Hi,
i am glad that i have found this forum, because i am really stressed out about my penis. I am a healthy 24 year old male, dont smoke or drink.
Something about me - i have lost my virginity at the age of 22. The first few times i couldn't get hard (anxiety?), later i managed to somehow get hard a little and I cummed in a few seconds after entering the vagina. I was embarrassed. So I just secretly ordered generic viagra pills over the internet (Kamagra) and used them every single them since then i have had PIV sex. I could suddenly have sex with a strong erection for lets say an hour if i wanted. The feeling is is incredible.
I started nofap - because i have fapped every day for the last 10-12 years! I started getting morning erections, could finish a lot faster (even from a BJ, wasnt possible before), but still taking the generic viagra.
Then I ended my nofap streak and i found a new girl after a few months. I couldnt get properly hard for the first time even with viagra. But the next time it was great, but couldnt finish quickly, it took me sooo long. So I started nofap again - i could finish in a decent time.
I then started with fapping again and I received some handjobs without viagra pills = i could get hard but her hand was getting sore, she had to stroke it without interruption for too long. After a short nofap streak it was a lot better, i could finish quickly.
Next girl and the same pattern is there. Bad sex the first time even with viagra, the next time i am hard for too long, started nofap again. The whole time i am secretly using generic viagra pills.
My longest nofap streak was for like 60 days.
The problems:
1) If I fap to porn, i can get an erection but its like a balloon. As soon as i stop stroking/touching it, it gets soft in a few seconds. I think thats not normal, is it? On viagra i can stand up, go for the condom, get it on and continue. This is the biggest problem. I cant have sex with a penis like that if it gets flaccid in a few seconds.
Is there something i can do with it?
2) My penis is quite big (17 cm) but it does have a very weird shape. Its narrow at the base and it gets thicker to the head. If that wasnt enough - at the 1/3 of the base there is a bend and my penis points downwards. Is that a problem? Can it have some influence on my erection problems?
3) If i dont take viagra, then i can touch, grop etc. my GF through the clothing and nothing happens. If i do the same thing with viagra - i get an erection! Is that normal? What could i do with it?
4) Should i try to quit taking the viagra pills? I have the 100mg Kamagra pill, the last time i used maybe like 15mg (estimate) and it worked great. Should i just get to a lower dose everytime?
Please help, i am really stressed out about this. Should I stop fapping for several months and wait if it gets better? Or could there be some physical damage?
If i can get normal sex on viagra (most of the girls told me it was the best sex they had and the couldnt move properly afterwards) = does it mean that my penis is healthy or it doesnt mean anything?
i am glad that i have found this forum, because i am really stressed out about my penis. I am a healthy 24 year old male, dont smoke or drink.
Something about me - i have lost my virginity at the age of 22. The first few times i couldn't get hard (anxiety?), later i managed to somehow get hard a little and I cummed in a few seconds after entering the vagina. I was embarrassed. So I just secretly ordered generic viagra pills over the internet (Kamagra) and used them every single them since then i have had PIV sex. I could suddenly have sex with a strong erection for lets say an hour if i wanted. The feeling is is incredible.
I started nofap - because i have fapped every day for the last 10-12 years! I started getting morning erections, could finish a lot faster (even from a BJ, wasnt possible before), but still taking the generic viagra.
Then I ended my nofap streak and i found a new girl after a few months. I couldnt get properly hard for the first time even with viagra. But the next time it was great, but couldnt finish quickly, it took me sooo long. So I started nofap again - i could finish in a decent time.
I then started with fapping again and I received some handjobs without viagra pills = i could get hard but her hand was getting sore, she had to stroke it without interruption for too long. After a short nofap streak it was a lot better, i could finish quickly.
Next girl and the same pattern is there. Bad sex the first time even with viagra, the next time i am hard for too long, started nofap again. The whole time i am secretly using generic viagra pills.
My longest nofap streak was for like 60 days.
The problems:
1) If I fap to porn, i can get an erection but its like a balloon. As soon as i stop stroking/touching it, it gets soft in a few seconds. I think thats not normal, is it? On viagra i can stand up, go for the condom, get it on and continue. This is the biggest problem. I cant have sex with a penis like that if it gets flaccid in a few seconds.
Is there something i can do with it?
2) My penis is quite big (17 cm) but it does have a very weird shape. Its narrow at the base and it gets thicker to the head. If that wasnt enough - at the 1/3 of the base there is a bend and my penis points downwards. Is that a problem? Can it have some influence on my erection problems?
3) If i dont take viagra, then i can touch, grop etc. my GF through the clothing and nothing happens. If i do the same thing with viagra - i get an erection! Is that normal? What could i do with it?
4) Should i try to quit taking the viagra pills? I have the 100mg Kamagra pill, the last time i used maybe like 15mg (estimate) and it worked great. Should i just get to a lower dose everytime?
Please help, i am really stressed out about this. Should I stop fapping for several months and wait if it gets better? Or could there be some physical damage?
If i can get normal sex on viagra (most of the girls told me it was the best sex they had and the couldnt move properly afterwards) = does it mean that my penis is healthy or it doesnt mean anything?
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