Ok i decided i would share my entire life penis problems with you in order to get a full understanding.
I would have to say the first time i masturbated was 13-14 years old maybe 12...
I think i have unknowingly suffered from premature ejaculation my entire life but iam not positive.
Now at 29, in great shape, amazing diet, lean body i suffer from some major problems.
If i was to lay in the bathtub relaxed thinking of sexual thoughts only stroking my shaft i would get maybe
30% erect not even... it feels like at the same time the blood flowing in dosnt want to remain...
BUT if i start to rub my penis head with a little bit of force i would feel like ejaculation right then and there
at a 30% erection.
Now if i stop stroking my glands before ejaculation my dick begins to grow a little bit more and if i begin to stroke my head again
i would feel like ejaculation and i would grow a bit more,and more and so on, now if i do a forcefull stroke of my glands while sitting on a chair
and stop before ejaculation lean back and do a stern reverse kegel i can get almost 70-90% hard, but bare in mind my penis
is allready at the point of no return and i would cum instantly And if i stop stroking i got limp very fast.
so basically it feels like the only way and reason i get erect is because i suffr from premature ejaculation.
I think i have suffered from this for a long time, and im starting to think maybe i have always masturbated with this routine.
I jelqed for the first time at maybe 20 years old for a bit had no gains, blew a few capillaries, got scared stoped.
i started again a few years later and jelqed quite agressive way to much strokes for a novice. had some turtling and red dots on my penis and also swelling
or ballooning under my glands almost every session. I read that this was normal and coninued my routine.
I remember gaining length with a flaccid penis thats all and the interest went away so i stoped.
now i never really thought about it for years never really was aware of my penis from maybe 22-29. During this time i dont recall EVER having any night time erections
and most definatly NO spontaneous erections.
I apprently suffer from anxiety and maybe 4-5 years ago was getting brain zaps, pulsating body upon waking up, blotching of my chest called a stress rash, and thought that
i had a brain tumour/heart issues/ colon cancer/ testicle cancer and other illnesses...i went up north quit smoking weed ( which i have smoked for over 8 years) and have a breakdown
the told me it was anxiety though i did not believe it. They gave me paxil.. i was on it for a year.. the brain zaps and care went away.
They told me it would cause sexual dysfunction.
now i wasnt aware of any sexual issue at this time so i did not think to much into the changes in my penis.. but on paxil i would masturbate get about 60-70 oercent hard
and be able to last forever, once not even being able to cum, i was very aggressive and after 1 hour of attempting to cum i gave up.
when i went flaccid my penis under my glands was SOOOO SWOLLEN and turtled..it healed in 3 days.
The next time i decided to masturbate it took about 40 minutes to cum and it was the most amazing huge load i have ever had ( this was after a month of no ejaculation)
i contribute this to a build up of sexual energy i have never had in my life and neve experienced.
now about 1 year ago i stumbled upon the erection dysfunction page on PE gym and as reading it realized i have major dysfunction. Now its on my mind all the time
constant... my life feels destroyed alomst.. i got to the DR he says yadda yadda heres cialis, it dosnt really work at all.
i read and read and decide to jelq again for blood flow and edge and take the 5'gs... slight wood comes at night... i realize the longer breaks i take from jelqing
the stronger my nigght erections get. so i quit jeqling and nighttime erections have come back ever since sometimes hard sometimes soft.. its seems when i get a moderate\
night time erections its more plump and my glands are more inflated and sometimes i get a insanly hard shaft with no inflation of the glands.
Still no spontaneous wood in the day and no erection with visual stimulus, sometimes i will feel an erection come, and my plumper flaccid as blood begins to rush in, ,my penis gets rigid
and no erection occurs.
so i suffer from major premature ejaculation, erectile dysfunction. but i cant see a urologist because they dont refer me to one.
i dunno what to do guys i really need your opinions. Do i stop touching myself for a year? more? do i jelq and edge again, do i do nothing... do i accept no woman..
do i try things like GABA and 5htp ...im so confused and depressed...
I would have to say the first time i masturbated was 13-14 years old maybe 12...
I think i have unknowingly suffered from premature ejaculation my entire life but iam not positive.
Now at 29, in great shape, amazing diet, lean body i suffer from some major problems.
If i was to lay in the bathtub relaxed thinking of sexual thoughts only stroking my shaft i would get maybe
30% erect not even... it feels like at the same time the blood flowing in dosnt want to remain...
BUT if i start to rub my penis head with a little bit of force i would feel like ejaculation right then and there
at a 30% erection.
Now if i stop stroking my glands before ejaculation my dick begins to grow a little bit more and if i begin to stroke my head again
i would feel like ejaculation and i would grow a bit more,and more and so on, now if i do a forcefull stroke of my glands while sitting on a chair
and stop before ejaculation lean back and do a stern reverse kegel i can get almost 70-90% hard, but bare in mind my penis
is allready at the point of no return and i would cum instantly And if i stop stroking i got limp very fast.
so basically it feels like the only way and reason i get erect is because i suffr from premature ejaculation.
I think i have suffered from this for a long time, and im starting to think maybe i have always masturbated with this routine.
I jelqed for the first time at maybe 20 years old for a bit had no gains, blew a few capillaries, got scared stoped.
i started again a few years later and jelqed quite agressive way to much strokes for a novice. had some turtling and red dots on my penis and also swelling
or ballooning under my glands almost every session. I read that this was normal and coninued my routine.
I remember gaining length with a flaccid penis thats all and the interest went away so i stoped.
now i never really thought about it for years never really was aware of my penis from maybe 22-29. During this time i dont recall EVER having any night time erections
and most definatly NO spontaneous erections.
I apprently suffer from anxiety and maybe 4-5 years ago was getting brain zaps, pulsating body upon waking up, blotching of my chest called a stress rash, and thought that
i had a brain tumour/heart issues/ colon cancer/ testicle cancer and other illnesses...i went up north quit smoking weed ( which i have smoked for over 8 years) and have a breakdown
the told me it was anxiety though i did not believe it. They gave me paxil.. i was on it for a year.. the brain zaps and care went away.
They told me it would cause sexual dysfunction.
now i wasnt aware of any sexual issue at this time so i did not think to much into the changes in my penis.. but on paxil i would masturbate get about 60-70 oercent hard
and be able to last forever, once not even being able to cum, i was very aggressive and after 1 hour of attempting to cum i gave up.
when i went flaccid my penis under my glands was SOOOO SWOLLEN and turtled..it healed in 3 days.
The next time i decided to masturbate it took about 40 minutes to cum and it was the most amazing huge load i have ever had ( this was after a month of no ejaculation)
i contribute this to a build up of sexual energy i have never had in my life and neve experienced.
now about 1 year ago i stumbled upon the erection dysfunction page on PE gym and as reading it realized i have major dysfunction. Now its on my mind all the time
constant... my life feels destroyed alomst.. i got to the DR he says yadda yadda heres cialis, it dosnt really work at all.
i read and read and decide to jelq again for blood flow and edge and take the 5'gs... slight wood comes at night... i realize the longer breaks i take from jelqing
the stronger my nigght erections get. so i quit jeqling and nighttime erections have come back ever since sometimes hard sometimes soft.. its seems when i get a moderate\
night time erections its more plump and my glands are more inflated and sometimes i get a insanly hard shaft with no inflation of the glands.
Still no spontaneous wood in the day and no erection with visual stimulus, sometimes i will feel an erection come, and my plumper flaccid as blood begins to rush in, ,my penis gets rigid
and no erection occurs.
so i suffer from major premature ejaculation, erectile dysfunction. but i cant see a urologist because they dont refer me to one.
i dunno what to do guys i really need your opinions. Do i stop touching myself for a year? more? do i jelq and edge again, do i do nothing... do i accept no woman..
do i try things like GABA and 5htp ...im so confused and depressed...
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