the attachments don't work for me

the idea is great though

moreover these devices are not delivered at many areas also............

Phew, I went all Darth Vader there for a bit.
I would delete this blog because it does have a spat of childishness and immaturity to it - which in and of it's self is embarrassing, however it is part of my progress; and while the idea's held therein have cooled from molten lead to a smooth metal there are still truths to the statements.

Thanks for the comments guys and the judgmental emoticons gal =D, much appreciated.

Snitch, I feel you brother. I really do. I wish I could be a cocky, confident douche bag. But look at my Zero Experience thread and last night I am the same as always haha.

And another thing. That fiery death is a pale shadow compared to the rebirth.

Find your center man. Its fine to have one night stands and what not but it is WRONG to deliberately hurts those girls you are messing with. Besides you will feel a lot better about yourself in the morning. Honesty is key. If you are honest with yourself and those you are with you will be much happier in the long run AND those girls will even be your friends. You can play the game however you want. Who do you want to be?

You know, a phoenix rising from the ashes is an awesome metaphor and an even cooler image. But, we forget one thing, the phoenix has to fucking die an excruciatingly fiery death before it can be reborn again in such explicit glory.

I can honestly say, I've never felt like this before - an icy resolve permeating through my body. I'm pretty sure this is how douche bags are born. We are created through our circumstances - let the women who forged this me be the focus of ire of the women yet to come.

Apologies to saiyan22 whose story posts about him and his boys I bashed. If I looked like saiyan22 and had that dick, I'd be doing the same thing - and once my work is finished, I will, I will and I will.

I think our inner morals standards and values keep us in line. Most fear is from something we know we must do. Not so much what we can't do.
Like I have no fear of entering a lion den because I'll not do that "just because"

If my child fell in yea I'm in there. If I want to be a lion tamer I'll get trained and all of the sudden I'm full of fear because it's something I want.
Stage fright: we have it because we want to be on stage and do well. If we didn't care we would have no fear. Once we concur the fear with courage we are confident. Sure we may still get stage fright but we already know we can do it.


Fear to me means I want it. I don't mean fear about being in a store that's being robbed. Lol

I agree. Fear is a mechanism people use to avoid making tough decisions, it seems.

Sometimes people let that fear out in word, but their actions continuously show an undying resolve of courage. I like how you worded this. It's a bit like I think, "Everyday is a new day to live, everyday is another day to make something else good happen. Even if it results in bad"

Approach life like this and everything will be alright. Pain is the most remarkable of all teachers.

My only question is where do you draw the line... It's a very thin line between Courage and Stupidity.

I have a good friend that needs to read this. You have a great way of expressing yourself. Wonderful so glad you shared

Confidence/stability/courage/fear
i have fear but push thru because I believe. I accomplish (win or lose) because the fear didn't trap/stop me. As a result I'm confident. That makes those around me safe. I'm stable. Can be counted on.

I really took a lot from this The Snitch, as I am in an ongoing situation at work which requires courage.

It is 7.28 here & the crux day has finally arrived - reading this may just help me to hold firm & not crumble under the pressure. Thanks.