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Hi everyone, I'm pretty much new into this. English is not my mother language so sorry for wrong spelling and other things.
Let me tell you my story. I've been sexualy active since I've been 15 years old. I've never struggled with PE and I could go litteraly as long as I wanted. Always I had to push myself to ejaculate especially during blowjob. After a few beers I could go for hours and really struggled to ejaculate. I've been in relationship with my gf for 12 years now. We've had a great sex million times and always came together which was a great thing. Great satisfaction on both sides. I always had to push myself hard to ejaculate during blowjob which tells me that I probably struggled with DE but not even realizing it. I've always had good control over my ejaculation. Couple mins blowjob and foreplay, I've never lasted too long in missionary but still couple of minutes easy and when she gets on top I was in control and could last pretty much as long as I wanted, with few short breaks. Depends on arousal level. I've been masturbating badly whole life. Watching porn and rushing to climax as fast as possible. I know it now after reading a lot of threads on this great website. You guys are just great and so supportive. I'm lucky to find this place.
But everything changed over the last year. I had really stressfull year in my job and had no relief for my mind. On top of that we had big relationship issues. She started flirting/texting one guy from her work. I've never been good in sorting out relationship issues so when I find out I made it even worse. I don't know. We had a lot of arguing which was a new thing for us. We always had a great relationship and always loved each other. It definitely left a scar but everything is back in normal now. She apologized for her slip and I did the same and we talked about it a lot. We just love each other. But my head is still working on 150% so I couldn't get it out from my head. How she could do it to our spotless relationship. I got over it, now I think possitive and things got way better. I can say it's back as it was except...
Since this hard time I've been struggling with PE which came out of blue sky. I have to say I used to smoke weed (tiny joint after work to relax, never smoked heavily) every day since 15 years old. I stopped during our crisis to improve myself. Feel way better now. Now I can handle blowjob for few minutes and blow like 2 sec after getting in her. Pretty much when I get in her I feel my penis almost cracking and I can't calm it down. Such a mind wrecking thing which is getting deeper and deeper into my head. What happened to me?? What I did before to control it?? I can still bring my gf into climax because I can hold about 70% of erection after I climax and I know how to trigger her. I just want to get it under control again and climax with my gf at the same time. Such great thing for both of us. I have to say that my gf is very attractive to me and I struggle to keep my arousal low.
Could you guys give me some ideas what could happened to me? Was I so numb from years of smoking weed?? Em I in hormonal inbalance after stop smoking weed?? Em I depressed from all the stress an not even noticing it?? Have I changed the way I enjoy the sex?? Or just bad masturbation habbits finally broke me?? I can't just figure out what's happening to me. I try to keep healty lifestyle now but seems to me that everything is against me. Could you recommend me how to get back in shape. I don't want to loose the greatest thing in my life, my gf. All I want is to get myself back under control and enjoy long lasting pleasure with my gf.
Thank you for your ideas and recommendation.
Let me tell you my story. I've been sexualy active since I've been 15 years old. I've never struggled with PE and I could go litteraly as long as I wanted. Always I had to push myself to ejaculate especially during blowjob. After a few beers I could go for hours and really struggled to ejaculate. I've been in relationship with my gf for 12 years now. We've had a great sex million times and always came together which was a great thing. Great satisfaction on both sides. I always had to push myself hard to ejaculate during blowjob which tells me that I probably struggled with DE but not even realizing it. I've always had good control over my ejaculation. Couple mins blowjob and foreplay, I've never lasted too long in missionary but still couple of minutes easy and when she gets on top I was in control and could last pretty much as long as I wanted, with few short breaks. Depends on arousal level. I've been masturbating badly whole life. Watching porn and rushing to climax as fast as possible. I know it now after reading a lot of threads on this great website. You guys are just great and so supportive. I'm lucky to find this place.
But everything changed over the last year. I had really stressfull year in my job and had no relief for my mind. On top of that we had big relationship issues. She started flirting/texting one guy from her work. I've never been good in sorting out relationship issues so when I find out I made it even worse. I don't know. We had a lot of arguing which was a new thing for us. We always had a great relationship and always loved each other. It definitely left a scar but everything is back in normal now. She apologized for her slip and I did the same and we talked about it a lot. We just love each other. But my head is still working on 150% so I couldn't get it out from my head. How she could do it to our spotless relationship. I got over it, now I think possitive and things got way better. I can say it's back as it was except...
Since this hard time I've been struggling with PE which came out of blue sky. I have to say I used to smoke weed (tiny joint after work to relax, never smoked heavily) every day since 15 years old. I stopped during our crisis to improve myself. Feel way better now. Now I can handle blowjob for few minutes and blow like 2 sec after getting in her. Pretty much when I get in her I feel my penis almost cracking and I can't calm it down. Such a mind wrecking thing which is getting deeper and deeper into my head. What happened to me?? What I did before to control it?? I can still bring my gf into climax because I can hold about 70% of erection after I climax and I know how to trigger her. I just want to get it under control again and climax with my gf at the same time. Such great thing for both of us. I have to say that my gf is very attractive to me and I struggle to keep my arousal low.
Could you guys give me some ideas what could happened to me? Was I so numb from years of smoking weed?? Em I in hormonal inbalance after stop smoking weed?? Em I depressed from all the stress an not even noticing it?? Have I changed the way I enjoy the sex?? Or just bad masturbation habbits finally broke me?? I can't just figure out what's happening to me. I try to keep healty lifestyle now but seems to me that everything is against me. Could you recommend me how to get back in shape. I don't want to loose the greatest thing in my life, my gf. All I want is to get myself back under control and enjoy long lasting pleasure with my gf.
Thank you for your ideas and recommendation.
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