Please guys help me with your honest opinion,
Do I still have erectile dysfunction or not ? I don’t need a comforting anxiety releasing answer, that is weak and it won’t help. I want the plain truth in your opinion as my situation made me unable to know if I still have erectile disfunction or not. So please tell me... compared to, your... cock, if my cock works normal or not now ( I am sorry if it sounds gay but understand my pain )
Story:
In 2017 I had a penis injury that caused me erectile dysfunction until mid summer 2018
During this time I had great anxiety levels, depression and impossibility to have a proper erection
After months of meds, warm baths, sport, no touch, meditation, I managed to
Get a good sex session that lasted and made me feel that I am again a man, boners were back, etc.
Problem is, when I masturbate, I no longer seem to know what „normal erection” looks like . Either my brain got messed up in my injury and forgot how the penis acts and looks normally when erect, or I still do have some ED at some level.
Symptoms :
I can get an erection but it does not seem full rigid erection to me like before. Why is that ? well, when I got healed I masturbated in a weird position, this position : https://purusha.be/wp-content/upload...v%C3%A9les.jpg (I was trying all positions and sorts of things to get erect), like this : on my back with knees up (above) and bended and I got an erection of rock hard, when I was getting up from that position on my feet, the penis was rock hard, I mean it was rock type from the top to the bottom, feeling it very tight on my body.
Well to this day, I can get erections but compared to when I masturbate in that position (knees bended or let’s say squat / knees above my body ) my erections would be softer, let’s say
94 % compared to 100 % rock hard erection that I can get when I masturbate in that particular position (knees bended). Curious, if I do masturbate like that and I get up, the erection will subside to 94 % in terms of 10 seconds. And if I do masturbate in any position and I get erect, when I switch to bended knees, I will get the rock hard 100 % in few seconds, but this will last only when I remain with knees bended.
Questions :
1. Why is this happening ? is this normal ? is it not ? I do not seem to remember if I was like this before but I suspect that before I could get 100% in all positions. Or am I totally wrong and this is the normal way males get erect, with a super rock hard erection when they bend knees or put knees above the body !?
Compare me to yourself and tell me how is normal, because I lost the track.
Please don’t mention anxiety, I have managed with meditation, therapy, doctors to get relaxed in all situations, I feel no anxiety anymore, I am just curious if I still have a form of ED or this is the normal way of the penis to work.
2. Also, I have tried to watch some porn ( no masturbation on it , no arousal , just watching the guys cocks erection) and have seen that in many positions those guys have soft cock, which intrigues me; isn’t the penis supposed to be rock hard in all sex positions ? because from what I see, in 69, doggy style, blow job from standing and the girl on knees , all these positions and many more will offer the guy an erection of probably 80% max. due to the angle of where the cock will enter inside her. So does that mean that actually some positions of sex are done with the penis softer ? example doggy stile, the penis will never point up but straight, etc. ? examples with images from porn (warning, graphic) :
<No pornographic links allowed - Removed> 69 being done with soft penis, watched full clip, he came like that
<Link removed> here the oral was with penis pointing downwards, not strong erect, he came like that
<Link removed> this one is very important regarding my question, in this position the penis will never get up because of the angle, the penis is very soft in this position
<Link removed> a doggystile where the penis will not point up and it will be softer for the angle, to be able to penetrate
<Link removed> look at how soft the penis is here
3. In this imagery I have found on the internet, I cannot explain this, probably a big enigma for me :
In this photo : http://www.scielo.br/img/revistas/cpa/n40/en_09f01.jpg
it shows the scale of erection, with nr IV being normal full rigid . But the penis in nr 4 it’s not pointing upwards, yet when I masturbate with knees bended and I get up, the penis will be pointing up and rock hard.
However, in this photo : https://truelibido.com/wp-content/up...s-erection.png
it is another image of the erected penis, where the penis points upward in full erect.
So how is normal full erection normal when one stands ? with the penis pointing up with the tip, or with it just slight bended ?!
Please answer to all my 3 questions
Thank you so much if you got here, sorry for the long text, but I do need an answer
Much respect
Do I still have erectile dysfunction or not ? I don’t need a comforting anxiety releasing answer, that is weak and it won’t help. I want the plain truth in your opinion as my situation made me unable to know if I still have erectile disfunction or not. So please tell me... compared to, your... cock, if my cock works normal or not now ( I am sorry if it sounds gay but understand my pain )
Story:
In 2017 I had a penis injury that caused me erectile dysfunction until mid summer 2018
During this time I had great anxiety levels, depression and impossibility to have a proper erection
After months of meds, warm baths, sport, no touch, meditation, I managed to
Get a good sex session that lasted and made me feel that I am again a man, boners were back, etc.
Problem is, when I masturbate, I no longer seem to know what „normal erection” looks like . Either my brain got messed up in my injury and forgot how the penis acts and looks normally when erect, or I still do have some ED at some level.
Symptoms :
I can get an erection but it does not seem full rigid erection to me like before. Why is that ? well, when I got healed I masturbated in a weird position, this position : https://purusha.be/wp-content/upload...v%C3%A9les.jpg (I was trying all positions and sorts of things to get erect), like this : on my back with knees up (above) and bended and I got an erection of rock hard, when I was getting up from that position on my feet, the penis was rock hard, I mean it was rock type from the top to the bottom, feeling it very tight on my body.
Well to this day, I can get erections but compared to when I masturbate in that position (knees bended or let’s say squat / knees above my body ) my erections would be softer, let’s say
94 % compared to 100 % rock hard erection that I can get when I masturbate in that particular position (knees bended). Curious, if I do masturbate like that and I get up, the erection will subside to 94 % in terms of 10 seconds. And if I do masturbate in any position and I get erect, when I switch to bended knees, I will get the rock hard 100 % in few seconds, but this will last only when I remain with knees bended.
Questions :
1. Why is this happening ? is this normal ? is it not ? I do not seem to remember if I was like this before but I suspect that before I could get 100% in all positions. Or am I totally wrong and this is the normal way males get erect, with a super rock hard erection when they bend knees or put knees above the body !?
Compare me to yourself and tell me how is normal, because I lost the track.
Please don’t mention anxiety, I have managed with meditation, therapy, doctors to get relaxed in all situations, I feel no anxiety anymore, I am just curious if I still have a form of ED or this is the normal way of the penis to work.
2. Also, I have tried to watch some porn ( no masturbation on it , no arousal , just watching the guys cocks erection) and have seen that in many positions those guys have soft cock, which intrigues me; isn’t the penis supposed to be rock hard in all sex positions ? because from what I see, in 69, doggy style, blow job from standing and the girl on knees , all these positions and many more will offer the guy an erection of probably 80% max. due to the angle of where the cock will enter inside her. So does that mean that actually some positions of sex are done with the penis softer ? example doggy stile, the penis will never point up but straight, etc. ? examples with images from porn (warning, graphic) :
<No pornographic links allowed - Removed> 69 being done with soft penis, watched full clip, he came like that
<Link removed> here the oral was with penis pointing downwards, not strong erect, he came like that
<Link removed> this one is very important regarding my question, in this position the penis will never get up because of the angle, the penis is very soft in this position
<Link removed> a doggystile where the penis will not point up and it will be softer for the angle, to be able to penetrate
<Link removed> look at how soft the penis is here
3. In this imagery I have found on the internet, I cannot explain this, probably a big enigma for me :
In this photo : http://www.scielo.br/img/revistas/cpa/n40/en_09f01.jpg
it shows the scale of erection, with nr IV being normal full rigid . But the penis in nr 4 it’s not pointing upwards, yet when I masturbate with knees bended and I get up, the penis will be pointing up and rock hard.
However, in this photo : https://truelibido.com/wp-content/up...s-erection.png
it is another image of the erected penis, where the penis points upward in full erect.
So how is normal full erection normal when one stands ? with the penis pointing up with the tip, or with it just slight bended ?!
Please answer to all my 3 questions
Thank you so much if you got here, sorry for the long text, but I do need an answer
Much respect
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