcome it already? any tips?

btw: thanks for reading my log

[TheSperminator]

23/05/2012

The routine

WAS INTENSE!! Howly shit. my dick was warm, flexible, bit of skin turned red, ... When I quit my squeezes my dick was on fire! My balls are also still very warm, I could feel that both my balls are against each other, I don't hope this is bad or anything?

I'm a bit scared that the warmth of both my balls and penis will be bad for my sperm.. But then again I think without that warmth my dick won't be able to grow..

I hope i'm not overtraining, dick was responding a bit less today. I can't describe it he's still sensitive and when I see a hot babe (I watched a little clip of some hot chick acting as a cat, big wtf.) he reacts ofcourse. But it's not that he's going in raging boner mode in 2 seconds.

When I jelq he looks girthier, my dick. Lenghtwise I don't see much of a difference... It's hard to tell if you gained in length .. my opinion. I always have different E% (erection procent) when I jelq and I haven't noticed any length gains. Accept flaccid length gains, a warm cock, he hangs well. Or atleast better than before the routine i'm doing now. Girth gains I see easily, my dick looks stronger/more muscular .. And I just see my glans getting bigger. But a bigger flacid means nothing to me actually. It's in my opinion just some more blood that gets in your dick while in normal mode because he is still warm from the routines. Doesn't mean I've gained (I think).

That's the hardest part of PE: finding a routine that works for you. If you know something works for you it's just being persistent and slightly increasing everytime. Untill you can't gain no more.. But before that, some must find a good routine wich can take years and years ...

There are also some lines on my dick because of the jelqing and squeezes. I hope these lines recover and so giving me more length. We'll see.

The lifestyle

No porn: CHECK
Drink 2,5 liters of water: CHECK
2 cups of green tea: CHECK
2 glasses of milk: 1 glass of milk
5-6 healthy meals: 4 meals
9 hours of sleep: nope, only 7
Multivitaminpill: CHECK

Quitting porn, no masturbation, PE'ing and lots of school work make me very tired. Note to self.
It's strange but when I haven't masturbated for awhile my body is recovering I think. I have it much warmer throughout the day, my hands tintle, my feet are warmer, downside: my eyes are heavy and I feel tired all the time. or is it the stress? Not sure, i'm just writing it down so I can see if I get to know myself better in the future.

Self improvement

I'm not gonna read today. Too tired.. So much schoolwork, sigh.

Love life

Still nothing special.
I'm thinking of deleting this topic, it's just boring my love life is boring.

Measuring day

16/08/2012

[TheSperminator]

24/05/2012

The routine

Wasn't as good as always. I have a lot on my mind lately and I didn't enjoy it actually. It was more of a *sigh, I need to do this-moment .. He looked good afterwards, girthier, but that wow-feeling is gone.

I jelqed at 80% (dick is still too excited and i'm lazy to wait untill the erection weakens)
Squeezes mostly at 90%.

I also felt something left under my cock, while jelqing and doing squeezes. It felt like a vein that sting a little bit (really a little bit, but I'll just write it down so I know that i'm overtraining perhaps in the future). I still feel it a bit, it's almost not worth mentioning but still .. It could be a sign of injury. Luckily my dick has an OFFday tomorrow. I'm gonna give him the rest he deserves.

When I go pee later this day I'll do the last 50 JAI-stretches and than I'm done for workout day 4.

On the other hand, I got some good PI's today. I lay down in the couch 2 hours ago and he wanted to get erect. While quiting masturbation and porn totally, there's this sort of tension in my dick. It's not that i'm constantly horny, but you can feel he's a bit frustrated that he's not getting any attention lately. Accept for the PE'ing then. He enjoys the exercises, but he wants a happy end That's not gonna happen.

I'm also tired and a bit overstressed, the 24th of August its all over. My last exam on that day and than FINALLY some vacation. 2 weeks of doing nothing.

Anyways, today I still need to work late for school. But tomorrow i'm gonna sleep well. And I hope Saturday he's ready to go again .

I must say balls and cock look pretty good in the mirror. fuller, bigger, ... Good signs accept for the little sting.

The lifestyle

Perhaps I wasn't that enthusiastic today because of my lifestyle today

Drinking 2,5 liters of water: CHECK
Drinking 2 cups of tea: CHECK
Drinking 2 glasses of milk: 1 glass of milk
Eating 5-6 healthy meals: Only 3 meals ... This could be the problem. No energy because I don't have any fuel in my body.
No porn: CHECK ... I really focus on my PE'ing now, and this really helps with quitting porn. I only want my dick to grow now. I'm not gonna give my mind and my dick too much stimulation. He needs to stay sharp to grow as much as possible untill August.
Multivitaminpill: CHECK

I'm gonna eat more tomorrow so my body can repair itself optimally.

Self improvement

No energy, lots of work => nothing today. Tomorrow I had scheduled to read on! I miss the book actually.

The love life

Hell yeah!!! I have a story. I rubbed her clit today in the toilets of our school -.- I was horny. And so was she, her pussyjuice made noise while I was rubbing it. Funny thing: someone sat next to us in another toilet room while she was cumming. She shivered a lot.
I now also finally know how to locate that clitoris. I knew where it was from porn and reading. But doing it in real life, you really need to get between those inner lips.

Measuring day

25th of August. Yup, 9 days later as planned before. on the 18th and 24th I still have exams (re-exams actually). So I'm not gonna waste my time than measuring my dick. It's gonna be hard enough to PE in that period. So the 25th guys, stay tuned.

[Padawan787]

Love life

Nothing much. She's still happy, I'm happy. Haven't had intercourse because of my skin problem on my dick. I think it's from bruising myself during puberty. I see it fading away now with all of the PE, I hope it will be totally away one day. It's fading, and I hope with the jelqing and horse squeezes the increased vascularity in my dick will help with the healing process, still a long road I guess. Still scared to tell her. Waiting for the right moment.

I vaguely remember you mentioning this somewhere, it is just some skin discolouration right?

She really won't care, let me repeat that because I think you need to hear it again: she really won't care! But if you are still worried about it just turn the lights off, she won't see anything in the dark.

Seriously, don't let something this small and insignificant prevent you from having sex!

I remember a pretty long post you made in the "a place to rant" thread in the gym and you were saying that you couldn't get girls and you wanted to have sex, lots and lots of sex...well here is your chance, you have the girl, you have the equipment, now all you need is some privacy and the right moment

Go for it! pop your cherry, rock her world, get your dick wet, and remember that some slight skin discolouration isn't important, it is merely superficial

[TheSperminator]

I vaguely remember you mentioning this somewhere, it is just some skin discolouration right?

She really won't care, let me repeat that because I think you need to hear it again: she really won't care! But if you are still worried about it just turn the lights off, she won't see anything in the dark.

Seriously, don't let something this small and insignificant prevent you from having sex!

I remember a pretty long post you made in the "a place to rant" thread in the gym and you were saying that you couldn't get girls and you wanted to have sex, lots and lots of sex...well here is your chance, you have the girl, you have the equipment, now all you need is some privacy and the right moment

Go for it! pop your cherry, rock her world, get your dick wet, and remember that some slight skin discolouration isn't important, it is merely superficial

But that's the whole point, I THINK it's skin discolouration. But I have it for a veryyy looooong time. I'm scared to go visit the doctor. I'm just hoping PE will do wonders for me (it will, but not with the spot I think). + it's a very big spot, she will see. I appreciate the motivation I would also say those things, but it's really big, the spot.

+ sometimes it has some white little dots on it? I really don't know what it is.

I don't want her to catch something or so .. I'm still a virgin so an STD is out of the question (I never had a blowjob either).

I'm doing firestarters at the moment and they seem to help a bit. But i'm not sure it will go away permanently ...