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I am 19 years old and I cant even keep an erection while watching porn. I started masturbating at age 10 without looking at anything, just thoughts. Then at age 12 I started to look at picture on the internet while masturbating ( bikini photos, celebrities, etc.) At age 13 I started to look at nude photos and then started watching hardcore porn.
At this age I could get and keep an erection instaneously. I could get one without touch or even really thinking about anything sexual, it just worked. They were fully hard and great. I would masturbate a lot, upwards to 8 times a day, and edging every session for a long time, often for hours before cumming. I just couldn't stop. I wouldn't even lose my erection after cumming at this age it would take a few minutes for it to subside. I could masturbate like 3 times in a row without losing an erection.
I wouldn't watch hardcore porn very frequently at these ages because I didn't want to get in trouble. I would look more at non sexual nude photos and bikini photos.
At the age of 17 I started to watch hardcore porn more frequently, but not very often because I had read that porn weakens erections. At this age I started to do penis enlargement excersices such as jelqing, stretching, clamping and kegels. It's was at this time, I started to experience extreme erectile dysfunction. I had no ability to get a full erection without touch and my erections would die within seconds if I stopped physical stimulation.
Once I started do kegels, I started to have erectile dysfunction. After months of doing penis enlargement, I decided to stop because I felt I was damaging myself, this was a little over year ago.
I would watch hardcore porn intermittently.
I haven't had morning wood in 2 years, I don't get spontaneous erections and can't keep an erection without physical stimulation. Even with all this my libido is extremely high, I feel the desire for sex constantly. I am very attracted to girls I see in real life. But this is destroying my confidence.
When I masturbate it is very hard to get an erection, extremely hard to keep it without physical stimulation. Sometimes it's better then other times but always pretty bad. There has been many times where I would watch the most hardcore porn possible and not be able to get an erection, and if I did it was because I was thinking intensely about sex, watching porn and masturbating as hard as I can. And then the second I stopped touching it would die immediately.
My penis is circumcised and quite large. Another problem is that it doesn't move very much at the base when hard, so it is physically impossible for me to get a full erection while wearing pants. I can't flip it up against my stomach or put it to the side or down my leg. When erect my penis just goes straight out, which can't happen when I wear pants. So when I am able to get semi hard without physical stimulation, which is not all the time, it just gets semi hard. Just as much as can fit in my pants, even when I don't wear pants.
I have been on nofap for half a year now. My longest streaks on hardmode have been 27 days, 21 days, and 17 days (which I just relapsed with porn on). Whenever I relapse my erection is much stronger for the first few sessions, but still can't get fully hard without physical stimulation. And as I continue to masturbate my erection quickly become terrible again.
I've been to a urologist for a varicocele in my left testicle and for this ed problem. He said he thought the ed was all in my head, but did not run any tests on me at all. My symptoms are like a veinous leak, maybe caused by penis enlargement excercises.
I am really worried that I have physical damage.
I eat extremely healthy and workout. I am very lean and healthy looking. I gain muscle quick and have facial and body hair, so I don't think low testosterone is a cause.
I know this is a long post, but I have been living with this problem for a little over 2 years now and I feel very depressed, it kind of ruined me as a person. I am desperate for help, if anyone has any opinions on this please share with me. Thank you all.
At this age I could get and keep an erection instaneously. I could get one without touch or even really thinking about anything sexual, it just worked. They were fully hard and great. I would masturbate a lot, upwards to 8 times a day, and edging every session for a long time, often for hours before cumming. I just couldn't stop. I wouldn't even lose my erection after cumming at this age it would take a few minutes for it to subside. I could masturbate like 3 times in a row without losing an erection.
I wouldn't watch hardcore porn very frequently at these ages because I didn't want to get in trouble. I would look more at non sexual nude photos and bikini photos.
At the age of 17 I started to watch hardcore porn more frequently, but not very often because I had read that porn weakens erections. At this age I started to do penis enlargement excersices such as jelqing, stretching, clamping and kegels. It's was at this time, I started to experience extreme erectile dysfunction. I had no ability to get a full erection without touch and my erections would die within seconds if I stopped physical stimulation.
Once I started do kegels, I started to have erectile dysfunction. After months of doing penis enlargement, I decided to stop because I felt I was damaging myself, this was a little over year ago.
I would watch hardcore porn intermittently.
I haven't had morning wood in 2 years, I don't get spontaneous erections and can't keep an erection without physical stimulation. Even with all this my libido is extremely high, I feel the desire for sex constantly. I am very attracted to girls I see in real life. But this is destroying my confidence.
When I masturbate it is very hard to get an erection, extremely hard to keep it without physical stimulation. Sometimes it's better then other times but always pretty bad. There has been many times where I would watch the most hardcore porn possible and not be able to get an erection, and if I did it was because I was thinking intensely about sex, watching porn and masturbating as hard as I can. And then the second I stopped touching it would die immediately.
My penis is circumcised and quite large. Another problem is that it doesn't move very much at the base when hard, so it is physically impossible for me to get a full erection while wearing pants. I can't flip it up against my stomach or put it to the side or down my leg. When erect my penis just goes straight out, which can't happen when I wear pants. So when I am able to get semi hard without physical stimulation, which is not all the time, it just gets semi hard. Just as much as can fit in my pants, even when I don't wear pants.
I have been on nofap for half a year now. My longest streaks on hardmode have been 27 days, 21 days, and 17 days (which I just relapsed with porn on). Whenever I relapse my erection is much stronger for the first few sessions, but still can't get fully hard without physical stimulation. And as I continue to masturbate my erection quickly become terrible again.
I've been to a urologist for a varicocele in my left testicle and for this ed problem. He said he thought the ed was all in my head, but did not run any tests on me at all. My symptoms are like a veinous leak, maybe caused by penis enlargement excercises.
I am really worried that I have physical damage.
I eat extremely healthy and workout. I am very lean and healthy looking. I gain muscle quick and have facial and body hair, so I don't think low testosterone is a cause.
I know this is a long post, but I have been living with this problem for a little over 2 years now and I feel very depressed, it kind of ruined me as a person. I am desperate for help, if anyone has any opinions on this please share with me. Thank you all.
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