I have been struggling with the decision to divorce my wife or not. We are very toxic in our relationship, but also very much in love? I question that because her behavior does not fit with my definition of love. So through some horrible crying jags (both) she has asked for a 1 month divorce reprieve. She will show me she can be a good and true wife, and then we will proceed from there.
I can't tell you how many redos we have engaged in over 30 years of marriage. Let's just say it has ...

I am starting a blog so I can vent about things. This way I hope to avoid out bursts similar to my recent posts in my Borderline Personality thread. I feel like a failure in my life. I made it a point in life never to get a divorce. Now I can't find one reason to continue with that goal. I married a woman who has a personality disorder. I have tryed to accept that her behaviors are related to that disorder, but it still means that her behaviors are unacceptable. I have lost a great deal of ...