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Kind of long story sorry, i live in a society where it's forbidden to have sex unless you are married and you should be atleast 25 years old to get married, and girls are obsessed to be mouth virgin and virgin down there so it's very very difficult to find someone to talk to sex with and stuff I know it's ***** up but tradition is tradition and I kind of agree with them - sexual diseases is reduced, once you have mutual love with a girl she'll love you to death and the fact that you'll discover kiss sex with your wife is amazing - so let's talk on my case I was very horny since early age I had strong erections very early I was inexperienced and all related stuff to sex is taboo here so I began to masturbate at 11 years old we entered wifi to the house at the age of 14 years old and my little inocent me has discovered porn so got addicted with it ,imagine i'm now 22 years old so 8 years of daily long sessions of 2-3 hours of all kinds of porn videos porn movies porn games now i'm 22- even though i was feeling good i mean i can get girls of all kinds at my screen and having to problem to masturbate and shooting loads of cum- I wanted to change i know it's virtual and real life isn't like that so I did the nofap thing no PMO the first month was hell but i managed now to past 90 days of no porn and no mastubation i have morning woods which never had before i didnt even know that man can have I get horny so fast i mean so fast one day i counted i had more than 30 erection so i'm kind of happy i just need to wait 3 years to have 25 years old and boom i start the work ...
But something is bothering me i have as the title said many changes in the mood lately, i can have 2 continous days of fear no confidence my libido drops i even think of not getting married my heart beats a lot i'm ashamed to see my dick, and right after those days i can get a week or more of huge confidence and self esteem i'm always horny i wake up the morning literraly wanting to rape someone just kidding i feel i can do all good stuffs with a girl
- So i'm asking and sorry for writing all this why i'm getting these biig changes in the mood how can i be just normal and to moderate my mood i mean i've passed 90 days is this some kind of a flatline?
I'm more than happy to answer questions of yours regarding me
Those symptoms that I have that might means something i don't know:
- Very light pain in low abs i think due to exercising
- no pain in pelvic floor
- i'm fixing my APT i'm doing a great progress
- sometimes a nice flaccid sometimes not
- i lost little size i think due to not faping
- lately i make loud big farts - i don't know why i've said that -
You yes you who read it this far thank you from the bottom of my heart
Kind of long story sorry, i live in a society where it's forbidden to have sex unless you are married and you should be atleast 25 years old to get married, and girls are obsessed to be mouth virgin and virgin down there so it's very very difficult to find someone to talk to sex with and stuff I know it's ***** up but tradition is tradition and I kind of agree with them - sexual diseases is reduced, once you have mutual love with a girl she'll love you to death and the fact that you'll discover kiss sex with your wife is amazing - so let's talk on my case I was very horny since early age I had strong erections very early I was inexperienced and all related stuff to sex is taboo here so I began to masturbate at 11 years old we entered wifi to the house at the age of 14 years old and my little inocent me has discovered porn so got addicted with it ,imagine i'm now 22 years old so 8 years of daily long sessions of 2-3 hours of all kinds of porn videos porn movies porn games now i'm 22- even though i was feeling good i mean i can get girls of all kinds at my screen and having to problem to masturbate and shooting loads of cum- I wanted to change i know it's virtual and real life isn't like that so I did the nofap thing no PMO the first month was hell but i managed now to past 90 days of no porn and no mastubation i have morning woods which never had before i didnt even know that man can have I get horny so fast i mean so fast one day i counted i had more than 30 erection so i'm kind of happy i just need to wait 3 years to have 25 years old and boom i start the work ...
But something is bothering me i have as the title said many changes in the mood lately, i can have 2 continous days of fear no confidence my libido drops i even think of not getting married my heart beats a lot i'm ashamed to see my dick, and right after those days i can get a week or more of huge confidence and self esteem i'm always horny i wake up the morning literraly wanting to rape someone just kidding i feel i can do all good stuffs with a girl
- So i'm asking and sorry for writing all this why i'm getting these biig changes in the mood how can i be just normal and to moderate my mood i mean i've passed 90 days is this some kind of a flatline?
I'm more than happy to answer questions of yours regarding me
Those symptoms that I have that might means something i don't know:
- Very light pain in low abs i think due to exercising
- no pain in pelvic floor
- i'm fixing my APT i'm doing a great progress
- sometimes a nice flaccid sometimes not
- i lost little size i think due to not faping
- lately i make loud big farts - i don't know why i've said that -
You yes you who read it this far thank you from the bottom of my heart
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