I was talking with my on and off "girlfriend" over 2 years, basically, about dicks. I am 6.25 NBP and about 7 BPEL. Give or take a few depending on the arousal.
As many of you know, I struggle constantly with believing the "average size" and with insecurity, OCD, and possibly BDD when it comes to seeing my dick as way smaller than it measures. As in I can see a picture of a 5 nbp penis and still think it looks bigger than mine.
So, due to a few things, such as talking to gay members on this forum and others, and talking to this one girl, i sortof alleviated my disbelief of the average facts and wrote it off as girls being stupid when they say 6 inches is small/average when really 6 BPEL is supposedly the high end of average. Then I talked to another girl, and long story short, she said she thought average was about (using iphones as a comarison) 1 and a half iphones long, roughly about 6.75 inches. Obviously she overshot it, but if average was somewhere between 5-5.5, thats one hell of an overshoot.
Anyways back to the story. So I was doing pretty good OCD wise about this kinda stuff, and then me and my GF start talking about dicks. I said something along the lines of, well average is supposed to be between 5-5.5, and im between 6-6.5, you really think thats right? You really think that im an inch above average almost? And she told me she definitely could believe that. Later on I told her how I see my dick in comparison to one of the cable remotes as alot smaller if I was to guess where it would line up to on the remote, to where it actually lines up to. She said "dont worry, its big".
Later on, we were talking about this guy she fucked during one of our off periods, and me being insecure and OCD asked about him, everyone knows this guy is small, and she talked about that. Then I said ok well if he was the smallest you've ever been with, where do I stack up compared to the rest, and she said "very VERY well".
What do you think that means? Do you guys think she is lying to me just to make me feel good?
The problem with me is, even if given something positive like that, my OCD makes it into an issue, and I kinda have to put it out there otherwise it just eats me up inside. Believe it or not, I felt better before she said any of this shit, because now I just assumed she is lying to me to make me feel good.
As many of you know, I struggle constantly with believing the "average size" and with insecurity, OCD, and possibly BDD when it comes to seeing my dick as way smaller than it measures. As in I can see a picture of a 5 nbp penis and still think it looks bigger than mine.
So, due to a few things, such as talking to gay members on this forum and others, and talking to this one girl, i sortof alleviated my disbelief of the average facts and wrote it off as girls being stupid when they say 6 inches is small/average when really 6 BPEL is supposedly the high end of average. Then I talked to another girl, and long story short, she said she thought average was about (using iphones as a comarison) 1 and a half iphones long, roughly about 6.75 inches. Obviously she overshot it, but if average was somewhere between 5-5.5, thats one hell of an overshoot.
Anyways back to the story. So I was doing pretty good OCD wise about this kinda stuff, and then me and my GF start talking about dicks. I said something along the lines of, well average is supposed to be between 5-5.5, and im between 6-6.5, you really think thats right? You really think that im an inch above average almost? And she told me she definitely could believe that. Later on I told her how I see my dick in comparison to one of the cable remotes as alot smaller if I was to guess where it would line up to on the remote, to where it actually lines up to. She said "dont worry, its big".
Later on, we were talking about this guy she fucked during one of our off periods, and me being insecure and OCD asked about him, everyone knows this guy is small, and she talked about that. Then I said ok well if he was the smallest you've ever been with, where do I stack up compared to the rest, and she said "very VERY well".
What do you think that means? Do you guys think she is lying to me just to make me feel good?
The problem with me is, even if given something positive like that, my OCD makes it into an issue, and I kinda have to put it out there otherwise it just eats me up inside. Believe it or not, I felt better before she said any of this shit, because now I just assumed she is lying to me to make me feel good.
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