21 and very very sad. ED

[saddie]

Hey guys! I discovered this forum last night and i read the las 35 pages of topics.Every.Single.Topic.
I don't want to bore you with the story of my life, I just want to mention that for my whole life I have masturbate too often and that I have ED since....15 years old. It is my fault and now I try to recover from this pain and depression that masturbation caused me.

I can't get it up when I am with my (people say) hot girlfriend. I can't get it up when she gives me a handjob. I don't have morning wood.

BUT
Somehow i managed to stay away from masturbation from 75 days. I ate every single day bananas,apples and carrots.
Man, I could get hard only by thinking at sex. If she touched my neck, I was rock hard. If she showed me her panties, i was rock hard. My sex life was perfect.

BUT
I am an idiot. A moron. I am filthy. I began masturbating again and now i can't get hard. I am scared that this time if i stay away from masturbation I will not be able to get the same results.

Please, i need your kind words.

ps. I am very sad. Every time i watch a movie and there is a sex scene, I feel sad. Every time somebody talks about sex, i feel sad. Every time i see a Viagra advertise, i feel sad and i wish could get my hands on a pill. I pray that my penis would work again.
Thank you.


I want to try MACA and ginseg. Is that an ok combination?

[Pegasus]

Uh huh now about the porn>

[popol5169]

So you had "ED" and bad masturbation habits for years, stopped everything for 75 days,everything was fully functioning again, but now you've relapsed for a month (guessing) you won't be able to make it work again?
You'll cure the symptoms very easily by repeating what you did during these 75 days (eat pineapples (french fries and grease should help too(not))) .
On the other hand, the root of the problem may be found somewhere else, why did you relapse when everything was great and you were freed from porn and bad masturbation habits?
What do you feel sad about?

[Pegasus]

Ahhh P, we are still working on him admitting the porn, he has not actually mentioned it.

[saddie]

I watched porn while masturbating, every single time. From time to time i felt that I needed something more "extreme" because that type of porn wasn't enough.
I am very ashamed by my behaviour over the past years. After each time i masturbated i felt extreme guilt and my penis was almost senseless.
This is the first time when i speak about my problem and i feel I relief.


A few years ago i was about to die because of some nasty drugs. I was very paranoid for months that I will die from a heart disease. Now, whenever i feel threatened i become paranoid and my response is to jack off. So, something bad happened and jack off was my only response.

My greatest fear is that the damage I ve done can t be undone. I fear that I will never have a normal sex life, like other people. I envy them.
I am such an idiot that i test myself to see if I can get an erection. Afer a few days of no masturbation, i can get a hammer erection by masturbating. But i don;'t stop there.This shhit goes on and on.

I've spent days reading about maca,l-arginine,muira puama,kava kava, ginseng,GBL,HGW,tribulus terrestris and so on.

I said that i feel sad about the fact and I am young, a have a good educations and a hot girlfriend and still I can't be happy. I feel sad that I might have ruined my life. During that marvelous 75 days i had sex 15 times and I was hard. Having sex is wonderful, i loved it.And now i will never be able to experience it.

I am student and now I save money to buy herbs that might cure my ED.
Thank you guys

[Pegasus]

Ok perhaps the issue is the drugs and porn?

[Pegasus]

Umm perhaps anxiety too .
Look man give up the drugs and porn, have more sex ,in fact have so much sex you have no time or energy for masturbation.

[watersnake]

You know what you need to do, eliminate masturbation from your existance.

[steelpeen]

Yo, right now I'm taking Testosterone Boosters and L-Arginine on occasion. I have had the same problem as you. Don't let it control your life dude. When people talk about sex, don't think about what you should be like in bed, think about how, when you do put your mind to it, and I know you can, how fucking much hornier you are and I assume better as sex, I wouldn't really know. When you ate healthy did you have a better sex drive? Did you only eat healthy foods or did you eat some unhealthy foods too? Does your girlfriend resent you when you can't achieve an erection? I'm here for you man. PM me if you need anything or just want to talk. I've fought ED my whole life. I'm not about to give up now. Anyone that is in this fight with my I call my brother. Sorry if my reply jumps around a bit. I'm an ADD 21 year old who is just trying to figure out life. Peace.

[corageon]

If your ED is caused by testing and de-sensitizing yourself to porn, and you know that and recognize the pattern, then you know what you need to do...supplements may help facilitate the rejuvenation of your nerves and desire and such, but you still need to get out of the negative psychology, this is ruining your BIOLOGY.
Step up to the plate, don't kick yourself down - but rather, train, do things to build your confidence back up , and don't get your mind sapped , even if you feel like you are hopeless.

You're not gonna recover by dwelling on it over and over again and calling yourself a failure and "never will be able to" etc...

1.) Step away from statements like "I can't" and "I'll never be able to", and avoid people who pressure you and make you feel like that.

2.) Build your confidence up, workout, get back into eating healthy, drink pomegranate juice, and shy away completely from the masturbation / porn habit, which obviously has de-sensitized you.

3.) Consider relaxation techniques if necessary...

4.) Once the three pre-requisites above are in order, try eating more raw foods, matter of fact do this before hand..if you want you can look into horny goat weed extracts, 50 or 60% Icariin preferably....but you need to make sure the above are in order and being actively pursued.