I keep having to put off jelqing . . .

[Vegtableman123 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Vegtableman123]

So I been jelqing/ stretching since late December 2016, like alst week of Dec. I think i managed to do PE for like only 2 weeks total with no interuptions from overtraining. Smh, this is so frustrating. First I was a masterbationg addict. I read up on no fap and all that jazz and read something about abstaining could* help give me gains. Well, regardless if true or not I wanna try it. Plus its probably healthier to not give up all those vitamins and minerals everyday. I really wannt try it, so I stop beating it . . . but now I learn about edging. Now I can hardly control myslef lol. Usually I can do 1good 15 min session, all under control. Then after I jelq I fel like I need to do it again, as I ahve been told that that is where you gain from most. So I end up doing it the second time . . . but then I just get to the point to where I cannot stop. Smh. It's like I am trapped, porn in volved or not I just can't control it sometimes. Has anyone struggled with tihs problem? I really want to get rid of this "addiction."

On another note, I swear, everytime I do edging, I have to measure my BPEl, and it keeps gaining! I think I hit 5.6 today. I think the L-arginine is really helping too, because the veins are far more noticeable now. But if I cannot comes to means with this masterbation problem it will confict with my training down the road if not already.

[slunk Senior Member Member of the Month July 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close slunk]

If every time you measure you're gaining it seems you have got to be doing something right. If you're trying to masturbate or watch porn less frequently, there are many threads and some articles here that will help you.

[Vegtableman123 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Vegtableman123]

I think the only thing I been doing right thus far is knowing when to take a break lol. From experience from powerlifting I know its really important to avoid overtraining. It'll set you back a lot. I will look for these threads about abstraining. I feel like I am trapped, a slave to masterbation. I dont think its so much porn in all honesty, for me at least. I been looking at porn since I was like . . . 7 or 8. Its really sad, but its to the point where I can look away at anytime and it doesnt bother me that much cuz I seen it all already. Im entering my later 20's, i think I seen it all at least.

[Jay1983 Senior MemberMember of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Jay1983]

During edging, are you kegeling yourself to PONR during stimulation and then backing off, repeatedly?

[Vegtableman123 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Vegtableman123]

Yes, I kegel like hell but it still goes through.