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Did 30min of dry handed edging early this am, lying in bed, did not really get too close to PONR, no ejaculation. Later in am did 10min lubricated edging and had to back off PONR numerous times. Tried to RK to back away from PONR and it may have helped a little but is very difficult for me isolate RK when lubing. I can definately feel the involuntary kegeling with almost every stroke. Changed to a standing position with thrusting into my hand and was at PONR with every stroke. Tried to stop but was too close to PONR and felt the orgasm starting, tried clamping down with a strong Kegel, but couldn't hold it long enough and blew. Felt great but I really wanted to not ejaculate. For now I think that edging with lube is still the way to go because without it I feel like I could just keep going on and on and learn nothing. But next time I need to stop even sooner.