Today I abstrained to watch porn, its easy for me I think, but when I was edging today I went to far . . . Day 0 we meet again. Sigh. I swear I'm more addicted to the dopamine than anything. I just gotta learn to push away. I'm mainly trying to abstrain from ejaculation, as I believe it can increase test levels. I just feel more energetic and aggressive towards my daily goals/ assignments. Whereas if I beat off I just get lazy and feel weak.

. . . Tomorrow will be a great Day 1. And it wont involve porn either. But thats cuz its an off day, now for day 2 we shall see :O