I've noticed that when jelqing and kegelling at the same time,I feel it pulling back into me which was rather strange since I only feel it when jelqing.
anyway...the tug is harder when I point it straight up (12 o'clock) and less harder at around 9 o'clock to no tug at all at around 7 o'clock.

so,I ask you.
what does this mean? and what are some ways to take advantage of that fact?

I've recently began jelqing downwards...I guess that's what I should have done from the start?

also,weight hanging? anyone could fill me in on that?