[Thimsile]

Good luck Larger, I hope you can find some inner peace in these tough times.

You too Radiohead

[scythe]

Im just 18 and I have a long way to go and a lot of things to learn.
Or I could just fall off my chair and die right now.

Throughout my life I've been low on confidence, I've been pushed around, used, manipulated. Yet I'm so lucky to have learnt from the mistakes I made.
I learnt the hard way, I was stupid - hey, maybe I still am - but im trying.

Dont give up, mates. We can all find what we are looking for.
My parents have always pushed me down - they've never let me go out, have friends, etc. I dont have a social life.
They think they're helping me by 'protecting' me, but when will they realize that they're doing more harm than good?
I attribute most of my low confidence in my own ability to them. They have never encouraged me or even said they loved me. I know they do - but it doesnt feel like that.
So for the past few months I have been trying to improve myself in every way possible - i've been working out, studying hard, expanding my knowledge base, building my self.
And now I'm doing PE.
I've been learning the bass guitar and writing songs and poems. I've found the push that keeps me going.
I'm changing and I know it. All my life I've been a fat, small-dicked kid but now I'm rapidly losing weight and hopefully I'll be gaining some inches down there.

You all seem like nice people. You're all so helpful and friendly. You can do it. We all go through tough times, but the strong never give up.
We're all strong.

[JonPop]

Hey scythe, WE love ya man.

[eompow]

Scythe, keep at it, you can and will do this. We as men do not have to live in the past. We can create a new bright future. You are working on a lot of good changes. Be patience and proud of yourself. Other do not have the courage to do as you are doing.

Again you can do it.

Have a great day.

[scythe]

I believe that we must learn from the past and ensure we do not repeat the same mistakes.
Our destinies are in our own hands. We live and learn.

Thank you guys.

[wolverine]

Finally a site for men covering our needs and insecurities. I think I am going to cry. Just kidding I just found my balls. But seriously glad to be a member and learn from others experience. Let the growing (no pun intended) commence!