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Hello everyone, this is the first time I've ever told anyone about my adventures into PE, so enjoy.
When I was younger, I wasn't ever really into masturbation and probably didn't even start until 7th grade (which is late from what I've heard, but I didn't care), mostly for fear my parents could see I logged into a porn site or something on our network router (which they might be able to, I still don't know, but they never confronted me so yay) so I didn't even really touch my "member" until like 7th grade. Then, I started masturbating ~5 times a week, and was more or less doing that until I graduated high school. Now, about to start college, I'm not that confident about my size to really go out and have fun.
I was a VERY early bloomer (we're talking full pube stache in 7th grade here) so I stopped growing in height and "down there" pretty early; probably around 8th grade or something. This really pissed me off, but I guess I should be happy with what I've got; I'm average height and pretty much average size. The thing is, I've always strived to be the best in everything, so it really annoyed me that I couldn't change my height and my size of my member for the rest of my life. I can deal with the height part relatively well, since I wear insoles in my shoes anyways (from an old injury) and slippers whenever I don't have shoes on, so I'm always about 6'/5' 11" (up from 5' 10" in bare feet), but it was my size down there that was really a problem for me. I wanted to be bigger than I was, and bigger than average, but I couldn't. Not that there's anything wrong with being average, I've just always wanted to be above average in everything (a competitive spirit I guess), and not being able to be above average with my body because of non-changeable factors really bothered me.
In 9th grade, I actually found this forum, and I used some of the exercises on it, but I had a busy schedule and couldn't keep up with a daily routine, and as a result never grew from it (Sorry about lying on the 18+ thing, but let's be honest, we all did that on porn sites when we were younger too). I kept the idea in my head, and coming back to it now, I'm prepared to sacrifice a lot of time in my day to achieve my goals. I'm starting off 5.6 inches in BPEL (average), 5 in EG (average),and 4 in flaccid (above average; yay! I compare averages from the calcSD site btw, not sure if I can link to it) and I want to try and hit the 7.5in/6.2in mark in 3 years time. Last week I immediately tried to jump into a routine with like 20 minutes of stretching and 300 jelqs, but after 2 days I had lost my morning wood and erection quality, so I quit. I can't start this weekend, but next weekend, on Sunday, I'm going to begin with some stretching and about 15 minutes of jelqs and go from there. I wanted to post everything on here just to have others give me motivation and hold me accountable. Wish me luck!
tl;dr I really just want to improve my confidence a bit and try and be the best I can be in bed.
When I was younger, I wasn't ever really into masturbation and probably didn't even start until 7th grade (which is late from what I've heard, but I didn't care), mostly for fear my parents could see I logged into a porn site or something on our network router (which they might be able to, I still don't know, but they never confronted me so yay) so I didn't even really touch my "member" until like 7th grade. Then, I started masturbating ~5 times a week, and was more or less doing that until I graduated high school. Now, about to start college, I'm not that confident about my size to really go out and have fun.
I was a VERY early bloomer (we're talking full pube stache in 7th grade here) so I stopped growing in height and "down there" pretty early; probably around 8th grade or something. This really pissed me off, but I guess I should be happy with what I've got; I'm average height and pretty much average size. The thing is, I've always strived to be the best in everything, so it really annoyed me that I couldn't change my height and my size of my member for the rest of my life. I can deal with the height part relatively well, since I wear insoles in my shoes anyways (from an old injury) and slippers whenever I don't have shoes on, so I'm always about 6'/5' 11" (up from 5' 10" in bare feet), but it was my size down there that was really a problem for me. I wanted to be bigger than I was, and bigger than average, but I couldn't. Not that there's anything wrong with being average, I've just always wanted to be above average in everything (a competitive spirit I guess), and not being able to be above average with my body because of non-changeable factors really bothered me.
In 9th grade, I actually found this forum, and I used some of the exercises on it, but I had a busy schedule and couldn't keep up with a daily routine, and as a result never grew from it (Sorry about lying on the 18+ thing, but let's be honest, we all did that on porn sites when we were younger too). I kept the idea in my head, and coming back to it now, I'm prepared to sacrifice a lot of time in my day to achieve my goals. I'm starting off 5.6 inches in BPEL (average), 5 in EG (average),and 4 in flaccid (above average; yay! I compare averages from the calcSD site btw, not sure if I can link to it) and I want to try and hit the 7.5in/6.2in mark in 3 years time. Last week I immediately tried to jump into a routine with like 20 minutes of stretching and 300 jelqs, but after 2 days I had lost my morning wood and erection quality, so I quit. I can't start this weekend, but next weekend, on Sunday, I'm going to begin with some stretching and about 15 minutes of jelqs and go from there. I wanted to post everything on here just to have others give me motivation and hold me accountable. Wish me luck!
tl;dr I really just want to improve my confidence a bit and try and be the best I can be in bed.
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