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    Hey guys, Im 20 years old and im a new member over here but I used to take routines off of this website and do them by myself without participating. So I basically ruined my old posts or i dont know what happened. Anw im introducing myself again, i started jelqing like 5 months ago, i think i injure myself the next month by adding force and also edging to porn (long periods of time). Anw i stopped around aug 28. Ofc I panicked and did this testing thing after two days and felt no sensation, let it off for 5 days and some sensation got back, left it out for 2 weeks, back to normal BUT with premature ejac and hard flaccid. I started yoga and got back to excer and felt better by the day, mentally and physically. As you all know i kept going on this website and reading more horrible stories so i overthought again n again. So after a while i cut off masturbation for 2-3 weeks n things got to normal. But then i got back to my bad habits of watching porn n masturbation. My eq dropped and my prematue ejac got worse, the worst actually. Anw I panicked and felt bad and anxious. Every time i say im done with porn i get back to it. Anw 12 days ago I saw AP90 its like a group that people enter to quit porn or smthn. So I decided to join n cut off all the b*llsh*t, its my 12th day and I only masturbated once! It was my girlfriend who took care of it. Till now im going to do these three steps for the next month

    1) Exercise daily (Running and bicycle)
    2) Have a healthy diet
    3) Quit porn and limit masturbation 3-4 months
    4) Try to think positively and continue with my Yoga routine

    Honestly I feel like at the moment I have an eq problem and also a mental problem its like Im scared to get back to all the excitement until im fully healed. I have one more problem I got this after a week of my first injury a white spot on a vein like 0.5 ahead of the base. I hope its nthn serious because I went to the urologist and said there's nothing wrong with my penis.

    Please all replies would be helpful and I really want some advice from the senior members. I hope this time I didnt merge any threads as im starting a new one.

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    Welcome back and how can we help?
    The world's still a toy if you just stay a boy!

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    • #3
      Think more positively that will really help you. By reading your post it felt like you were trying to say it all in one breath. Relax and take things one step at at time. I know how hard it is to quit porn I thought I could never do it and then went on to do 7 months without porn or masturbation and I thought I was the worst addict of all time. If I can do it you can too, it gets easier over time bro.

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      • #4
        Well there's this white spot above the base of my penis, what im trying to say that its not too far from the base and theres a vein right under it. I went to the urologist n told him everything he told me there's no signs of ANY thrombosis veins. So I dont wanna overthink specially that he used this machine to see things on a big screen. And he told me to take advil because of the ibrufen well i took the first 3 days then just stopped cause things happened
        I just wanna know whats that white spot. Right now I need the time to heal.

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        • #5
          You seem really motivated its my 13th day, im very happy but im very horny and I get an erection as soon as I touch my girlfriends thigh or even get too close to her. But thats how it went. For example if I get back to porn now I will loose this sense of horny or whatever they call it. So I plan on totally quitting I just need things to motivate me when I get to the 15th day. It'll be the first time that I masturbate once in 15 days. And im just introducing my problem and later will continue posting on other threads when I get better. I just need more advice as much as I can gather advice.

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          • #6
            Welcome to the forum!

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            • #7
              Hey Big Al I read this, do you have similar articles?

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              • #8
                I need more positive articles and maybe articles about performance in bed, how to get better and such stuff.

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                • #9
                  Originally posted by MrJack View Post
                  Hey Big Al I read this, do you have similar articles?
                  Yes Please see: https://www.pegym.com/author/big-al
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                  • #10
                    Hello Big Al, read all of them. I figured out my problem. its been a while that I was with my girlfriend and I still didnt make her cum. I think thats the issue. Like I need more performance skills. I think oh and its DAY 15 porn free, kinda feeling better about myself.

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                    • #11
                      Originally posted by MrJack View Post
                      Hello Big Al, read all of them. I figured out my problem. its been a while that I was with my girlfriend and I still didnt make her cum. I think thats the issue. Like I need more performance skills. I think oh and its DAY 15 porn free, kinda feeling better about myself.
                      The female orgasm is typically more complicated than males'. Communication is sometimes necessary, even if bringing up the subject feels awkward.
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                      • #12
                        Originally posted by MrJack View Post
                        Hello Big Al, read all of them. I figured out my problem. its been a while that I was with my girlfriend and I still didnt make her cum. I think thats the issue. Like I need more performance skills. I think oh and its DAY 15 porn free, kinda feeling better about myself.
                        Good Job, and keep at it. It will be worth it.
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                        • #13
                          Hey Big Al I really talked to her about it but it seems like im not confident enough cause I dont like the size of my dick. Literally just saying out there. I hate my size and I will never be able to make her cum if I dont feel confident. So I got back to the gym. spending hours on the treadmill to look and feel better.
                          But I want some instructions that I can look into for me to practice or train only for outercourse stuff.

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                          • #14
                            Thank you and yeah never getting back to that filth. But I wanna mention that I masturbated twice in these 15 days. Idk how to feel about that, but I feel slightly better cause it isnt porn, it was my girlfriend

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                            • #15
                              Originally posted by MrJack View Post
                              Hey Big Al I really talked to her about it but it seems like im not confident enough cause I dont like the size of my dick. Literally just saying out there. I hate my size and I will never be able to make her cum if I dont feel confident. So I got back to the gym. spending hours on the treadmill to look and feel better.
                              But I want some instructions that I can look into for me to practice or train only for outercourse stuff.
                              Self-loathing can manifest itself negatively in many ways, and it can usually be detected by others. Your priority should be to mitigate these feelings of self-loathing towards your penis will taint your training- since you'll be motivated by negative emotions.

                              You should be looking into training your mind- as mentioned in previous posts.
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