I am trying this, really. I've been having the eq problem for sometime now. The last few girls I was with, I couldn't keep it up after foreplay to have sex. When I'm alone, I can get it and keep it if I keep my hands on it, if not I go completely limp and at times it feels like it's being retracted back inside and wont relax to hang or reach the max. Yes I have stated this before... My point of this thread is that I get depressed easy, and I'm not very happy about life. I have had my heart broke so many times, and it has caused me to be scared to live, and get out there again. I have been single for about 6 years and have tried to change that, but no luck. Three of the girls I met, mr. limpy showed up, causing problems, which lead to them leaving and that hurt a lil more knowing I couldn't lay the smack down on them when the time came. I used to be a very confident man, never was the ladies man, but also never was scared to try. Most of my problem is I can't and don't understand why I am still single and what makes me so not wanted by women. This keeps me from putting myself out there much, and I act like a lil bitch around girls I feel an attraction to. Never was this way before, but having my heart stepped on so much has made me scared. And maybe this is where my eq problem is coming from, IDK? I hate being depressed and always so sad about things, but even when I try to change it, it still blows up in my face. I miss being happy, and having someone. I feel very alone, my brother moved away a few years ago, my cousin who I grew up with and was like my older bro, he passed in 2010. They always made me feel comfortable and wanted and we were never bored. I don't have that anymore, and this lonely feeling is killing me. Which leads to me not fulfilling my PE and so many other things that I NEED TO DO. I have been prescribed Zoloft, I don't take that kind of medication, but the herbals don't seem to work Ither. I just don't know what to do anymore, I really feel like I'm cursed or destine to be this way. Anyway, I just needed to get this out. thanks to anyone who reads this... "It's hard to ask for help and tell your problems, but how can I solve them if I keep them in"
I'm not a ugly guy, this I know. I am in shape, have a house, car and a job.
I'm not a ugly guy, this I know. I am in shape, have a house, car and a job.
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