My first steps into PE and Phallosan. Please look at this guys...

[FirstStep]

Hello all,

So I will keep this as brief as possible. I want to share my story starting from the very beginning and end with what happened last night. I am reaching out to you guys for support and help during this start of a patient road toward gains...

I am 23, and have an erect penis size of about 4.5-5 in. Pretty skinny penis however...no girth.


To start, I was born prematurely by about a month and a half and because of this, I had some birth defects. Luckily, nothing too major but I have Hypospadias, which occurs in about 1 of every 15 people in the world.

Hypospadias is a condition in which the opening of the urethra is on the underside of the penis, instead of at the tip.

I had it corrected when I was an infant and now I piss from the bottom of my tip, instead of through the middle. But thats no biggie...

When I was younger, I didn't really pay attention to all of that, as I didnt know better. But, as I started to go through puberty, my distress started to come in. I started to notice that my penis wasn't getting bigger (flaccid) and that my erections were curved (from the scarring). Luckily, the curve is not too bad, but is noticeable and can sometimes complicate sex. It curves downward and often slips out during sex.

In high school I was overly conscious about my penis size, like most teens. But, I also had the extra thoughts of my curve, my hypospadias, and what women would think of it. Would I have to explain to them all the time? Would my penis size really effect the rest of my life? As I grew older, I became more hopeful and as my confidence increased, I started to become comfortable with what I have and not too worrysome.

But, on and off, I have heard my friends talk about my penis size, past women I have slept with also. And what I have heard is not good. My friends have talked about my penis size due to infrequent occasions when im in my boxers or drunk and take off my clothes (lol) and I have heard them say that I have a small penis. This makes me feel really emasculated in front of them but I get over it and prove them wrong by hooking up with beautiful women. But most times than not, my relationships with women quickly end because I cannot please them sexually. This really haunts me everyday but I try to remain hopeful.

However, last night I was with a friend and his roommate, who I dont really know was slightly drunk and he invited over this girl who I slept with. She has seen my penis flaccid and erect and I thought she actually enjoyed our night. But I was wrong. He comes in and I said, "Whoa, your hair is red, did you dye it?" She goes, "no, I think you have just seen me at night when its significantly darker..." And I am segwaying into asking her how shes been when that roommate blurts out, "Wow, you should've remembered that (turns to her and says) "see, this isn't the guy you fucked with the small penis (looks back at me and just starts laughing)" My friend than joins in and starts laughing and I quickly play it off (quite well actually) and we change subject and everything is fine. But deep down, I am devastated. I have never been so embarrassed and objectified in public ever in my entire life. I quickly try to get over it but then my past come rushing forward and it just consumes my mind the entire night, going into this morning.

I still feel devastated, but am now fully committed to changing this aspect of me, so I can be proud and happy, like I deserve to be. That is why I am reaching out to you guys and I really would appreciate support from you all. Keeping me motivated...

I have looked into exercises and I will do them if absolutely necessary. I dont have much money, but I feel that the phallosan will get me the curve correction, and gains that I want. Please, if you guys are willing, Please share your experiences with me privately or on this thread because I dont fully believe people's gains and people's successes with phallosan. I am just starting and need all the support I can get.


To end my rant, I just want to say thanks for listening and I hope that I can proudly say that a year from now, some of my problems might just be gone from my mind.

Later,

Adam (FirstStep)

[MrB8]

to the Gym FirstStep!


Don't miss this thread!!

https://www.pegym.com/forums/penis-e...t-mindset.html

And if you haven't already done so, please https://www.pegym.com/forums/beginne...cess-here.html And focus on safety.

It is okay to be skeptical, but I assure you that - when done correctly, PE will greatly improve your penile health and increase your EQ, in addition to size gains, but you need to be consistent, patient and persistent, please do as much research as you can, ask questions, follow safety and exercise instructions carefully and remember that PE is a long term process, don't rush it up.

Take a look in the Progress Forum and Success Forum for reports of members success stories and gains from PE.

What to Expect....A Beginner's Guide

Starting a journal in the progress forum is a good idea, to track your progress and get feedback, also for motivation!

I recommend following a beginner's manual routine for at least 90 days or until you stop gaining - whichever comes last. Most members here start with JP90, and gain fine from it, being an intense beginner's routine, you may want to consider starting slow and gradually increase workload!


Pay attention to your PIs, your penis is trying to tell you if you are over working, or you are in the growth zone, aim for positive PIs, and steer away from the negative ones.

Physiologic Indicators (PIs) to Help Penis Growth!

Helpful jelqing Information




Good Luck!

[burtybasset]

Welcome to the gym Adam!

With a name like that I'm betting your a handsome gent!

This woman/girl you slept with sounds very immature, I think I would be tempted to confront her and ask her why she thinks it's okay to treat people this way. This really ticks me off when douche-bags take advantage of people like this.

I'm sorry to say it but your friends seem like Douches too, find some new friends and find a nice girl who will appreciate you! And stop drinking so much and getting naked also.

There are plenty of guys out there smaller than you, who have ladies that smile all day long from their efforts to please them, so don't worry, your size is fine!

If a finger can get a woman off, I'm pretty sure your penis can! However I'm slightly bigger (not trying to brag), but I have never had a woman orgasm from my penis, only ever from my fingers or my tongue, since the main turn on spot is external I believe.

Anyway, follow a beginners routine, pay very close attention to your PI's (they are your key to gaining) and don't be in too much of a hurry to get gains, they will come with time.

Good to have you with us, I hope you get the result your after, stay safe and stay positive!

[GrowStrong]

i hate hearing incidences like this happen. women just dont understand how much of a sensitive topic it is for men and penis size.

but your in the right place for growth my friend, you now have a massive motivation to grow after what happened last night. because i had a similar experience of a woman saying and spreading rumours about my penis, and i ended up breaking down in tears the day after i was publicly humiliated infront of all my friends about it which made me want to change. iv now grown 0.9" and feel a new leaf of life.

[FirstStep]

Well, hes not my friend. I rarely see my friend's roommate (the one who said it). As for my friend who laughed, we're recent graduates from college so we are still immature. We act like teens sometimes I've just never been so embarrassed in front of a girl that I have slept with. It was degrading.

But, thanks for the uplifting advice. Im already feeling better and when I was semi-hard I measured my girth. I couldn't believe the measurement....I think I measured wrong... 5.5. I hear avg. is 4.5.

Also, anyone try Phallosan? I have been reading tons of topics on it, but coming from a 4in erect penis...I would love to see a 6in penis....possibly 7. I would freak out...

[GrowStrong]

Well, hes not my friend. I rarely see my friend's roommate (the one who said it). As for my friend who laughed, we're recent graduates from college so we are still immature. We act like teens sometimes I've just never been so embarrassed in front of a girl that I have slept with. It was degrading.

But, thanks for the uplifting advice. Im already feeling better and when I was semi-hard I measured my girth. I couldn't believe the measurement....I think I measured wrong... 5.5. I hear avg. is 4.5.

Also, anyone try Phallosan? I have been reading tons of topics on it, but coming from a 4in erect penis...I would love to see a 6in penis....possibly 7. I would freak out...

leave the phallosan for when your penis is more conditioned. you need a routine like the JP90 to start with your PE journey. 5.5 is a very good size man! if you think its wrong measure three ties and find use the mean measurement or the best measurement if u wanna feel better about urself which is what most people do haha.

yeah when somebody does that to you, thats exactly what they are trying to do, degrade you to feel better about themselves, its pathetic and you said it, immature. but like i said your now in the right environment to grow, you have this forum for advice and guidance and you have the motivation. i cant wait to hear from you in 6months-1year talking about how much youve grown

[burtybasset]

Have a look at kickinthemebs and Bnips threads on the kind of time and dedication needed to make significant gains with manual PE I believe.

https://www.pegym.com/forums/success...erformers.html

https://www.pegym.com/forums/success...e-legends.html

There are threads on devices that can be found here may answer some of your questions.

Penis Devices Forum

Also kickinthemebs has made significant gains with the Phallosan, you might want to ask him about it, he will probably be along at some point to welcome you. But as GrowStrong suggests it would be best to condition yourself first with a beginner routine and to learn how your body responds to the exercises.

[not2big]

Hey Adam!

Welcome to the Gym.

You have been given a lot of good information and references. I know where you are coming from because I have been there. I am now over 3/4 inch longer and thicker thanks to PE; albeit, has taken some time.

The following is good way to read up on the Phallosan:
https://www.pegym.com/forums/penis-d...s-answers.html

[kickinthemebs]

Hey Adam, welcome to the gym. Check out my log and phallosan tips in my signature. A simple stretch, jelq, kegel routine would do you well while using the phallosan. Sorry I couldn't answer your PM earlier, I am extremely busy at the moment and it was way too long to read and reply to.

If you have any questions about the phallosan, ask them in this thread here: https://www.pegym.com/forums/penis-d...pport-you.html

If you want to look at what kind of gains some people have made etc, look here: https://www.pegym.com/forums/penis-d...ins-table.html

[BigO]

Welcome Adam.

Don't let their remarks get you down. Though it is probably immature joking, it can still have an effect if you're already sensitive to the topic.

Sounds like he is a bit jealous, and wanted to bring you down in front of the girl. Maybe she didn't even say anything to him, but he saw an opportunity to get in a quick jab.

Don't let people who have to resort to that affect the way you feel about yourself.

If you're low on cash, start with a manual routine. It's free, so you can at least give it a try first without any cost but time. Meanwhile, if you really want the phallosan, you'll be making progress while you save up for it.

Keep your head up Adam, and best of luck to you.