Hey where ya been?

And I thank all of you for the support. It does make a difference to know people actually care and are there to help.

You got all of us!

trying to get there. Just I went through something like this when I was married, but this girl I have known for so long and she was there at the wedding and she knows what my ex wife done to me. She said she would never hurt me, but she did. I know its the drugs that are doing it and not her, but still doesn't make it right.

Now, I'm back to it just being me at home and nobody there to talk to, eat with, watch tv with, hold in bed..... UGH! I'll get better soon...

You doing any better?

I thought she did, I thought she was, but didn't know about the heroin. I know the one will come along, but now that I have had someone again, I am hating being alone already. I was patient for over ten years, guess a little longer cant hurt lol.

That's the type of girl you will get if you be patient, a girl who wants you just for what you are.