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  • Just a girl wanting to grow

    Hey everyone!

    You can probably tell this intro is going to be a bit different given the title. I'm a transgender girl (aka transgirl, tgirl, shemale, etc) recently turned porn star interested in enhancing my assets. While penis size doesn't seem to matter so much to the popularity of tgirls in porn since I've started hormone therapy (HRT) I've slowly lost much of my former vigor downstairs. Rather than let myself slowly atrophy I thought I'd do something about it, and perhaps even improve my size and stamina above what it was before I said goodbye to testosterone.

    I found PEGym through a Reddit post someone made a couple weeks ago and I got curious. I've been trying my best to digest the plethora of information here, and have started working on some goals and exercises. I decided to reinvest some of my hard-earned porn money back into my body and decided to grab an extender and a pump while I'm at it. The nice thing about being a girl is I can wear an extender under skirts and dresses quite conveniently

    In addition to PE I'm also testing out supplements and such to get some ejaculate volume back, because that too was affected by HRT. I'm also using Noogleberry cups to try and grow my rather small boobs as well. All of this together I've jokingly labelled as #OperationFuta, after the well-endowed intersex characters in hentai, which my twitter following seems to get a kick out of.

    Currently my BPEL is 6", and EG is 4.5", my long-term goal is going to be 7" and 5". As for short-term I just want to get some blood flowing down there to get things moving again. I'll start with JP90 and see where that leads. I already do edging quite a lot, and I've downloaded a kegel app for my phone.

    Lastly, some notes on being trans. No, I don't want "the surgery", I'm very proud of my extra bit. Don't tiptoe around me, if you have questions about what trans means please ask. I am very hard to offend, despite the reputation of trans people being rather fussy about terminology and such.

    Looking forward to tracking progress with y'all!

    PS
    If you're interested about my porn, go ahead and PM me or something. The rules say to not post pornographic content, so I won't be linking that here
    #OperationFuta
    big boobs|big dick|big loads

  • #2
    All I can say is welcome and let me assure you that this stuff works. Its hard to beleive sometimes but yes it works and the benfits of growing bigger than your natural size are incredible. Best of luck and good to have your unique perspective here on this site. BTW thanks for your offer of open and honest discussions.

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    • #3
      Originally posted by Gregory Peckary View Post
      All I can say is welcome and let me assure you that this stuff works.
      Thank you! That's reassuring to hear. I agree, I hope my presence will be constructive
      #OperationFuta
      big boobs|big dick|big loads

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      • #4
        Welcome, and like peckary said thanks for being open and honest..I do have a question for you though, if your a shemale why would you want to make your soldier bigger? Just curious..and could you please explain the difference between crossgender and a ladyboy? And is the pic of you? THANKS AND WELCOME..

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        • #5
          Well hello Shiri...'ow's it hangin'!

          The JP90 is the most popular, but start off slowly and work your way up to the full routine over the 3 months.

          You'll find all the info you need here and, as long as you don't push self-promotion of your porn work, I'm sure you'll fit in just fine.

          Welcome and...ENJOY!

          P.S. Love the name!
          The name's Tamora...TVR Tamora...with a capital "T".

          Lots of living to do yet unseen and a more stories yet untold!

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          • #6
            Eh, as a str8 guy, I guess I'm needing some education on exactly your sexual status. My understanding of Transgender is someone who is "transitioning" if not physically (shemale), then mentally / hormonaly, to the opposite sex; yet you're interested in building your male sex thru PE. Am I correct? Why are you not classified as a "cross-dressing male" instead of "Transgender"? Please educate me!

            Oh, and WELCOME to the GYM!
            jockinthebox
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            • #7
              Welcome to the Gym, Shiri! I'm sure you understand that some members are going to be curious about your rather unique circumstances; so hopefully you won't be put off by all the questions, and the other members will be cordial enough.

              You've been here for a few weeks, so you probably know about the START HERE tab and the PE basics and all that jazz. I'm going to echo Tamora in saying be sure to start your routine with less than full intensity, and build up slowly so that you can avoid injury. Your goals are definitely achievable, so be patient and consistent and you should see success. Good luck with Operation Futa!
              Well-endowed is a state of mind.

              Sequoia's Wood Log!
              Pre PE
              BPEL: 6.75"
              MEG: 5.125"
              Current
              BPEL: 7.75"
              MEG: 5.3"

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              • #8
                Welcome to the gym! I'm sure you'll be able to offer fascinating insight to the forum.

                definitely condition your penis with a good beginners manual routine. Light to moderate Jelqing should definitely help with erection quality.

                Welcome!
                Initial(9-1-11): BPEL: 7.25", BPSFL: 7.75", EG: 4.75", BEG: 5.25", BPFL: ~5.0", FG: ~4.0"
                Current(7-1-16): BPEL: 8.375", BPSFL: 8.75", EG: 5.375", BEG: 5.875", BPFL: ~6.625", FG: ~4.75"

                Realistic Goal: BPEL: 8.5", EG: 5.5"
                Idealistic Goal: BPEL: 9.0", EG: 6.0", BPFL: 7.0", FL: 5.0"

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                • #9
                  Wowza! Thanks for the replies and welcomes everyone! Each time I was about to post I saw a new one, so my reply got bigger... and bigger... Anyway, here goes:

                  Reply to rippem
                  Originally posted by rippem View Post
                  Welcome, and like peckary said thanks for being open and honest..I do have a question for you though, if your a shemale why would you want to make your soldier bigger?
                  Hey Rippem! In my experience I've met quite a few trans women, and there's a range of ways they perceive their sex organs. Some with contempt and a desire to have a vagina. Some are indifferent, don't feel like they need surgery but don't have much love for their parts anyhow. Some of us love that it makes us different and have no desire to have it removed. I definitely fit the latter group. I just kind of love the idea we can all enhance and change our bodies with dedication and time.
                  Originally posted by rippem View Post
                  Just curious..and could you please explain the difference between crossgender and a ladyboy?
                  There's not a huge difference that I'm aware of. Crossgender isn't a term I hear much, but from what I understand it's the same as saying transgender. Ladyboy more specifically is a term used in the porn industry to refer to generally Asian shemales. I believe in Thailand the term is used to refer to trans women more generally, but in the US tgirl or shemale is used for porn and trans/transgender is the more polite way of referring to non-porn trans men and women. Hope that helps
                  Originally posted by rippem View Post
                  And is the pic of you? THANKS AND WELCOME..
                  Yep, that's me. Thank you!


                  Reply to Tamora
                  Originally posted by Tamora View Post
                  Well hello Shiri...'ow's it hangin'!

                  The JP90 is the most popular, but start off slowly and work your way up to the full routine over the 3 months.
                  Hi Tamora! For sure, I don't need to be huge right this instant, more interested in vitality and health than anything!
                  Originally posted by Tamora View Post
                  You'll find all the info you need here and, as long as you don't push self-promotion of your porn work, I'm sure you'll fit in just fine.

                  Welcome and...ENJOY!

                  P.S. Love the name!
                  Of course! I'm not here for that. I don't expect most of the users here would be interested in my work anyway, nor would I profit much by doing so. I'm an actor, not a producer, they make the big bucks https://cdn.pegym.com/forums/images/smilies/tongue.png I just thought including that info was important to who I am as a person and why I'm here. Thank you!


                  Reply to jockinthebox
                  Originally posted by jockinthebox View Post
                  Eh, as a str8 guy, I guess I'm needing some education on exactly your sexual status. My understanding of Transgender is someone who is "transitioning" if not physically (shemale), then mentally / hormonaly, to the opposite sex; yet you're interested in building your male sex thru PE. Am I correct? Why are you not classified as a "cross-dressing male" instead of "Transgender"? Please educate me!

                  Oh, and WELCOME to the GYM!
                  Hi jockinthebox! There are many levels of transitioning, and desire to transition. I did not like living as male socially and mentally. I really didn't like my male appearance, and even though I was in good shape I experienced constant dysmorphia and dysphoria. I hated the aspects of my face and body that looked masculine, at least for every part except my penis. I can't really explain why, mostly I guess because it wasn't something that I could hide fairly easily under clothing. I was interested in hormone therapy to prevent further masculine traits from developing, so I saw a therapist then an endocrinologist. I've been living daily as female pretty much ever since.

                  Cross-dressing males on the other hand aren't generally interested in being female 24/7. It's just dressing up for fun, often as a kinky experience. I know quite a few crossdressers as well, they're adorable, but the fun usually ends for them with the orgasm. My desire to be female runs much deeper than that, even if I do enjoy having a penis.

                  Thanks for the welcome!


                  Reply to Sequoia Tree
                  Originally posted by Sequoia Tree View Post
                  https://cdn.pegym.com/forums/images/smilies/welcome.gif Welcome to the Gym, Shiri! I'm sure you understand that some members are going to be curious about your rather unique circumstances; so hopefully you won't be put off by all the questions, and the other members will be cordial enough.
                  Thank you Sequoia! I love questions, hope I can keep up! I'm sure they will be. I feel like the trans community gets a lot of negativity because of the "PC culture" that it has become wrapped up in. I wanna be that cool easy-going trans person that is easy to come to with questions
                  Originally posted by Sequoia Tree View Post
                  You've been here for a few weeks, so you probably know about the START HERE tab and the PE basics and all that jazz. I'm going to echo Tamora in saying be sure to start your routine with less than full intensity, and build up slowly so that you can avoid injury. Your goals are definitely achievable, so be patient and consistent and you should see success. Good luck with Operation Futa! https://cdn.pegym.com/forums/images/smilies/mosking.gif
                  Thanks for looking out for me! I'll be sure to take it slow!


                  Reply to Zman007
                  Originally posted by Zman007 View Post
                  Welcome to the gym! I'm sure you'll be able to offer fascinating insight to the forum.

                  definitely condition your penis with a good beginners manual routine. Light to moderate Jelqing should definitely help with erection quality.

                  Welcome!
                  Thank you Zman! I hope so!
                  #OperationFuta
                  big boobs|big dick|big loads

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                  • #10
                    Hey Shiri...I have to warn you! We have a member called Master-Gauge...and he loves gingers! Forewarned is forearmed!

                    Look forward to your continued contributions!
                    The name's Tamora...TVR Tamora...with a capital "T".

                    Lots of living to do yet unseen and a more stories yet untold!

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                    • #11
                      Originally posted by Tamora View Post
                      Hey Shiri...I have to warn you! We have a member called Master-Gauge...and he loves gingers! Forewarned is forearmed!

                      Look forward to your continued contributions!
                      Haha, uh oh! Thanks for the warning
                      #OperationFuta
                      big boobs|big dick|big loads

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                      • #12
                        Curious, how do you handle advances from men or women who do not initially realize you are trans?
                        Initial(9-1-11): BPEL: 7.25", BPSFL: 7.75", EG: 4.75", BEG: 5.25", BPFL: ~5.0", FG: ~4.0"
                        Current(7-1-16): BPEL: 8.375", BPSFL: 8.75", EG: 5.375", BEG: 5.875", BPFL: ~6.625", FG: ~4.75"

                        Realistic Goal: BPEL: 8.5", EG: 5.5"
                        Idealistic Goal: BPEL: 9.0", EG: 6.0", BPFL: 7.0", FL: 5.0"

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                        • #13
                          Hey Shiri!

                          Welcome to the Gym. You have already been given good advice above. All I can add is Jelq with an erection level between 45% and 65% using a moderate grip, just enough to move blood up the shaft and to the glans. .

                          Pay attention to your PIs, your penis is trying to tell you if you are over working, or you are in the growth zone.Aim for positive PIs, and steer away from the negative ones.

                          Don't forget to take good beginning measurements and photos so you have a solid base line to compare your future gains to

                          Good luck on your PE journey, PE safely.
                          Valued Member of 12+ years at the PEGym
                          12/'09 (start) NBP EL - 4.5, EG - 4.4
                          12/11 NBPEL - 5.1, MSEG - 5
                          01/13 NBPEL - 5.35, MSEG - 5.1
                          01/14 NBPEL - 5.35, MSEG - 5.25
                          01/16 NBPEL - 5.4, MSEG - 5.5
                          Fat Pad = 1+/-

                          Real cars have two seats. Everything else is a bus.

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                          • #14
                            Originally posted by Zman007 View Post
                            Curious, how do you handle advances from men or women who do not initially realize you are trans?
                            Very carefully. Trans people suffer an unfortunate amount of rejection, even violence, when it comes to dating. In my experience women tend to be more understanding than men. My guess is that society has conditioned men to defend their sexuality more than women, and the response of many men is "oh crap this hot woman has a penis, that means if I'm attracted to her I must be gay". While I think this is silly logic, and sad for the girls just trying to find a partner, I also haven't forgotten the stigma attached to defending ones' sexuality in the days when I identified as male. Women, at least where I live, definitely have it easier in this aspect.

                            tl:dr I don't even consider bringing someone home to bed unless they are fully aware of my genitalia.


                            Originally posted by not2big View Post
                            Hey Shiri!

                            Welcome to the Gym. You have already been given good advice above. All I can add is Jelq with an erection level between 45% and 65% using a moderate grip, just enough to move blood up the shaft and to the glans. .

                            Pay attention to your PIs, your penis is trying to tell you if you are over working, or you are in the growth zone.Aim for positive PIs, and steer away from the negative ones.

                            Don't forget to take good beginning measurements and photos so you have a solid base line to compare your future gains to

                            Good luck on your PE journey, PE safely.
                            Thanks not2big! Thank you for looking out for me, I took a look at the PI's page

                            Good point about taking photos. Is there an post on how to use the photo albums thing?
                            Last edited by Shiri; 06-22-2016, 11:10 PM. Reason: Added reply to not2big
                            #OperationFuta
                            big boobs|big dick|big loads

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                            • #15
                              Originally posted by Shiri View Post
                              Good point about taking photos. Is there an post on how to use the photo albums thing?
                              Do these help at all?

                              Your Photos
                              _
                              Your Album, Resizing Your Photos

                              If you have to resize your photos, that might be a pain in the ass. I used Irfanview as listed in the 2nd thread, but it was last year and was a one-time deal, so I don't remember how to use it. Scroll down to post #8, that might help.
                              Sequoia Tree
                              Senior Member
                              Member of the Month July 2016
                              Last edited by Sequoia Tree; 06-23-2016, 12:48 AM.
                              Well-endowed is a state of mind.

                              Sequoia's Wood Log!
                              Pre PE
                              BPEL: 6.75"
                              MEG: 5.125"
                              Current
                              BPEL: 7.75"
                              MEG: 5.3"

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