Injury From Masturbating/Jelqing

[L10]

Well it's been almost 2 months and I barely see any improvements. The only thing that has changed is that my flaccid dick doesn't become rock hard anymore. Though I can still feel it pulling back and sitffen slightly (just not as hard as before), especially when standing up to walk. Morning woods are rare. It's pretty much impossible to get an erection from thought alone. And when I manually stimulate it, I can get a not so hard erection that disappears the moment I stop. Oh and I cannot get an erection when lying down from manual stimulation (was not a problem prior to injury)... only when sitting.

I also noticed the lump that runs through the bottom of my penis (the urehtra?) is harder and larger, both when flaccid and erect. Peeing is fine tho... I'm seeing the urologist on Wednesday so I really fucking hope they have an idea of what's going on.....

[Ranchi]

1)Were you doing any exercise before the injury occurred? like I used to do squats without any warm-up and I had been doing for 2 years and I feel this is the cause for muscle spasm.
2)Do you experience any back pain on prolonged standing like in a que?
3)Yes the urethra do appears prominent like a tube after hf that's corpus spongiosum, earlier I never noticed.
4)It's difficult getting errection or sometime impossible in standing position manually.
5) Stiffness will keep changing through out the day,while walking, sitting, coughing, sneezing,with different positions it's different and worse after workout.
6) Getting errection in sitting position and then on standing, errection gets heavy,contracts nd die down in seconds.
7)There will be no pain that will surprise you and still there is a gross damage,this will seem most peculiar.
8)Life will get depressing,thoughts of how fortunate you were before,fear of relationship,low libido will occur,and temptation to read the anomalies thread to find someone like yours and get a solution.
9) Earlier I used to squeeze muscles in perinium after urination (it's called kegel,I came to know after injury)and I kegeled involuntarily to get last drop out,it happened and I had no control on it,but since injury I can stop urination at the end without kegel.Also voluntary kegel will make hf worse.
10)Lots of minute details and symptoms are present but unfortunately uro will deny and say it's normal.

[L10]

1). Yeah I did exercise before the injury. But it definitely didn't cause the injury as it was fine before that one day I masturbated too hard. I don't exercise much these days anyway
2). No back pains

I visited the urologist , and in a nutshell she said that by putting too much pressure I made my penis "unhappy" and it will take time to heal and I have to remain patient. Obviously that's much easier said than done hhaha.

Also, just like in the beginning of the new year, my penis was able to get strong erections again but only for a week. Now, it's hard to get erections again...If it's anything like that last time, it will be another 2 or 3 weeks before I get strong erections. Idk why it keeps going through cycles like this

[L10]

@Ranchi how's your progress with the injury so far?