Originally posted by NCGUY1972
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I have an unreasonably high sex drive and I feel like this is part of why I'm so unhappy right now. I'm not content unless I have sex once a day, and I would prefer it more often than that if I could get it, but I haven't been able to get anywhere near that mark. I lust after women like crazy every fucking day. I wish I had something about myself that would instantly make them lust after me with at least half the intensity that I feel. Something to even the goddamn playing field. I've seriously considered trying to lower my sex drive so I could function better in society. Probably not a good idea.
I usually feel totally fine with myself, but seeing something like this video (talking about the first one with the waiter) can be so God damn depressing, or hearing 'success stories' about how women started to behaved differently around you because of how big your dick became. I apologize for the rant, but be honest. If you are currently moderately sized, you can't tell me you aren't at least a little envious of people who are well hung, especially those who were naturally that way and didn't have to PE for a decade or more, and to be honest, I fell like there are only a handful of people that have actually made real gains. I see the same maybe 10 big gainers all over this website and really only one or two are in their early 20s.
Sigh... Maybe I've just spent too much time on this site lately. I've started to obsess over the subject and started to feel that my adequate size is not actually that adequate, but I don't want to have to run from the truth in order to be happy. I want to have a big dick. I want something that will actually catch a girl off guard and turn her on visually. Enough that she says something about it, and I don't want to wait until my hair is falling out and I'm in my mid 30s with a lower sex drive and less physical appeal (if my assessment of being a 30 something is rude and inaccurate please correct me and let me know how much of a shit stain I am, that goes for everything else I've said as well). I don't know how long PE takes for most people, but I really need this, and I want it as fast as I can get it.
I've been stressed the fuck out lately. I can't get a consistent lay, feel unwanted, and would just appreciate it if someone could help me snap out of it.
If you made it through all that and don't want to strangle me I definitely appreciate it. If you have any input I need it. Thanks.
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