Hello all:
I'm back again. I was here a few years back with the dilemma that is my ongoing sex life. A few years back, I was 24 years old and had yet to lose my virginity. I finally kicked the shit out of my shy, low ego self and started making some changes. Soon enough I literally for the first time in my life had women falling in my lap. Problem was, I had no idea what to do with them lol.
I came here for help, because I had rarely experienced sexual encounters before so I didn't know what I was getting into. My dick obviously wasnt cooperating, because I was terrified and I could barely last two seconds if any stimulation happened.
So I quit porn cold turkey. The new masturbation was edging, never cumming in less than 20 minutes. And yea long story short, I finally found a girl that was willing to work with me, and I had the first meaningful sex of my life with her(more than a couple of pumps lol) and ended up dating her for 7 months.
I had all kind of problems getting a boner for sex with her at first (like always at that time). But I tried to be open with her, and kept her stimulated by other means through the process, and eventually I was able to have a decent sex life with her. Although I didn't get too tricky with positions, because I was afraid that I wouldnt be able to hold the erection for say a good doggy style session.
And since the breakup, I've had a few partners here and there. Some better than others. Sometimes it's been little to no issue getting an erection and going to pound town, and other times it's been almost like back to square one.
But now here we are, the present. I'm 28 years old and single. I met a girl a few weeks back. Beautiful and just my type, and she is really into me. She comes home with me the night I meet her, and I have issues getting a boner for the sex. I blame it on the booze, although I know it's my good ole friend performance anxiety. Keep in mind this is probably the hottest girl I've ever brought home. And not only did this chick want to bang me, but she wanted to keep talking to me.
So we meet up again at her place. I can't stop thinking about this erection thing all day, just scared to death that it won't work. And of course, we start making out, and she says to me "Is it going to work this time?". And that just amplifies my anxiety by about 100. Needless to say, it didn't work out too well. And from then I was fairly honest with her.
I explained that I really liked her and I just didn't want to not please her. I told her that it had happened to me before with an ex, and I was able to overcome it.
So it went on, and now I'd say that we have tried to have sex like 4 times. I was able to get it in for a few pumps with her on top once (before cumming smh) and I got it in doggy style (first time) for a few pumps last night. But I'm still not where I want to be obviously.
She is really into me, and I'm really into her. I'm pretty good with my hands and my mouth in bed (from lots of practice when my dick wasn't cooperating lol). And she told me last night, that nobody has been able to get her off like I do. And she says that she gets wet just from kissing me.
But she is still frustrated that I can't get a constant erection and have sex with her without it being a struggle. I'm afraid that she is losing her patience and I don't want to lose her. She is a nurse and suggesting grabbing some Viagra for me or even getting me a cock ring.
This girl is VERY KINKY and VERY HORNY all the time and has already got me to do some kinky stuff. I think that scares me along with how much I like her. What if I just can't measure up to her sexual needs?
So at this point, I feel like I'm making small progress Everytime we mess around, but I just want to be able to start making out, get a fat boner, and fuck the shit out of her and I'm not there yet.
This has been the struggle for me my whole sex life. Always terrified of not being able to get it up. Sometimes doing better than others.
I'm almost positive that it's all mental. I never have a problem getting a boner when I'm edging (although I have to play with myself in order to get it going). I get erections when sex is not in the picture. I hooked up with a girl that was on her period recently, so we just dry humped and I was pretty hard most of the time, because I had no sex to worry about. I get boners when this girl dances on me when we go out or even reaches over to hold my hand on the couch.
So with all that said, I'm not sure what the best plan of action is. She wants me to take some Viagra just to get me "over this little mental block", but she doesn't know the extent of my problem, and I don't want to become dependant on a drug.
Maybe I just need to meditate more, journal out how I'm feeling, what I want, and all that stuff. Maybe even see a therapist before it's all said and done.
I don't want to lose this girl, and I'm tired of living my life being so damn afraid of bad sex.
I'm back again. I was here a few years back with the dilemma that is my ongoing sex life. A few years back, I was 24 years old and had yet to lose my virginity. I finally kicked the shit out of my shy, low ego self and started making some changes. Soon enough I literally for the first time in my life had women falling in my lap. Problem was, I had no idea what to do with them lol.
I came here for help, because I had rarely experienced sexual encounters before so I didn't know what I was getting into. My dick obviously wasnt cooperating, because I was terrified and I could barely last two seconds if any stimulation happened.
So I quit porn cold turkey. The new masturbation was edging, never cumming in less than 20 minutes. And yea long story short, I finally found a girl that was willing to work with me, and I had the first meaningful sex of my life with her(more than a couple of pumps lol) and ended up dating her for 7 months.
I had all kind of problems getting a boner for sex with her at first (like always at that time). But I tried to be open with her, and kept her stimulated by other means through the process, and eventually I was able to have a decent sex life with her. Although I didn't get too tricky with positions, because I was afraid that I wouldnt be able to hold the erection for say a good doggy style session.
And since the breakup, I've had a few partners here and there. Some better than others. Sometimes it's been little to no issue getting an erection and going to pound town, and other times it's been almost like back to square one.
But now here we are, the present. I'm 28 years old and single. I met a girl a few weeks back. Beautiful and just my type, and she is really into me. She comes home with me the night I meet her, and I have issues getting a boner for the sex. I blame it on the booze, although I know it's my good ole friend performance anxiety. Keep in mind this is probably the hottest girl I've ever brought home. And not only did this chick want to bang me, but she wanted to keep talking to me.
So we meet up again at her place. I can't stop thinking about this erection thing all day, just scared to death that it won't work. And of course, we start making out, and she says to me "Is it going to work this time?". And that just amplifies my anxiety by about 100. Needless to say, it didn't work out too well. And from then I was fairly honest with her.
I explained that I really liked her and I just didn't want to not please her. I told her that it had happened to me before with an ex, and I was able to overcome it.
So it went on, and now I'd say that we have tried to have sex like 4 times. I was able to get it in for a few pumps with her on top once (before cumming smh) and I got it in doggy style (first time) for a few pumps last night. But I'm still not where I want to be obviously.
She is really into me, and I'm really into her. I'm pretty good with my hands and my mouth in bed (from lots of practice when my dick wasn't cooperating lol). And she told me last night, that nobody has been able to get her off like I do. And she says that she gets wet just from kissing me.
But she is still frustrated that I can't get a constant erection and have sex with her without it being a struggle. I'm afraid that she is losing her patience and I don't want to lose her. She is a nurse and suggesting grabbing some Viagra for me or even getting me a cock ring.
This girl is VERY KINKY and VERY HORNY all the time and has already got me to do some kinky stuff. I think that scares me along with how much I like her. What if I just can't measure up to her sexual needs?
So at this point, I feel like I'm making small progress Everytime we mess around, but I just want to be able to start making out, get a fat boner, and fuck the shit out of her and I'm not there yet.
This has been the struggle for me my whole sex life. Always terrified of not being able to get it up. Sometimes doing better than others.
I'm almost positive that it's all mental. I never have a problem getting a boner when I'm edging (although I have to play with myself in order to get it going). I get erections when sex is not in the picture. I hooked up with a girl that was on her period recently, so we just dry humped and I was pretty hard most of the time, because I had no sex to worry about. I get boners when this girl dances on me when we go out or even reaches over to hold my hand on the couch.
So with all that said, I'm not sure what the best plan of action is. She wants me to take some Viagra just to get me "over this little mental block", but she doesn't know the extent of my problem, and I don't want to become dependant on a drug.
Maybe I just need to meditate more, journal out how I'm feeling, what I want, and all that stuff. Maybe even see a therapist before it's all said and done.
I don't want to lose this girl, and I'm tired of living my life being so damn afraid of bad sex.
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