I already read a lot in this section of PEGYM just out of curiosity but I'm still wondering what I should do.
So I've always masterbated with my thoughts to get hard. I would usually just vision a scene that's happened before like sex with an ex girlfriend. Or I would vision up a different scene/scenario with a girl that I've had sex with If you understand what I'm saying. Not to put my business out there and go off topic but when I was younger I was kind of bad and I ended up going to Juvenile detention center for a year and that's where I kind of mastered this lol and I would always come up with new scenarios but always with girls that I've been with so it was like it was real. I was never able to masterbate to pictures like everybody else because it wasn't realistic to me(Inless it was a pic of a girl I've been with so I could imagine something up). So that was a long time ago, for the past 6-12 months I've been using porn on my phone because it is easier and doesn't take as long.( When I create scenarios in my head It takes awhile because I have to go through the whole process of meeting,kissing, 4 play etc, I cant just vision me jumping in and having sex right away and get hard). And from everything I'm reading on here is saying that this is really bad to do(Watching porn that is).
Well I have sex on a regular basis, I go through small droughts but that's because I'm kind of shy so for me to approach a girl I have to get a sign that she's into me so I don't get girls every single day you know. I don't sit at home all day watching porn, I have a job, numerous hobbies and I'm always doing something. The only time I watch porn is when I'm edging or masterbating, granted I do masterbate or edge once a day. 1 or the other. But im not addicted to porn, I can/have gone plenty of days without porn like when on vacation etc and I'm not having withdraws or cravings for porn or ejaculation. I really watch porn because It's more convenient for me and ya I do enjoy it as well for seeing new positions and techniques etc
What im asking from all this is am I in great danger from using porn lol or will I be ok given everything I just told do you in my rant?
So I've always masterbated with my thoughts to get hard. I would usually just vision a scene that's happened before like sex with an ex girlfriend. Or I would vision up a different scene/scenario with a girl that I've had sex with If you understand what I'm saying. Not to put my business out there and go off topic but when I was younger I was kind of bad and I ended up going to Juvenile detention center for a year and that's where I kind of mastered this lol and I would always come up with new scenarios but always with girls that I've been with so it was like it was real. I was never able to masterbate to pictures like everybody else because it wasn't realistic to me(Inless it was a pic of a girl I've been with so I could imagine something up). So that was a long time ago, for the past 6-12 months I've been using porn on my phone because it is easier and doesn't take as long.( When I create scenarios in my head It takes awhile because I have to go through the whole process of meeting,kissing, 4 play etc, I cant just vision me jumping in and having sex right away and get hard). And from everything I'm reading on here is saying that this is really bad to do(Watching porn that is).
Well I have sex on a regular basis, I go through small droughts but that's because I'm kind of shy so for me to approach a girl I have to get a sign that she's into me so I don't get girls every single day you know. I don't sit at home all day watching porn, I have a job, numerous hobbies and I'm always doing something. The only time I watch porn is when I'm edging or masterbating, granted I do masterbate or edge once a day. 1 or the other. But im not addicted to porn, I can/have gone plenty of days without porn like when on vacation etc and I'm not having withdraws or cravings for porn or ejaculation. I really watch porn because It's more convenient for me and ya I do enjoy it as well for seeing new positions and techniques etc
What im asking from all this is am I in great danger from using porn lol or will I be ok given everything I just told do you in my rant?
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