- 01-13-2012 #21
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- Apr 2011
Keep on track dr, you are three weeks into it, so don't waste the time already spent.
Btw, a stupid question: what does PMO stand for?BPEL 7.0 +1 1/8"
EG 5.6 +.6 (average of girth measures)
Midshaft EG: 5.75 +.75
Base EG: 6 +.75
Top EG 5 +.5
NBPEL 6.2. +.2
BPSFL 7.3 +1.3
- 01-13-2012 #22
Porn Masturbation Orgasm
Thanks im over 4 weeks into it now.Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings.
- 01-24-2012 #23
Day 42 of No porn, no masturbation, and no orgasm! WWOOP FUCKEN WOOOP
That's right, i have made it this far on my first try and i'm feeling good.
My libido has been dead as a door nail for the last couple of weeks. I felt like it started to come back only in the last 2 days and last night i had my first wet dream. Felt like i was hallucinating and i woke up and there was cum all over my sheets and i still had a massive boner. I was like wtf is going on, i have obviously cumed but i still have a boner that is amazing.
Yesterday i felt so horny all day. I really wanted to have sex. I will admit i couldnt stop touching myself lightly. I had a boner all day.
Today i had a spontaneous boner just out of no where. I haven't had that in ages.
Im putting a lot more effort into meeting women now. I met a beautiful women on the weekend and we got on a really well and she is responding to my messages so that's a good lead. I will try and meet up with her this week before it goes cold just to chat some more, then what ever happens happens.
We've heard that doing a reboot is hard at the beginning but then gets easier and yes this is true in my case. First 3 weeks was hard, then i flat lined for 3 weeks and now my libido is coming back. I do remember how my libido felt when i was 18yo so im hoping it will get close to that state soon.
I do feel like i could have successful sex right now. The next women i sleep with im going to take it so slow and really explore her body and do un speakable things to her before i have sex. I cant wait to tell everyone a successful sex story.Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings.
- 01-24-2012 #24
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- Apr 2011
Excellent evolution. And a few weeks ago you would have thought that boner would have been a miracle. Stay the course and try not to over think it.
- 01-25-2012 #25
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- Jan 2012
Really interesting to read through your posts. I hope the discipline pays off for you.
I was thinking though. Is it a possibility that when you do meet a nice lady and initiate sex with her there is a risk of it ending too soon? I know it terms of masturbation.. if I lay off it for a few days the "first one" is relatively quick.
- 01-25-2012 #26
Well i was thinking that too.
Yes it would end it too soon. However im willing to do that for successful sex. I feel like i could have successful sex right now. But it would delay my reboot. My brain has already began healing and i have seen massive improvements mentally and physically. Having sex wont bring me back to the beginning. I do think i will cum pretty quickly but i will be up for round 2 and 3 and 4 really quickly so she doesnt really have to put her clothes on...lol
I'm going really long term with this. Never watching porn ever. Im going 90 days with no orgasm and masturbation. Then after that i will only masturbate to touch and very gently once a month.
I have a date with the lady i mentioned, this Tuesday. She just left a relationship and said she's not looking for anything but we can meet. So, i was like bam. That's what they all say....when you end up liking someone there is nothing you can do, your walls just go tumbling down. I don't think it will lead to sex and don't care if it doesn't. I really want to actually know this women not just bang her.Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings.
- 01-30-2012 #27
Day 49 of no porn, no masturbation, no orgasm! Mother &^*&*S*(&$(*&#(@* hehe
MY PENIS IT"S ALIVE!!!
Its all sorts of alive! It goes up and down like many times a day. Not hard hard, just half way. But what an improvement from like a 3 weeks ago!
Far out man! Went out last week on Thursday. I actually talked to women and was flighting with one and we chatted for about 10 minutes then my mate came a long and said something and i had to leave her. I was drunk at the time. But that hasn't happened in 3 years!
I am on the prawl man. All i think about is sex right now. That i'm doing everything i can to meet women.
I have a date tonight with the smoking hot women i said in my post Day 42. I hope we get on like we did last time. She's my time of girl! From the country like me!
And another date with someone else this Thursday! Far out brussel spout, when it rains it poors.
I can't wait to go out again, i really do think i will try to pick up for once. I think it has to do with my libido coming back more than ever!
I was pretty social but now im even more social. There are many stories of peoples social anxiety going away after a reboot, although i was pretty social its now on steroids. I just want to connect!
My mood is very constant and good.
I have more motivation at the gym
More motivated with my business
More motivated to meet women
My penis goes up and down 20 times a day.
I'm only at day 49. I can't imagine what its going to be like at day 90!
Im doing Kegals and taking Ginko Biloba and Garlic caps
- 01-30-2012 #28
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- Apr 2011
Nice work man, over halfway there!
Are you gonna put off sex until the 90 days is up or will you take advantage of the opportunity should it arise? I'm interested to hear how much better your performance in than before starting the program, sounds like it would go very well.
- 01-30-2012 #29
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- Apr 2011
hey, great job drknoba! your log is giving me motivation because i think i am at that "flatlined" stage right now.
however, i am concerned about the fact that i still have sex with my girlfriend a few times a week. i never really want to, but i just force myself to do it and pretend to be into it for her sake. after a lot of making out and getting hot and heavy, i will get a 70% erection where i basically have 10 seconds to penetrate her before i lose the erection.
i am worried that having sex is slowing or maybe even halting my healing. i tried looking it up elsewhere but is real sex okay when abstaining from porn and masturbation? i havent kept count but i am probably at about day 30 right now
- 01-31-2012 #30
Last night - Went on a date - We hooked up
I went on tha date last night. And just like last time we got on really well. We basically chewed each others ears of about country life. She values the same things as me and shes pretty hot so it was a great time. She asked me to go back to her place to continue since she lived around the corner.
We just flirted heaps until it was 12.30 at night. I couldn't read her. We where chatting the couch on her balcony and we where holding hands and every now and that i would kiss her on the side of the cheek and just breafly pause while pulling away to see if her lips will point towards mind.
We kept on chatting and we went to her room. Since i was drunk i had to stay the night. We where watching scrubs, and i tried again 3 times to kiss her. I wasnt pushy i was very polite. Those 3 tries were over a 40minute period. On the 3rd go she kissed. And it was fucken amazing!!!
The first kiss went for about 20 seconds... Lol
I had a 60% erection 50% of the time. So this was a test for me to see if im 100% ready. My conclusion is that im not.
Just hooking up with her i realised my penis was going up and down all the time. It didn't just stay up.
We didn't have sex but came pretty close too. It was our first date...And she just broke up with her boyfriend 1 month ago
I know next time we meet though she will want to have sex.
She talked about sex a little bit. She basically says she loves a guy who wants to do it all the time. She even said her 2nd last boyfriend had a porn addiction. I was like "reallly! '_' Made her feel unwanted.
So i guess i need to get my game on lol.
I know im going to need some stimulation down there to get a good erection. So my plan is to just muck around with her for ages then get her on top. While she is on top my penis should be 60% erect and from there i will stimulate her with the tip of my penis and hand. That should be enough for my penis to feel enough to get a decent erection then i will insert myself with her on top. Once in i think there shouldn't be too much drama.
I will purchase ginger caps tomorrow so then i will have garlic, ginko biloba and ginger
Today im buying Universal M Stack. Natural testosterone booster. I've done a 2 cycles on these before for my gym routine. They increase your testosterone and make you horny. So i will get that and go one 1 cycle, since i know i will probably have sex in the next week or 2. When i do a cycle on these my libido increases a lot. My erections are much harder too.
Usually the first time have sex for me is kinda awkward due to my ed. But after that it gets easier with the same person. It was like that before my reboot so i guess now it should be easier.
If anyone has any other suggestions on how to make my first encounter easier and better let me know please?
Rando: Answer to your qestion is yes. If the opportunity arises i will do it. If i hold of with her she will go cold
Rribberz: Im not sure how to answer your question. Check the following pages
Age 21 - Sex with girlfriend may have slowed reboot (ED) | Your Brain On Porn
What do I tell my girlfriend? | Your Brain On Porn
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