I'm 20,5 years old and I started watching porn since I was 13-14...I never knew it was harming me till I found out about PE (god bless you all). I found that with porn, masturbation was mord intense and easy, so I never thought of masturbation without it...I just wanted it quick...the worst thing is that after so many years I trained myself in a way that I was opening a porn video, I reached to PONR from the first 30 seconds, and I stayed at PONR for +15 minutes, and also used the "deathgrip" all the time...
So, yesterday, after two weeks without porn and also some PE, I tried to edge, but I noticed something...If I didn't go extreme speed or if I didn't grip it tight, I wouldn't be able to ejaculate...I tried a little fast with light grip and I did stroke from the base to the glans (glans included), but I couldn't...I had to grip tight, go even faster and also stroke only the glans because I feel almost nothing to the rest of my penis...
The sadest thing is that my libido is really high after 2 weeks without porn, I get erections (even though not ROCK-hard) throughout the day, but I can't ejaculate if I don't do "my tricks". And when I want to masturbate, when I try the "right way" (normal grip, stroking all the penis from the base, etc.), I kinda crave to stimulate my glans only in an intensive way, since I almost feel nothing anymore with the "right way"
And by the way, even though I'm very horny and I get an erection in a random time of the day, it still isn't really hard if I don't stimulate the glans
So, how can I heal my penis from that disgusting "sickness"? Need help !!!
So, yesterday, after two weeks without porn and also some PE, I tried to edge, but I noticed something...If I didn't go extreme speed or if I didn't grip it tight, I wouldn't be able to ejaculate...I tried a little fast with light grip and I did stroke from the base to the glans (glans included), but I couldn't...I had to grip tight, go even faster and also stroke only the glans because I feel almost nothing to the rest of my penis...
The sadest thing is that my libido is really high after 2 weeks without porn, I get erections (even though not ROCK-hard) throughout the day, but I can't ejaculate if I don't do "my tricks". And when I want to masturbate, when I try the "right way" (normal grip, stroking all the penis from the base, etc.), I kinda crave to stimulate my glans only in an intensive way, since I almost feel nothing anymore with the "right way"
And by the way, even though I'm very horny and I get an erection in a random time of the day, it still isn't really hard if I don't stimulate the glans
So, how can I heal my penis from that disgusting "sickness"? Need help !!!
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