Hey everyone, Starscream here, first day on the forum. Have read you guys a couple times, recently compelled to join.
My big thing that I want to work on, needless to say is penis size, and secondly the confidence that comes with being "OK" with it. I used to be rather confident until my current fiancé and mother of my child embarrassed me in front of my friends when we were first engaged.
After what was a successful sex session we began departing when my roommates mentioned how loud we were in the other room. My girlfriend had mentioned not to worry, since I was cut off for a week anyway. Of course my friend inquired and she responded that hitting the cervix during pregnancy made her bleed and we couldn't play for a week. My friend laughed and stated "well get used to it, happens with black guys". My girlfriend immediately looked at me and told me to ignore what she was going to say. I refused presuming that it wasn't anything harmful. She immedielty and frankly stated she had seen bigger. I took it lightly and assumed porn, as did my mates, until she matter-of-factly said with disappointment that she had had bigger (the same she 'd seen). Evidently her first boyfriend was around 10 in and her previous lover was circa 7.5 to 9 (can't seem to get an exact figure from her). Needless to say I've felt like shit and refuse to look her in the eye anymore despite her claims that she doesn't care much about size, with her previous partners ranging from 4 to 10 inches. I pretended to let it go and ignore it but our sex just hasn't been as fun or frequent for me ever since, I just don't want to anymore really.
Personally i had a BPEG of about 6.75 and a Mid Shaft EG of 5.1 and was quite pleased. Not so pleased or proud anymore so I'm looking to make it at least 7.5 - 8.5 (Her non-verbal perfect range) and a good 6 in girth would make me feel like myself again.
Whew, sorry about the read, kinda unloaded. That being said I'll clearly need as much help as I can get. Will add before pics to my album and question the hell out of everyone. Thank you gentlemen
- S.S.
My big thing that I want to work on, needless to say is penis size, and secondly the confidence that comes with being "OK" with it. I used to be rather confident until my current fiancé and mother of my child embarrassed me in front of my friends when we were first engaged.
After what was a successful sex session we began departing when my roommates mentioned how loud we were in the other room. My girlfriend had mentioned not to worry, since I was cut off for a week anyway. Of course my friend inquired and she responded that hitting the cervix during pregnancy made her bleed and we couldn't play for a week. My friend laughed and stated "well get used to it, happens with black guys". My girlfriend immediately looked at me and told me to ignore what she was going to say. I refused presuming that it wasn't anything harmful. She immedielty and frankly stated she had seen bigger. I took it lightly and assumed porn, as did my mates, until she matter-of-factly said with disappointment that she had had bigger (the same she 'd seen). Evidently her first boyfriend was around 10 in and her previous lover was circa 7.5 to 9 (can't seem to get an exact figure from her). Needless to say I've felt like shit and refuse to look her in the eye anymore despite her claims that she doesn't care much about size, with her previous partners ranging from 4 to 10 inches. I pretended to let it go and ignore it but our sex just hasn't been as fun or frequent for me ever since, I just don't want to anymore really.
Personally i had a BPEG of about 6.75 and a Mid Shaft EG of 5.1 and was quite pleased. Not so pleased or proud anymore so I'm looking to make it at least 7.5 - 8.5 (Her non-verbal perfect range) and a good 6 in girth would make me feel like myself again.
Whew, sorry about the read, kinda unloaded. That being said I'll clearly need as much help as I can get. Will add before pics to my album and question the hell out of everyone. Thank you gentlemen
- S.S.
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