What makes you PE?

[timesbechangin]

We've been getting a lot of new guys here lately, some of them very experienced some not so much. But regardless of if your new or old, you can take part in this discussion.

I've been wondering for a while why I'm so into PE, and why I've spent so many hours making my dick bigger. When it comes down to it, I'm not sure. I like to improve myself, my body, and who I am. PE is just one are for me to improve. How about you guys?

As a side note, stories like JonPop's also motivate me to PE.

Discussion: What makes you PE?

[JonPop]

Well trimesbechangin, Nothin like being called "Needle Dick the Bug Fucker" to make you want to yank that puppy.

[HotRod]

I love threads like this.

It's a complex issue and I'm probably a text book case.

Check out my stats below. It's not as if I don't have a decent penis.

Usually, women I've been with have been really happy to have me as a lover. One girlfriend who was quite sexually experienced once said, "I think you've got a pretty amazing cock," after a hot session. Size didn't seem to be the key though. I seemed to be able to reach her from some angles and with vigor that she found exciting. I'm currently single and frustrated as hell, by the way. Goddamit!

Anyway...

1975
It all began at about age 8 when I was urinating outdoors with some neighborhood friends. They all began laughing and pointing at my flaccid penis and how small it was. It hurt my feelings and made me self-conscious. Most of my self-consciousness was around boys though. Girls have never laughed. So in a way, I'm doing this as a competitive thing with other men. I want to step into more of an alpha male status - not just in penis size mind you. I'm making other changes in my life too.

1985
When I was 17 years old I had a sex education teacher tell the class that penis enlargement was bogus. He told us we were just born with what we were born with. I know he was just trying to assuage any budding complexes may have been in that room, but it was a lie. Lies are never good things.

I think I had seen ads about penis enlargement in Hustler magazines and other porn I managed to get my hands on. Penis pumps and probably some other techniques were advertized.

1997
I once divulged my self-consciousness to another male friend. I had been celebate for about 6 or 7 years and told him that I didn't know if I was sexually adequate. He proceeded to tell me that when he was growing up he earned a nickname in the locker room. They called him Fatboy. His penis was unusually thick. He said he even had girls tell him that he was too big. So he said, "Forget about the dick thing. Women are more interested in the WAY you touch them."

2000
I found a penis enlargement pay site in about 2000. I think it was called Penile Health something or other. I ended up finding a way into the site for free and read about jelqing. It just seemed like too much daily physical punishment, and then I found things that warned against trying to enlarge your penis again, saying it was bogus. It may be good that I only tried jelqing a couple of times then because I was almost certainly on injury lane. I was a much more obsessive lad then than I am now, and the advise I found recommended much more intense workouts than I have found recently here and on other sites.

Present Day
Sometimes I've noticed that my erections vary in intensity. I'm 40 now and I sometimes wonder if my body isn't just starting to change. I want to have the healthiest fullest erection possible for any future lovers that come along. I get a thrill out of turning a woman on. (It would be nice to finally find one who gets as much of a thrill from turning a man on. Please tell me they exist.)

I also like to look at pornography, and so I'm always seeing these incredibly beautiful girls get penetrated with big cocks. Now some of these cocks are of proportions I would never want to acheive. But some of them are just aesthetically proportionate to their bodies and female anatomy.

Probably more striking to me is the standard size of dildos and vibrators...hmmm, why do you suppose they market dildos at a certain size? I started thinking that it is because that is about the size that most women would have fun playing with. Seems like my cock isn't quite as big as many dildos are, especially girth. This isn't always the case. Some dildos and vibrators are smaller than my cock and I watch girls in porn have a lot of fun with them. However, it seems like a lot of them are just a little big bigger. Hmm.

For the last couple of years I've sometimes looked myself in the mirror and just thought: "Wow! If my penis were just a little bit bigger. Just a little. About an inch longer and about an inch greater girth. That would look really nice on me."

So I'm doing PE as sort of an experiment. If it helps my erections, I will keep doing it. If it turns out that I grow a little bit, I will seriously look at what I need to do to make my goal.

If I reach my target goal of 1 inch length and about 1 inch in girth, I will wear t-shirts, slap bumper stickers on my car, tell my friends and family, start a blog, tell all my ex-girlfriends what they are missing, and bounce that bad boy off my current girlfriend's forehead to the beat of Todd Rundgren's "I Don't Want to Work (I Just Want to Bang on My Drum All Day)" - well maybe I won't do that, but you get the idea that I think I will be overjoyed and heartily amused!

[kingpole]

Well at age 36 i got ED it lasted tell i was 41. Desperate i came across *************. So i started manual PE and around the turn of the year just before i actually joined TP. I began to notice my erections were getting hard again. I joined with a 6" dick. I had built it up from 5.5". I was not expecting growth at all. Just wanted my woodies and sex drive back. So here i am a little over 3 years later. With my present day stats in the signature below.

Oh yes i can get a full 100% erection now!

[Dicko]

I can think of 3 reasons. Some do it because they think they have a small dick and need to enlarge it to get a "normal" sized dick. Others do it because they simply wan't a "healthier penis", meaning improving the libido, better erections etc. And then there are those who have average dicks but want to be more than average (and possible huge). Me, I'm in it for the latter reason, I think it's just male competitiveness. Granted, some people might have more than one reason.

[stillwantmore]

I started in '99.
I do not recall what time of the year it was. I'll tell my short background story. Maybe posting it here will keep me from having to re type it for a while. LOL.
Basically, I had never had any real thoughts about my penis. I mean, I knew it was there, I loved playing with it. When I hit puberty just like most men, I masturbated. Very frequently until after high school. However, size was never a second thought. I never had concerns like "am I big enough", "do I measure up", "how do I compare to other men", "am I average", etc. It all actually started...my PE journey that is, purely out of a whim...a natural curiosity after seeing the movie "Boogie Nights" starring Mark Walberg. For those who have not seen the movie, it's a very loosely based story about the porn star John Holmes. He was reported to be anywhere from 10"-13" depending on who you asked/believed. After watching the movie, I wanted to know more about the man himself....not so much about his penis. I got online, started searching for information about John Holmes, and some of the search results turned up things like "bigger penis", "penis pills", and a COUPLE sites marketing "programs" that could supposedly make your penis bigger. This was in '99, so there really were not very many such websites just yet. I became intrigued. I'd seen pictures in encyclopedias growing up of people from different cultures with huge, stretched out lips, and earlobes. It seemed possible. I wanted to know more, mainly to satisfy a natural curiosity. Again, I didn't care about the size of my penis. I stumbled onto a website hosted by a guy going by the name of "Brandon Reece". His site had a chat room. I joined his site so I could talk to some of the men who were supposedly using this guys' program. Come to find out, many of these men in the chat room were claiming to have made their penises larger. I also found a now defunct PE forum on ezboard.com. That's where now infamous names like "Big Al",and "BIB" got their starts.
Long story short, I was hooked. I began learning how to jelq, and do simple hand exercises. After seeing my first 1/2" girth gain in about 2 months, I decided to see if I could continue to increase my size. I have always had a very 'on again, off again' routine. I've had nothing but positive experiences since beginning this venture. The sub culture of the online community has always been great, and at times very entertaining to be a part of. I consider PE another form of "body modification".

[Hairtrigger]

Back a few years ago I was going thru a bad time and ended up on anti deppressant medication, at the time I was of pretty good health physically, but the meds destroyed my woodie. I am much better now and have been off the meds for over a year now but my woodie never really returned, there's no way I was going to take more meds to correct this problem because it would lead to more side effects. THEN one morning a few months ago I was in the shower with the wife and she replied "oh how CUTE" there are several thing a man should never have to hear and that is on top of the list. I am hoping to restore my EQ to no less than a 10.5 (ok I would settle for an 8) and make my flacid length more respectable.

[JonPop]

This is a GREAT thread. Kudos to all who have been so candid. JP

[bodistava]

I'm not really sure when I started PEing, a little over a month before I joined this board maybe, but the reason is simple. I want a bigger dick. I'm one of the youngest people at my job, which consists of 98% men, and I have noticed the shape most of these guys are in and one word comes to mind. Pathetic. So instead of slipping in to old age a miserable nothing, which is where I would have ended up if I continued on that path of a poor diet, no exercise, and a not so healthy lifestyle. I decided it was time to make some changes, and since I decided to make all these changes I also figured I wold fix my penis size. It's not small, and I have never had a problem satisfying any girl I have ever slept with, but it's just not as big as I feel it should be. Since committing to some important life changes(and PE)I have noticed not just better sexual health, but overall health improvement. Plus an increase in my penis length/girth/flacid/EQ...You name it, it has improved. I will PE until the gains stop, then I'll continue to PE to cement gains and for maintenance. Long story short, I don't think I will EVER stop PEing, and in my short time of being here I have already seen a dramatic increase of intelligent members. I have also noticed a lot of guys trying to get something for nothing, which isn't the way things work around here. The gains will come with time and effort, it's not a new theory, but I like it.

[slanker]

Great to be so open. I have been PEing for almost 3 months. I came across pe after I bought some products online that suggested pe, I was very sceptical at first and I still am a little but thats just me. When I read your stories and your gains I become more of an optimist and remain consistent in me routine.

I started PEing because for the last 6 years or so I have not had a decent loving relationship for more than two months, I was ruined by an x girl friend mentally and physically and left me with premature ejaculation and I think ED caused by anxiety.

Meeting a nice girl that changed my life last year I said to myself I don't want to suffer the same fate again, so upon coming across this site, which I don't remember how, I became more convinced to start my routine and I have learnt a lot and every time I look at my penis it looks healthier and so the good just keeps getting better, I hope I have gains as much as you guys, when I started measuring after one month I was 6inch bpel and after 2, i saw a gain of 1/4 inch, so Im hoping at the end of this month their will be similar gains.

And yes, I am more confidant im my sex life even though Im still inactive I feel as if I know how to resolve the issues I have been suffering from.

Thanks to everyone on this forum

SLANK