Over masturbation and ED for 15 years - Quite cold turkey 5 days ago

[Mark 1]

Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - very irritable and short-tempered
Morning erection - very slight

Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - slightly less irritable, but still unstable
Morning erection - none

Penis - lifeless and dead - but a hint of life for a few minutes late morning
Mood - depression is beginning to lift
Morning erection - none

Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - depression is still better
Morning erection - none

Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - depression is practically gone
Morning erection - none

Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - depression is gone
Morning erection - none
Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - depression is back and worse than ever
Morning erection - none
Day 14
Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - depression is still here
Morning erection - none


John, these are your posts for the first two weeks of your program.

Day 36
Penis - a little better - hanging longer and heavier but no real stimulation today
Mood - fairly good today
Morning erection - I think I had a 70% erection this morning but don't remember
Day 35
Penis - not as flatlined today - a bit of life but not 'normal'
Mood - yesterday being February 1st, for some reason I am must more level-headed and focused
Morning erection - laid in bed and thought about sex and achieved a partial erection. Interesting.

These are your most recent two. Congratulations on everything you have achieved. Truly admirable!

Although increasing size may not be your main goal here, I have read up on the Bathmate product which I intend to purchase and it apparently helps ED/EQ problems. Take a look if you want.

[Wzntme]

Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - very irritable and short-tempered
Morning erection - very slight

Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - slightly less irritable, but still unstable
Morning erection - none

Penis - lifeless and dead - but a hint of life for a few minutes late morning
Mood - depression is beginning to lift
Morning erection - none

Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - depression is still better
Morning erection - none

Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - depression is practically gone
Morning erection - none

Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - depression is gone
Morning erection - none
Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - depression is back and worse than ever
Morning erection - none
Day 14
Penis - lifeless and dead
Mood - depression is still here
Morning erection - none


John, these are your posts for the first two weeks of your program.

Day 36
Penis - a little better - hanging longer and heavier but no real stimulation today
Mood - fairly good today
Morning erection - I think I had a 70% erection this morning but don't remember
Day 35
Penis - not as flatlined today - a bit of life but not 'normal'
Mood - yesterday being February 1st, for some reason I am must more level-headed and focused
Morning erection - laid in bed and thought about sex and achieved a partial erection. Interesting.

These are your most recent two. Congratulations on everything you have achieved. Truly admirable!

Although increasing size may not be your main goal here, I have read up on the Bathmate product which I intend to purchase and it apparently helps ED/EQ problems. Take a look if you want.

I concur, GOOD job bro!

[Wzntme]

Very interesting! I am a hardcore C# developer and build enterprise application frameworks and enterprise web/desktop applications as well. I am very well-versed in design patterns and have usually been fairly demanding of those who worked with and for me. My goal is to make them better at what they do and to think in ways they never have before. Many engineers/developers become so mesmerized by bright new technologies that they lose sight of the customer and the solutions needed. I could talk enterprise development until the cows come home, but I digress...

Hey JQ...is there some way we can talk without distracting from the purpose of this board? I don't have a lot of "geek" peeps I can talk to outside of work and I like to bounce programming ideas outside of my environment. Have you tired your hand at any windows 8 apps yet?

[Mark 1]

Hope to see some updates soon!

[mike83]

Hi John, google 'brain on porn' this website will give you some deep insight in the difficulties you're facing, you can turn this around! And for the rest of your life, this routine and stress getting to work boring etc. It's time to make some dramatic changes in your life, start to have a look at your basic needs and comply with them instead of working for bills and buying things you don't need.