So I've been mega slacking on writing these. It is the 9th of February and I'm just now writing this. Also, I just turned in Decembers yesterday! I gotta start writing these at the beginning of the month again. These blogs help me keep parts of my life that get forgotten on track.

In super sexy news my girlfriend and I orgasmed at the same time twice in the past week. Both for the first and second times in our lives. We've been doing pretty well, valentines day is coming up and we will ...

Its already the 12th of January and I'm just now posting this..

I've been ok, sorta. I'm finally feeling better. I was sick most of December and though Christmas. Christmas and new years were ok I'm just a little tired.

For my health I've been trying to eat healthy, sleep as much as I can and not get to tired.

I don't have a job yet but I want one in the next two weeks. I don't even care if its part time I just gotta do something.

In sexy ...

It's the first!

I'm not sure I wanna write this. I've been ok. I feel like the place I've made any progress in the last month was my girlfriend. I need a higher purpose something bigger than myself. I really want to start working again but I'm worried about what direction to take. Somethings gotta give.

One day I'll have my day.

Me and my girlfriend are the best we've ever been which is normal. I just never thought our relationship could come so far. I'm ...

Hey ok I'm back and its the 6th.

The last month has been really good. I've spent most of my time (not looking for a job) trying to see new women. It's all in my head so I've had to work with myself a lot and beat the fear and anxiety. I can say I've grown a lot in the last month. I've only seen 3 girls and had sex with one but any progress is good and so I'm proud of myself.

I think my girlfriends finally ok with me seeing other people. She realizes that its not going ...

Hey I'm back and on time this month, it's only the 3ed! Haha.

I've been doing pretty well. I haven't looked for a job yet and I've used my time off really well. I've really enjoyed my past few weeks. I've built with habitat, spent lots of time with my mentor, my dad, (who's leaving the country for a year in 17 days) my girlfriend and anyone or anything else I want.

I still feel a little tired from having mono but I don't think that's something that goes away immediately. ...