I'm very proud of my self in being patient in every aspect of my life sports,studying...I'm also patient with my darling(and keep that in mind because i love her after this..)and we are together 6 months.I'm 21 now and i've been in relationships which made me mature and now me and my girl we feel we found the best in our lifes.I'm not just in love with her..i want her to be the woman of my life and she wants it too-no kidding(i have never told such thing in the past..).
Anyway for not discouraging your reading, MY GIRL'S DEFAULT IS TO TALK AWFULLY WHEN UPSET..She has told me tons of bad words especially because she is jealous without reason.I forgive her every time and i just forget all of them.
Unfortunately,the day before yesterday we went in a xxx hotel for first time(both of us) to have fun..(oh shit that damn day...)We had sex one time because we were so on fire...after this i looked around me and i saw a place so cheap for us..for how i look our relationship..she is the ONE for me..she is not the bitch i like to screw anywhere..and unfortunately i've been some times in bordels and i made an awful but accurate comparison with the hotel..SECOND TIME SEX NEVER EXISTED that night while the 5 months we are having sex it's great and we do it at least 2 times (rarely 4!)..
However before listening to what i had to say -that i just don't take her for whore and that hotel ruined my erection-she started getting angry with me"you ruined the night,you should have told me not to come here,it's the worst day of my life..." and except for that in our going out of the room we listened from another room moanings..and she told me then" so lucky...''..THAT MOMENT I WAS IN HELL..SEE WHY MAN DOESN"T HAVE TO BE AFRAID OF HIS DEATH...it's something worse..
However,whatever we do to each other..we apologise for our acts and just keep going forward..But i can't overcome these words..These words are in my mind and ruin my self-esteem..After that i have very weak erections especially when i am with her..and all the thing is recycled..
I have been a PE exerciser and i love it because it boosts my self-esteem..i'm average now about 6x4.8 and i owe a lot of my (previous ) good ''sex work'' to pegym..Please PEers give me some advice how to overcome this psycological problem and regain my erections and my beloved sex with my lover..Imagine that i can't get hard to do jelqs!!!! And i see after all this..."If someone says your tiger is a turtle...it'll become a turtle..Now i wouldn't care for sure if i had the'' 11inch punishment" of lex steele..but i'm average..
Anyway for not discouraging your reading, MY GIRL'S DEFAULT IS TO TALK AWFULLY WHEN UPSET..She has told me tons of bad words especially because she is jealous without reason.I forgive her every time and i just forget all of them.
Unfortunately,the day before yesterday we went in a xxx hotel for first time(both of us) to have fun..(oh shit that damn day...)We had sex one time because we were so on fire...after this i looked around me and i saw a place so cheap for us..for how i look our relationship..she is the ONE for me..she is not the bitch i like to screw anywhere..and unfortunately i've been some times in bordels and i made an awful but accurate comparison with the hotel..SECOND TIME SEX NEVER EXISTED that night while the 5 months we are having sex it's great and we do it at least 2 times (rarely 4!)..
However before listening to what i had to say -that i just don't take her for whore and that hotel ruined my erection-she started getting angry with me"you ruined the night,you should have told me not to come here,it's the worst day of my life..." and except for that in our going out of the room we listened from another room moanings..and she told me then" so lucky...''..THAT MOMENT I WAS IN HELL..SEE WHY MAN DOESN"T HAVE TO BE AFRAID OF HIS DEATH...it's something worse..
However,whatever we do to each other..we apologise for our acts and just keep going forward..But i can't overcome these words..These words are in my mind and ruin my self-esteem..After that i have very weak erections especially when i am with her..and all the thing is recycled..
I have been a PE exerciser and i love it because it boosts my self-esteem..i'm average now about 6x4.8 and i owe a lot of my (previous ) good ''sex work'' to pegym..Please PEers give me some advice how to overcome this psycological problem and regain my erections and my beloved sex with my lover..Imagine that i can't get hard to do jelqs!!!! And i see after all this..."If someone says your tiger is a turtle...it'll become a turtle..Now i wouldn't care for sure if i had the'' 11inch punishment" of lex steele..but i'm average..
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