How long should i wait until i start JP-90?

[lilbigman]

I can confirm the extreme deviation from EG to FG. My MEG is 6.25 my FMEG is normally 2. I wish I could find more. I am a grower extreme or a turtle master. What ever term you choose to apply.

Yes I get that there is large difference from flaccid to erect girth. What I don't get is OP said he gained .6-.7 in erect girth. Then Lost 1.25 in erect girth.


"Usually my penis was consitently BPEL:5.75/EG:4.5 "
"My penis reached BPEL:6.2/EG:5.1-5.2 for the first 2 days."
+.6-.7 EG gained.

"Ive been trying to measure this whole week and my girth is either barely 4 or 4.5."
5.2-4= 1.2" loss

All this within the time frame of a couple months? Seems extreme. Perhaps it was bad measuring technique or some people can fluctuate like this? Idk.

[iDemandU2Grow]

Yes I get that there is large difference from flaccid to erect girth. What I don't get is OP said he gained .6-.7 in erect girth. Then Lost 1.25 in erect girth.


"Usually my penis was consitently BPEL:5.75/EG:4.5 "
"My penis reached BPEL:6.2/EG:5.1-5.2 for the first 2 days."
+.6-.7 EG gained.

"Ive been trying to measure this whole week and my girth is either barely 4 or 4.5."
5.2-4= 1.2" loss

All this within the time frame of a couple months? Seems extreme. Perhaps it was bad measuring technique or some people can fluctuate like this? Idk.

im not sure if this has anything to do with it, but im thinking about it.

Since i was about 14/15 back in 2007 or 2008. I masturbated everyday to porn. I had begun to think it was normal behavior, as it became normal behavior to me. It was a daily routine for me, just like brushing my teeth. I always did it, sometimes i didnt even feel like it, and i still did it. Only now im looking back and seeing it was not normal to do that.

Only January of this year was when i was able to take my longest break which was a month and a half i believe, since 2007/2008 when i started. I might of went a couple of days sometimes or a week b/c i'd be tired from work or something let's say 2013. But still that's what i did. I definitely over did it. for a very long time.

Even when i went back to it, to test my penis, these past weeks. I over did it, maybe twice a day everyday. I couldn't control myself.

This is what's happening to me now. I've always been self-conscious about my size. Now that im getting older and life is passing me by. I realize that i need to grow up. It's time to grow up, my time is up, I need to kill those behaviors. I can't live like that no more. Masturbating everyday, looking at porn. I can't do that no more. It affects me, it's not good for me. Im beginning to understand "too much of anything is not good for you" I'm an addict for that particular thing. So noticing that, it has caused me to be more self-conscious about my size.

When i went that month in a half avoiding porn, avoiding erections, masturbation, ejaculation. When i finally got the courage to let my self get an erection with my thoughts. I had one of the strongest erections i could remember. I liked that, it made me feel good about myself. Im measuring Bone-Pressed and i'm reaching over 6, which i never reached on the ruler. The most i ever reached was 5.75. It was the first time i saw myself be at 6.25 inches on the ruler. Im looking in the mirror and it looks bigger, it looks thicker, it feel thicker, it feels heavier, it feels harder, it feels better. I use my measuring tape around my thickest part and im a little over 5 inches, it got me so excited to reach there and feel what im feeling, that im measuring again in disbelief and this time im very close to 5.2. Im researching girth sizes on google and what women are saying and they want 5-5.5 in girth and i fall in between that, i have that.

Im walking out of my house without a care in the world because I reached 6.2/5.2. Im walking the sun is shining bright as ever, i missed my bus. But i dont give a fuck, because i "feel" i have a nice dick. A dick that i like, a dick that women will like, and if they dont i dont give a fuck b/c i know i'm good. I dont know how to describe it, but i felt better about myself, about life. Something i dont experience very often and my mind is telling me, this is how life is suppose to be and is suppose to feel.

So i'm thinking to myself, if i reached this 6.2/5.1-5.2 with no work, Imagine what i can do with something like JP90. Im getting ahead of myself, but im looking forward to reaching close to bpel/eg:6.5/5.5, and if i can do that, i can do anything, and be the best me, live a better life.

so for some reason, maybe to assure that there is no pain when i masturbate due to me bruising my penis internally earlier this year. I go back to it, just to try it. Im not going to lie lol, man that nut felt so good lmao. But i went back to where i was, i couldn't get enough of it, i wanted to watch every porn i can think of, there's so much and i want to get to it all. Next thing you know its 2 weeks later and im back to the old me.

My erection wasn't as strong, Im not even touching 6 anymore, and my girth is trash, im hardly touching 4.5. I have to do alot to get it there, alot of porn and touching other wise my erection goes away. Im getting worried about my size again. Life is not feeling like that sunny bright day, Im just trying to get through it. This when i realize, fuck this porn shit, fuck this masturbation thing. Its not for me no more. I've been there and done that, I had my time, now its time to move on.

The only thing that's keeping me going is me researching and trying to understand this JP90 thing so i can do it right and get the results i need. Instead of porn/masturbating. Im doing pushups, trying to work out and eat better.

I just want to get back to that 6.2/5.2, if i did it once, maybe i can do it again, maybe that can really be me, maybe JP90 will help me to get to 6.4/5.4.

sorry if tl:dr, i was just trying to get it off and give you some insight on what's going on, and maybe why im fluctuating so much.

[iDemandU2Grow]

Check out the Slow Crank Video Instructions for the circle stretches.

so these are the clockwise/counter clockwise circle stretches?

thanks, good video.

[lilbigman]

While I agree porn will mess with your psyche, masturbation shouldn't hurt anything. Remember how too much of anything can bring negative effects so can to little of things we need. Like ejaculation for example. Its great that you went 1.5 months without porn, but no ejaculation isn't necessarily good. I would still masturbate and ejaculate at least a couple times a week. (without porn that is) Studies have shown that men that ejaculate regularly greatly reduce their risk of prostate cancer later in life.

It sounds to me like you are developing a great attitude about yourself, and your size. One of the hardest things to overcome is our perception of ourselves and penis size in particular. When you let go of those negative thoughts and begin to accept and love yourself for what you are, you are setting yourself up for success. A positive attitude and mindset will not only help create a positive life, but I believe it also plays a big part in how successful your experience with PE will be. If you don't believe it is working or doubt that you will ever gain you probably won't. If you feel that you WANT to grow, but don't NEED to grow, and believe that you WILL grow, your chance of success will be much greater. The mind is a powerful thing, and can make all the difference.

Keep up the positive attitude and follow the routine as described. Remember to start slow, and gradually work yourself up to the full routine within the allotted 90 days. Watch your PI's and don't be afraid to rest. If you keep a positive attitude, stay away from porn, and stay steady and consistent with the routine, I can pretty much guarantee you will be having consistent, hard erections in no time. You might even gain some size to boot. Good luck. Believe in yourself and believe in the program and you will be successful.