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    I'm sure most of the regulars here know my story so I'll skip it but long story short, I don't know whether my ED (venous leakage) is all in my head or whether it's real.

    REGARDLESS! I have become dependent on Cialis.

    20mg on demand works amazingly well. 5mg daily I haven't tested thoroughly but I have done so for about 4 days in a row and again, it works great.

    97% of the time I have no problem.

    But it has stolen the spontaneity out of sex. Lately, I have come to hate the idea of having to take pills for the rest of my life. What if I develop a condition whereby I'm not allowed to take PDEs? What if I become resistant, be it physically or mentally?

    For the time being it works great and even masturbating works great if I'm horny enough. It's all about the tone and signal being sent from the brain.

    I even remember the ultrasound test whereby I was told I had VL, afterward on my way home, I had erections that wouldn't go away. I realised, well if they'd been testing it then, it would have been a different result.

    Again, REGARDLESS, mental or not, I have a dependence on pills and I try to tell myself a lot of people are worse off, that some people can't even walk and are so positive and compete in the olympics. But still.

    Can anyone give me any words of wisdom? It's really really getting me down.

    I am single at the moment and I fear getting with new partners and one day if my future partner will understand and stay with me. Luckily I'm a handsome chap so I don't have problems finding women, just the right women.

    Thanks!

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    history posted here -

    https://www.pegym.com/forums/penile-...ml#post1236435
    Valued Member of 11 years at the TheBiohacker
    Looks are deceiving, mirrors don't lie.

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    • #3
      Are you considering quitting the pills, no fap for a month ?
      See where you are at then ?

      I am no expert, however, it looks (reads) like you and self created anxiety have been close friends/bunkmates, for quite awhile. One aspect is finding a partner that will **work with you**.
      Valued Member of 11 years at the TheBiohacker
      Looks are deceiving, mirrors don't lie.

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      • #4
        I don't know whether my ED (venous leakage) is all in my head or whether it's real.
        What if I develop a condition whereby I'm not allowed to take PDEs?
        What if I become resistant, be it physically or mentally?
        I am single at the moment and I fear getting with new partners and one day if my future partner will understand and stay with me.
        Hell of a lot of self-inflicted anxiety there isn't there mate.
        The name's Tamora...TVR Tamora...with a capital "T".

        Lots of living to do yet unseen and a more stories yet untold!

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        • #5
          You don't know the half of it Tamora

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          • #6
            Originally posted by Defiant1 View Post
            You don't know the half of it Tamora
            Worrying about the past = depression.

            Worrying about the future = anxiety.

            You need to somehow find the middle ground and concentrate on the here and now, the present.
            The name's Tamora...TVR Tamora...with a capital "T".

            Lots of living to do yet unseen and a more stories yet untold!

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