So, if anybody cares. I've got an update for you. Last night I had a nervous breakdown, and ended up having to call the veteran crisis line. I gave in, and finally fully accepted I need professional help. My problems go way deeper than superficial things (body dysmorphia etc.) They are deep rooted psychological problems I've been repressing and replacing with these superficial things. My major depression is still clinically there. There are symptoms of paranoia/schizophrenia. along with extreme worry and anxiety. Sucks, but knowing is half the battle. I've finally gotten things settled with the va. I have another psychiatrist appointment and consult on Monday in fresno.
A new me is coming. I can feel it.
A new me is coming. I can feel it.
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