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    Ok i decided i would share my entire life penis problems with you in order to get a full understanding.
    I would have to say the first time i masturbated was 13-14 years old maybe 12...
    I think i have unknowingly suffered from premature ejaculation my entire life but iam not positive.
    Now at 29, in great shape, amazing diet, lean body i suffer from some major problems.
    If i was to lay in the bathtub relaxed thinking of sexual thoughts only stroking my shaft i would get maybe
    30% erect not even... it feels like at the same time the blood flowing in dosnt want to remain...
    BUT if i start to rub my penis head with a little bit of force i would feel like ejaculation right then and there
    at a 30% erection.
    Now if i stop stroking my glands before ejaculation my dick begins to grow a little bit more and if i begin to stroke my head again
    i would feel like ejaculation and i would grow a bit more,and more and so on, now if i do a forcefull stroke of my glands while sitting on a chair
    and stop before ejaculation lean back and do a stern reverse kegel i can get almost 70-90% hard, but bare in mind my penis
    is allready at the point of no return and i would cum instantly And if i stop stroking i got limp very fast.
    so basically it feels like the only way and reason i get erect is because i suffr from premature ejaculation.
    I think i have suffered from this for a long time, and im starting to think maybe i have always masturbated with this routine.
    I jelqed for the first time at maybe 20 years old for a bit had no gains, blew a few capillaries, got scared stoped.
    i started again a few years later and jelqed quite agressive way to much strokes for a novice. had some turtling and red dots on my penis and also swelling
    or ballooning under my glands almost every session. I read that this was normal and coninued my routine.
    I remember gaining length with a flaccid penis thats all and the interest went away so i stoped.
    now i never really thought about it for years never really was aware of my penis from maybe 22-29. During this time i dont recall EVER having any night time erections
    and most definatly NO spontaneous erections.
    I apprently suffer from anxiety and maybe 4-5 years ago was getting brain zaps, pulsating body upon waking up, blotching of my chest called a stress rash, and thought that
    i had a brain tumour/heart issues/ colon cancer/ testicle cancer and other illnesses...i went up north quit smoking weed ( which i have smoked for over 8 years) and have a breakdown
    the told me it was anxiety though i did not believe it. They gave me paxil.. i was on it for a year.. the brain zaps and care went away.
    They told me it would cause sexual dysfunction.
    now i wasnt aware of any sexual issue at this time so i did not think to much into the changes in my penis.. but on paxil i would masturbate get about 60-70 oercent hard
    and be able to last forever, once not even being able to cum, i was very aggressive and after 1 hour of attempting to cum i gave up.
    when i went flaccid my penis under my glands was SOOOO SWOLLEN and turtled..it healed in 3 days.
    The next time i decided to masturbate it took about 40 minutes to cum and it was the most amazing huge load i have ever had ( this was after a month of no ejaculation)
    i contribute this to a build up of sexual energy i have never had in my life and neve experienced.
    now about 1 year ago i stumbled upon the erection dysfunction page on PE gym and as reading it realized i have major dysfunction. Now its on my mind all the time
    constant... my life feels destroyed alomst.. i got to the DR he says yadda yadda heres cialis, it dosnt really work at all.
    i read and read and decide to jelq again for blood flow and edge and take the 5'gs... slight wood comes at night... i realize the longer breaks i take from jelqing
    the stronger my nigght erections get. so i quit jeqling and nighttime erections have come back ever since sometimes hard sometimes soft.. its seems when i get a moderate\
    night time erections its more plump and my glands are more inflated and sometimes i get a insanly hard shaft with no inflation of the glands.
    Still no spontaneous wood in the day and no erection with visual stimulus, sometimes i will feel an erection come, and my plumper flaccid as blood begins to rush in, ,my penis gets rigid
    and no erection occurs.
    so i suffer from major premature ejaculation, erectile dysfunction. but i cant see a urologist because they dont refer me to one.
    i dunno what to do guys i really need your opinions. Do i stop touching myself for a year? more? do i jelq and edge again, do i do nothing... do i accept no woman..
    do i try things like GABA and 5htp ...im so confused and depressed...
    magnusb
    Senior Member
    Last edited by magnusb; 11-14-2010, 06:23 PM.

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    Let me un confuse you. Stick with the five G's longer. It sounds like you have electricle imbalaces hence the heart zaps. You need to take magnesium. You should also go to the doctor to get your electrolytes checked.


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