Hey everyone,
I'm not sure why, but I'm feeling really down about my penis size today.
People in the world are starving, ravaged by disease, being raped and other horrendous things... But all I can think about is how inadequate I feel about the circumference of my penis!
How pathetic is that? I don't even deserve to get down about this kind of thing, but I do!
I've got my friends on my back about how I'm a virgin at 19 (nearly 20). My parents even tease about it too!
I go on holiday and I'm a confident lad, I can pull the women BUT as soon as it comes to going back to the bedroom my body forces me to chicken out. I can get completely drunk to the point of paralysis and I still wont have sex with a girl because it is so strongly embedded in my mind.
My girlfriend is for all intents and purposes.............. a slag.............. and I'm a virgin. I love her to bits but I just know that I'm going to end up boring her because I'm going to chicken out about sex (either that or I feel like she's going to dump me the moment she sees me naked).
I don't want to walk in to her house, reveal myself, whip out a condom that sports the name 'TRIM', 'THEY FIT' or 'CONFORM' on the packet to later hear tales of how shit I am in bed and how I've got a PIN DICK.... I refuse to do it! It will fucking ruin me.
I'm only 19 and I've got my whole life ahead of me. Is it cause I'm young? Will I grow out of this unhealthy obsession!?
I measured today at 4.25 inches girth.
Cult
I'm not sure why, but I'm feeling really down about my penis size today.
People in the world are starving, ravaged by disease, being raped and other horrendous things... But all I can think about is how inadequate I feel about the circumference of my penis!
How pathetic is that? I don't even deserve to get down about this kind of thing, but I do!
I've got my friends on my back about how I'm a virgin at 19 (nearly 20). My parents even tease about it too!
I go on holiday and I'm a confident lad, I can pull the women BUT as soon as it comes to going back to the bedroom my body forces me to chicken out. I can get completely drunk to the point of paralysis and I still wont have sex with a girl because it is so strongly embedded in my mind.
My girlfriend is for all intents and purposes.............. a slag.............. and I'm a virgin. I love her to bits but I just know that I'm going to end up boring her because I'm going to chicken out about sex (either that or I feel like she's going to dump me the moment she sees me naked).
I don't want to walk in to her house, reveal myself, whip out a condom that sports the name 'TRIM', 'THEY FIT' or 'CONFORM' on the packet to later hear tales of how shit I am in bed and how I've got a PIN DICK.... I refuse to do it! It will fucking ruin me.
I'm only 19 and I've got my whole life ahead of me. Is it cause I'm young? Will I grow out of this unhealthy obsession!?
I measured today at 4.25 inches girth.
Cult
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